Kaoru POV
I was terribly sick . images, voices and smells were so annoying. the floor where my feet were stepping was moving , felt like if I was drowning in the cobbles, every time I felt like I will collapse , I took a deep breath and tried to concentrate . Falling down and leaving Hikaru taking responsibility of me and our bags isn't an option. he was walking beside me holding a big bag full of our stuff , the look in his eyes was full of hatered. He simply believes that because life is unfair to us he must revenge from everyone and burn the country. A man who lost everything is capable of anything and I wouldn't doubt that he would forgive anyone in ever. Inside of me I couldn't blame him for that since I also have these kinds of thoughts sometimes.
"come in kao" Hikaru opened a door of some small store for me and I entered. It was the bakery that Hikaru usually gets me food from . I came here before. "Welcome Hikaru .. oh Kaoru is here too, nice to see you again" Jiff the old man said "nice to meet you too" I smiled to him .
"Uncle Jiff I want to ask you something" Hikaru said to him
"Ask Hikaru" jiff said
"they knocked the building where we live down and now we are homeless . I was wondering if I can keep kaoru here till I find a new place, because he's too sick to walk " Hikaru finished .
I looked at him painfully, he sure was thinking about me more than I thought he would. But I don't want to stay here as a burden I want to help him. Screw being sick
"yes sure you can stay as long as you want. come with me guys" jiff said .
Hikaru put his arm around my shoulders. We entered a small room beside the place where they make cakes. I couldn't help it but to look, we didn't eat any since forever , we barley can buy bread. In the room there was a sofa and a tv "you can stay here, it's not much but would help" Jiff said as he went back to his place to help a customer .
Hikaru and I put the bags down and sat on the sofa. Hikaru lent down and put his head on my lap. He was damaged and didn't know what to do "how much money do we have?" I asked fondling his hair "50 dollars" he said , that's not enough to even rent a room for one day "we can join these homeless people groups or we can just sleep in the park yeah? Or ..or we can sleep in the train station " I tried to come up with every possible way that would help my brother to get his hopes up but that wasn't helping "do you think that I should call them?" Hikaru said . by them he means our old friends back in time.
Before our parents death we were 16 years old joining the best school in the country, Ouran High . we were jerks to everybody and totally full of ourselves. We used to think that we are the center point of the world and never gave a shit or cared about other people's feelings .Back in time we had everything in our hands. All the people that said they were our friends have disappeared right after our parents death. And one of our friends that were named Kayoya has played a dirty game on us and made us sign papers. After sometime we discovered that the papers were meant for us to send all of our wealth to his family. The police kicked us out of our mansion with totally nothing but the clothes that were on us. We lost our parents and our wealth. nevertheless those so called friends never checked on us and basically nobody did , not even members of our family. We were left alone in the cold streets , hopeless , helpless and poor.
I hated them all and I'll never forgive them. That's what happens when you are rich . you can't get one true friend . it's nothing but a fake empire. "I don't know Hikaru, and I don't think they will help us now. They're just a punch of jerks" Hikaru stood up "I think I have to try. We got nothing left anyways bro" So I lied down on the sofa and opened the Tv . didn't watch anything in ages. Back in time we used to watch movies in our cinema room in the house. We used to kiss every time the hero kisses the heroine in the movie. I smiled to the thought and drifted in my sweet past life.
Hikaru POV
I walked the street alone searching for a place to live. Entered houses and asked if anybody needed roommates but all rents were more than I could ever make for a living. I was hopeless and only left with one choice which was to go to Haruhi house. Since it was close to where I am now. I looked at the building and knocked the door once. I took a deep breath and left the place before she could open the door. My ego prevented me from asking help from a person who didn't bother checking on us when everything happened and instead stood with Kayoya the son of a bitch's side.
After hours of searching it was already 8pm so I went back to the bakery. Didn't have a single meal since yesterday and totally starving.
"I am back" I said as I entered the bakery "Hika!" kaoru ran to me "did you find anything?" he asked me but I couldn't answer so I just sigh "anyways..I have good news for you" he said " Haha what good news . I sure didn't hear any in ages" I said
"well.. I am gonna start working here . I have learned how to make bread and how to use the machines here and I found it easy to design cakes and Jiff said I am doing a good job" he said while smiling. I doubt that kaoru really was good at this . I had the feeling that Jiff wanted to help us by giving kaoru an easy job , knowing his situation. I got nothing to prevent though "that's great kao" I fondled his cheek " I'm starving , wanna go pick something?" I asked and he nodded .
we took our bags and left "okay this gonna be rude but we got to do it " sure Kaoru knew what I was talking about , we enter a restaurant ,order the food ,eat it and run away . we have done that before and it always works
"no" he refused
"huh why not!"
"I am feeling dizzy and we won't be able to run with all these bags"
".. you are right… okay another Idea , Come on" we walked to the center park and entered to the dancing place . usually it's full of couples with nice music played in the background so most of the time it's crowded . I asked Kaoru to wait for me there with the bags . I went to a burger restaurant I noticed today and since the sheaf is an old woman who works alone I thought she won't be able to run after me . and so I did , I went there and ordered 4 cheese burgers with potatoes and drinks . once she put them to me under the window I took them and ran away very very one was running after me though , anyways it was easier than what I thought.
After half an hour of walking I arrived to the center park and entered . Kaoru was sitting there , the only one that was sitting while everyone around him was dancing . I stood there for a moment staring at him . he looked sad and I guess I know why , our relationship is not as before. We didn't kiss since ages let alone making love. I am not going to explain it to you because normal people will think that we are sick minded or psychopaths. Actually we never cared.
Since everything changed my feelings got colder that Kaoru once told me that I turned to an ice cube. As the song finished every two lovers kissed each other ,but Kaoru wiped his tears, I didn't know he was crying till now . I walked to him , he noticed me and smiled " I was worried they might catch you" he said .
I knelt down on my knees so our faces where too close to each other's , I closed my eyes and pushed my lips to him . gently kissed him , he gasped but put his arms around neck and kissed me back . it was too sweet that it made me forget we were homeless alone with nobody to care about us, for a moment I believed we are living in the past where everything is fine . after awhile we separated for air and heard clapping behind us , I turned my head and all the people who were dancing before were staring at us smiling. "ahh..thanks" I said to them while both of us blushed . looks like the people here believed in all kinds of love. That was a special moment I won't ever forget , maybe this day is not the worst at all.
I looked to kaoru who was smiling and blushing "looks like I still love you baka" I said to him "me too" he whispered . we have eaten two of the burgers and kept two for tomorrow , we went under one of the bridges in the park . I got the blanket out of the bag as I made some of our clothes as pillows .
"are you cold?" . as we laid there I whispered to him
"yup"
"can I warm you up?"
"add the word baby to your request so I might accept"
"that's lame"
"say it"
" *sigh* baby .. "
"aww say it again"
"kaoru you dumb" I was on top of him now. I kissed him everywhere on his face , his forehead then the top of his nose , his ears , his chin, his cheeks
"umm..slow down Hikaru"
"ah.. I am sorry"
"okay..again..slowly" he was gasping and that made me happy. Actually today is one of the best days in ever.
So things are getting better with them there HAHA! I am not that evil after all . anyways I wanted to write them making out in the next chapter cause i love writing that - fan girling - XD
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