The Letters Never Sent
Summary: This is a collection of letters that Edward wrote to Bella during their separating in New Moon.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the twilight novels and am no Stephanie Meyer. I wish I owned Edward though
A/N: Thanks to everyone that has read what I have written so far. This may, or may not be the last letter of the story. It all has to do with whether or not you think I should write another letter or not and I will be taking ideas even though I have a few of my own! Well here's the third letter.
Letter #3
Bella,
I saw you today with Jacob and Mike. Despite the pang of jealousy I felt when I saw Jacob wrap his arms around, I am happy for you. You have found someone who will be able to give you what I couldn't. How could you move on though? How could you just let go of everything we had? I know I told you to, but you are usually so stubborn toward what I saw, why did you choose now to listen to me?
You shouldn't be with him Bella, you should be with me; damn it I love you Bella, and no matter how much I try to deny it, it is the truth. If I could muster up the courage to do so I would of ripped both of them apart and claim you as mine once more. It is completely my fault Bella. I gave you up fair and square to give you a better life. You're not supposed to know I exist I have no right to be jealous. No right at all.
This isn't making me feel better….
I am making myself more and more miserable the more I continued to write this letter. You looked happier and I can't ruin that for you because no matter what I would have to leave you again. Not because I want to but because it is the right thing to do. I won't ever be okay with this, Maybe we should talk. I could explain my actions and make you see that I am not trying to hurt you. You won't though, and you will beg me to stay ad I will have fight my same battle again. You'll use your power over me to make me give into you and stay. My battle between doing the right thing, and doing what it is I want will always plague me, but I think we both know what one we want to win in our hearts.
I can't do this anymore. I thought writing you would help null my pain over leaving you. This is my last letter Bella, and tomorrow I will be gone from Forks back to my family. No, I still will not tell you where it is because I know that then you will try to find me. Coming to Forks was a mistake. You cold have seen me; you could of found out that I was here. So now, I sever my ties once and for all. It is for your own good my sweet precious Bella.
Goodbye my little lamb. You will forever be in my brain and my un-beating heart. Have a good life Bella, and I wish you and your future potential suitors the best of luck. You are an amazing girl Bella and are growing up into an even more beautiful woman. You will be happy.
Your Masochistic Lion,
Edward.
Edward decided that this one letter he would leave for Bella. He put it into an envelope and put her name on the front before sealing it. He would wait until it was pitch black before going to her house and leaving the letter in her room. He would sneak into her bedroom like he had done many times before. He would leave it, and then get out.
However, when he got to her room his heart sank at what he saw. She was so much thinner then she used to be, she looked ill. Why hadn't he seen it before? She muttered his name, but her voice was twisted with a cry out in pain as she said it. She was suffering and this letter would make it worse. It would break her heart more so he abandoned his leaving the letter, and ran back out the window, letting still in hand.
This letter would join the two others he had written.
-The End-
A/N 2: Well everyone tell me what you think and whether or not you would like to continue. You can either say a simple yes if you would like me to continue or a no if you would not like me to continue. If you answer yes and you have any ideas for a letter that you would like me to write leave it with your answer.
Thanks everyone for reading this story!
