At Your Service, Miss
Chapter 3
Disclaimer for all MI stuff.
Still drabblish
CPOV
Once Jace and I were lying down together we just looked at each other. There is the faint sound of birds outside. But there are no voices, no cars or television noise. I hear my breathing, slightly labored in anticipation. I've dreamed of being next to Jace for so long, this seemed more like a dream then how I pictured him nightly before I went to sleep. Clutching my pillow, I pretended to inhale his scent, feel his warmth, none of which could happen with a cold pillow. At best my own body heat warmed the pillow after a time and it felt nice to lay my cheek against it as if I rested on his chest.
But now I was really looking into Jaces' eyes. I reached my hand toward him and it took his gaze away from my eyes . He followed my arm with his eyes until it led his eyes back to mine. Please, I just want him to always be able to find my eyes. I touched his face, now clear of the artificial hair as he smiled. His smiled widened and forced a smile onto my face. If he only knew what a puppet I was to his feelings. It's as if he moved a string when he smiled that pulled on my own marionette mouth and a smile appeared. It was that easy. I could be sad and on the verge of tears, I would smile if he commanded it. Not that he would ever give orders, my body just responded automatically to him.
I think that is why he is the first man to make me feel like a woman. All it takes is a simple look or touch and my body reacts to him. No one has ever had this effect on me, no one. By that I mean, it didn't take long for me to fall in love with Jace. When the chemistry was right, it happened. I never had the chemistry right before, that's all. This is love and it is the first time I feel like I know what I am doing, what I want to do. And I may be fooling myself, but I think Jace cares and cares more this time.
I know he has looked into many eyes, lustful, desiring, craving eyes. I bet he mirrored back the emotion. Now, I am the mirror of him and I wait to sense the emotion off of him. He has to show me what he is feeling. What I see is all the world. I see a man who has learned to listen and to take careful, measured steps. I can never know what kind of life he has led until now. I can only imagine from what he tells me, just as if I can only imagine what it is like to walk on white hot coals, and I can only imagine the line of demons Jace had to fight and win in order to be here with me today.
He skin is warm, he has some stubble on the edge of his jawline. I think it is sexy. Gee, did I shave my legs today? Would he think that stubble was sexy? Wait, don't go down that path. Snap back, missy.
Jace is here with you now, please stay in the here and now.
He is moving closer. Our noses are touching, our breath is mingling as if out on a date, individual parts of our bodies are getting acquainted. I tilt my head and flutter my eyelashes against his cheek. I tilt my head back and he turns his cheek. He tickles my cheek with his eyelashes teasing me into a giggle. I broke the silence.
He returned the volley with another tickle of his eyelash. Ooh, it feels good. Hit me again, a thousand lashes with your lashes. Pft, what he would think if he heard my thoughts right now. Probably laugh right off the bed. Wait he is backing up, oh the endless depth of those eyes, a journey each time I get the chance to look deep into them. He is closing them, coming closer, kissing me. His lips pressed to mine. More, more, please.
"Mm." was moaned.
I can't believe he moaned. It sounded higher and it resonated in my head. Did he moan or did I? Oh, I am senseless now. Out the window with all cares, the world could end, I would not notice, I would just end myself. I love you Jace. I can't say it, won't put any pressure on you. I just know that I love you now and I'll love you forever.
A/N: What do you think? And this was just them hopping on the bed and starting to kiss!
