When Severus finally awoke and made his way back to the Slytherin dorms he found on his bed, Amber's kitten "Fox" and a letter half underneath the small grey fluff ball. Severus moved over to the bed and picked up the letter. Part of him wished to throw it away and forget about it, the other wanted to open it, then, maybe then, it might help him to heal.

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Dearest Severus,
I love you, I do. With all my heart and soul I'm yours.
I'm sorry that things have turned out this way. Even though I feel guilty for hurting you, I wouldn't change a thing.
What we had was more then I could every have hoped for. More then I could have dreamed for and for reasons
I'm sorry I can't explain I must go.
Breaking up with you is probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. Without you I am nothing.
I know we had plans, and I wish so much that we could have gone through with them. A lovely house, a beautiful
wedding and no less then half a Quidditch team, of beautiful children.
What you said to me when I was trying to break up with you hurt me so much, but it doesn't stop how I feel
about you. It was like a dagger right through the heart. Severus you're my everything and leaving you broke my heart.
Severus, you are a great man. You could do great things. You just need to believe in yourself and stop hurting people.
Stop pushing others away.
I would have stayed with you, through anything, but now I can't do this. There is so much going on in the big picture,
I can't be with you. I want to so badly, I want to stay with you forever, but the world doesn't work this way and I
must move on.
In the end it's going to be easier to hate me. I know you probably already do and I'm sorry. Just know that no matter
what I loved you. I promised you I'd love you till my dying breath and it's true.
You'll forever own my heart.
Amber Rose.

The woman he loved so very much, was gone. She'd killed herself and even with her letter he still didn't understand why? He punched one of the stone walls, before quickly packing up his things. He'd just graduated Hogwarts and nothing now could stop him following his destined path. He'd already promised himself to work for the Dark Lord, Voldemort. Amber had just sealed his future, he'd been preparing to run away with her. How things change.


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