I don't know why I even write all of this. After all I 'll never have a chance to give it to you.
I remember one of our days on the beach. That day you told me that you felt yourself lucky to have me around. I just laughed in response. I've never thought that way about myself. I never expected someone to admire me. But now I know you did mean it. You thought that you didn't deserve me, but you didn't see what a brilliant man you were yourself. I should have said that long ago, I should have made you see your inner beauty.
I wish I had done so. Now you're gone and I didn't say how lucky I was for having you with me. You'll never know that I didn't even expect to meet such a handsome and open-hearted man.
All girls dream about Prince Charming to spend the whole life with, but they grow up and lose their hopes. They accepted that money means more than love and used to deal with men they could lay their hands on. I was one of them not long ago. I thought that I'm supposed to be alone. Because I had my princes and they turned into frogs or died. I had Edmund and instead of loving me he used me and betrayed me. I had Ben and instead of being my friend he became my worst nightmare putting me in the cage. I had Goodwin and he was my secret lover but was it really the best I deserve?! Oh, and I had Jack. He promised to help and then left me behind without a second thought.
Now you see why I'm so lucky to have you?! You didn't leave me to die. You didn't betray me or lie to me. You were there for me whenever I need you. You were not only my lover but my friend. I could share everything with you and be sure you understood. You made me believe in love again.
You made me special because I got my Prince Charming. I got you.
A/N: Okay, I couldn'y have James letter without Juliet's one. Let's just assume there was moment Juliet believed that she lost him forever.
