Paradox
I-M-A-I_H-O-T-A-R-U
Me, Without Her
She steps into the room, cold aura surrounding her. It matters not that she is the Blackmailing Queen.
For anything that exists now matters not.
She has depleted into nothing.
Like a lake without a dam. A bottle without a stopper.
Without Mikan.
Her best friend.
The person who sacrificed herself for the sake of the Academy War to 'end'.
The only person who at least made her smile; sadistically, at least. But now... She didn't even smile cruelly while blackmailing Nogi.
No, not at all.
She is nothing without Mikan.
Her rock, her best friend; her limiter.
Because she can't control herself without her.
Much like an addict playing Touhou 6 ~ Embodiment of Scarlet Devil Extra Stage on Lunatic.
Madness.
Madness.
Madness!
She could feel the insanity pouring into her veins, unrelenting. Without limits.
They were stretching her to her limits.
Without Mikan.
Mikan.
Mikan.
Mikan!
Where was she, anyway?
Last time she had heard from Masachika, Mikan was within the Labyrinth Mansion.
Yet Hyuuga could get to her, and I couldn't.
I was always better than that pathetic cousin of mine!
She banged her head against the table in frustration.
And when exactly did I become like this?
She let out a blood-curdling scream as she twisted the screwdriver into her latest invention.
Why, of all people, did Mikan have to be taken away?
She slammed invention 1248 on the table, cracks appearing on it from the intense pressure.
Then what the Hell am I living for now, anyway?
To save Mikan?
Not bloody likely.
Not even Masachika or Azumi-san could save her.
They all sacrificed so much.
Just for her to be taken away.
To be tortured by Ku-on-fricking-ji.
She hated it. She ab-so-fricking-lutely hated being powerless.
I am the Blackmailing Queen!
I can do anything.
And beating up a hopeless Principal ain't gonna be hard.
And I will save Mikan.
I will.
But for now... What exactly am I living for?
I know naught.
