Hey guys! So so sorry I took me so long to update its been a very long time I know, but thank you again to all those people that reviewed and read! Seeing as I was out of the game for so long I wrote an extra special long chapter and not only that I have the next 2 chapters ready to go! So please enjoy and again thanks for the support!


Dean's POV

"What? What're you looking at kid?" He growled at her from the table as she watched him over her book she had curled up on the motel couch with, She quickly hid behind the book again not answering his question.

"Dean…" Sam said warningly from the bed as he sat watching the pair from behind his laptop.

He grew tired of her continuously staring from the couch and not saying anything, her presence just being there pissed him off, why should he have to look after some punk ass kid that according to a black eyed bitch, was his sister?
He was lost in his thoughts again when he saw her from the corner of his eye again, he took the last swig of his beer and threw it into the sink, grabbing his jacket from behind the chair and twisting it around on his shoulders as he headed to the door.

"Where are you going?" Sam asked quickly sitting up as he watched his brother grab his keys and open the door.

"Out," Was the only word he uttered before slamming the door finally, He let out a sigh knowing that his brother was in a foul mood and he would undoubtedly come back drunk hours later.
He looked over at the young girl that he guessed was now his little sister, her sullen face sad as she lowered her book.

"Why does he hate me Sam?" She looked at him sadly, his heart twisted, he felt sad for the girl, she'd told him at the hospital that she'd found the adoption papers two weeks ago and done some digging on them, she realized they were her only blood family left, she seemed happy that she'd found them but soon realized maybe it was too soon for celebration as Dean seemed like he just wanted nothing to do with her.

"He doesn't hate you, He's…He's just angry right now," Sam tried as best he could to find something to say, She scoffed.

"Yeah right Sammy, Your sweet but you're a horrible liar," She said turning her attention to look out the window now at the full moon that had just cleared from behind the clouds.

"He'll just need some time I promise, he'll warm up to you soon" He tried for a smile this time, She smiled back but you could see the sadness in her eyes.

"I think the only thing that Dean cares about more then you is that car and drinking….I really don't see that changing anytime soon do you?" She stated honestly.

"He just has a hard time trusting, we've had a hell of a time these past couple of years,"

"Haven't we all…" She whispered almost barely audible from the back of the couch that she'd nestled into, quickly pulling her coat off the ground and draping it over her before nodding off.

Deans POV-

He reached into his back pocket to check that his wallet was In his pocket and missed the familiar cold edge of his blade that he also stashed there, He swore quietly grabbing his keys out and heading back to the motel door that he'd momentarily slammed shut on Sam and Addison, however he stopped once he heard the conversation going on inside, quietly he watched through a crack in the curtain.

"He doesn't hate you, He's…He's just angry right now," Sam tried to comfort Addison, pfft like hell he was just angry, he just didn't like the kid.

"I think the only thing that Dean cares about more then you is that car and drinking….I really don't see that changing anytime soon do you?" She said back at Sam. Dean smirked, well she definitely wasn't stupid.

"Hit the nail on the head didn't you sweetheart," He whispered under his breath.

"Couple of years…." Dean had only caught the last part of what Sammy had said to her but could see closely as he watched that she mumbled something under her breathe before turning away from Sam into the couch, he could've sworn as he read her lips she'd said "my brother" and quite possibly even saw a tear drip down her face.

Okay so he did feel a little guilty for that, she was just a kid after all, thinking back to every way he'd regarded her over the last couple of days, He highly doubted the kid thought very highly of him or how she even liked him at all.
Pfft why did he care, the last thing he wanted or needed was more responsibility for something he didn't want on his plate, he thought not giving it a second thought after that and peeling out of the parking lot headed for the nearest bar.

He sat at the bar downing the last of his scotch and looking up at the old dusty clock, 1am, Probably a good idea to head off now by the time he gets back everyone will have hopefully been asleep.

Pulling up to the motel he saw that he had been right, the lights were off, that was going to be a bitch considering he'd had a lot to drink and wasn't the best at navigating drunk in the dark.

He quietly slid the key into the lock and turned the handle slowly as to make no noise, successfully pushing the door open with no sound but a scrape against the carpet.

He closed the door and stood for a while his eyes slowly adjusting to the darkness of the room, he could see on the far side of the room as the moonlight leaked over the couch Addison was still curled up on the small couch, he looked at the empty double bed by the couch waiting for him and looked back to her crinkled into the couch, with a sigh he made his way to the couch contemplating what he was about to do.

He carefully scooped her up trying not to wake her and moved her onto the bed, gently placing her tiny form down and covering her up with the blanket, before he moved anywhere he realized her hand was still curled around his arm.

"Don't go, Sammy" she mumbled into the pillow her grip now tighter on my arm, so she thought I was Sam.

I sat down on the side of the bed and listened to her breathing even out her hand slowly loosened from around my arm and slid down to fall on my hand I held it for a second waiting for a response but she was clearly asleep now.

He felt bad now after not being able to wipe it from his memory in the bar and how he'd been mulling it over for the past couple of hours, he realized how much he probably meant to her and how much she just wanted him to acknowledge that he was even her brother.

Yes on some levels he did feel the guilt about the way he treated her but he was just so angry about everything that was going on.
He wanted to care for her and show her that he was happy she was here and alive with them right now but that just wasn't the type of person he was.

Showing too much emotion and letting people in wasn't good for him or them, the previous couple of days were a clear example, get associated with a Winchester end up dead.

"I'll always be there when you need me," He quickly stood up and looked at her sleeping form, leaning down and placing a gentle kiss on her forehead before turning to walk away.

"Dean?" There was a click and the lamp on the other bedside table was clicked on momentarily blinded I realized it was Sam.

"Turn it off Sammy, your guna wake her," I said shielding my eyes from the bright glare.

"Sorry," He turned it off again with a click "What're you doing?" He asked, I heard a rustle of the sheets and a groan in the bed springs as he moved to sit up.

"I just put her in bed, she looked uncomfortable and she was probably cold," I finished shortly.

"Oh…well where are you going to sleep?" He asked.

"The couch or the floor, hand me a pillow will ya?" I growled getting sick of the conversation and just wanting to go to sleep.

"Alright, alright no need to get shitty at me," He fired back throwing a pillow in my direction, I caught it with ease and then looked around the room, no way was I going to fit on the damn couch, the floor it was.

I didn't bother taking my jacket off as I slid to the floor and curled my arm around the pillow, the carpet wasn't too bad to sleep on actually but I had had a lot to drink so I don't think I'd feel It until the morning.

I woke to the smell of coffee and bacon, I opened my bleary eyes to a mustard colored blanket and realized where I was, the floor like id opted to sleep on last night.
I rolled over sitting up and letting my vision adjust to see Sam walking around the small table now laid out with what I could smell my favorite, bacon.

"Morning sunshine, how'd you sleep?" Sam said with a smirk.

"Oh bite me Sammy, what's for breakfast, I'm starving" I groaned the hangover did not help my mood right now.

"Your favorite," He said wiggling what looked to be a bacon roll in front of me, I snatched it away with a grunt and then looked around the other wise empty room.

"Where's the kid?" I asked quickly doing a double check of the small motel room.

"She's just having a shower, I packed everything into the car so whenever you're ready to go?" He questioned starting on his own food, right on cue I heard the bathroom door open and footsteps come past me, as I looked up I was met with a freshly showered Addison.

She made no eye contact with me as per usual; I took in her appearance shuddering at the thought that I actually considered taping that, BEFORE I knew she was my sister.

I mean who wouldn't though, she was a stunning girl, Dark hair and green eyes just like me and I wouldn't doubt that she had a smirk that could even rival my own. She was perfect, of course she was she was my little sister.

She awkwardly sat at the table Sam handing her a burger and drink, She quietly accepted never making eye contact with me only Sam and that was the last words I heard her utter until we pulled into the road house.

I watched her every so often checking what she was doing from the front seat of the impala as she glanced out the window, ear buds in just dazing in and out, curious to know what was going on in her head.

I didn't know women to start with but a teenage girl? I had no idea what went on in their head, I just knew they were moody, I was definitely going to get the lowdown on teenagers, if I decided to stick around that long, which I wasn't planning on.

Ellen was waiting out the front of the roadhouse with Jo and Ash beside her I observed as we drove down the long dirt driveway, I heard a groan from the back seat and a "oh great" that followed, It didn't take Ellen long to rush over to the car as we pulled up.

"Ivy-Addison Harvelle," She started but was cut short by Addison.

"Oh save it Ellen, whatever you've got to say, whatever lies you have to tell me, I don't care, you're not even my real mom," She growled out at Ellen.

It looked like Ellen had just been slapped across the face, the sting of the words evidently written all over it, I watched awkwardly as Addison quickly picked up her back pack and dodged around Ellen walking towards the road house, She however stopped mid way and spun to face Sam and Myself as we stood by the car.

"And I suppose that you're both going to pack up and disappear right about now then huh?" She shot at us, her stare ice cold, Sam took a step toward her and went to clear his throat but I beat him to it.

"Sounds about right," I shot back at her, Her glare intensifying but now sitting directly on me.

"Look kid, we don't know you, you don't know us, how about we save everyone the time and just forget this ever happened," I finished at her, I watched as a flicker of something crossed her face but was to quick to really tell what it was.

She gave both of us one last look and with that turned on her heal and walked away, Slamming the road house door shut as she did.
"Dean that was cruel," Sam frowned at me.

"Yeah well, you gotta be cruel to be kind Sammy," I said just staring at the door of the road house, Ellen looked like she had finally composed herself and walked over to us.

"Look boys, I cant tell you how thankful I am that you found Addison, your welcome to stay and you'll always have a bed here If you wana drop by," She said quickly hugging the both of us.

"Thanks Ellen but I think its best if we just steer clear of each other for a while, no offence," I said holding my hands up.

"None taken, maybe its best for everyone to just have a little cool off time," She said looking from the roadhouse back to us, we both nodded in understanding before climbing back into the impala.

"Hey Ellen," Sam said winding down the window quickly and scribbling something onto a ripped piece of paper before handing it out the window to her.

"Could you ah…do me a favor and maybe give that to Addison for me?" She looked down at the piece of scrap paper and nodded.

"Not a problem Sam I'll make sure she gets it, you boys take care now ya hear," She said finally before walking back towards the roadhouse.
I took one last look at the back of her before turning out of the long driveway and getting back onto the road.
It wasn't long before we hit the highway and were onto the next town, not a word was spoken for a long time, Sam was of course the first one to break the silence.

"You know how much it crushed her to hear you say what you did Dean?" He had the whole wounded look on his face.

"And? She needed to hear it, We're not good to be around Sam, People get hurt and worse, If she is our little sister we are not bringing her into this and I swear by that if it's the last thing I do. Do you wonder why she was with Ellen and Dad didn't just take her and raise her himself?" He was angry now, all the anger that had been boiling up over the last couple of days came flooding out.

"Because-" Same started but I quickly cut him off.

"Because he knew she'd either turn out like us or she'd get hurt, so he did what was best for her and made sure she would be somewhere safe where she could never be hurt. Hell will freeze over before I change that, Its what dad wanted so its how its got to be, Its better for her," I said frowning, I heard Sam suck in his breath probably about to go on a long spiel about how it was wrong but right now I knew what I was doing was best.

"Save it Sammy, you wont win on this one," I said leaning over and turning the music volume up loud enough to drown out anything he could possibly have to say and the topic wasn't touched again, not for a very long, not until the phone call that sent them back.

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