3. Ignoring

"Hey, fag!" I turned around. There was a large man standing at a car on the other side of the parking lot. I was putting groceries in my trunk. It was dark.

I ignored the man.

"I'm talkin' to you!" The man wobbled. He was drunk. I noticed he had two friends with him. Fear swelled in my chest. I tried not to let it show on my face.

I continued to ignore him.

"Dude, he looks sweet." This was coning from a different man, equally as big, equally as drunk.

I ignored him too.

All three of the men started walking towards me. I was terrified. I tried to get to my door. I was frozen.

I ignored the fear.

The men had reached me. Two of them walked behind me. I was surrounded. "Come with us, Faggot." said one of the men behind me.

I ignored him.

"Have it your way, then." This was the man that spoke first. The one in front of me grabbed my wrists. One of the men in back grabbed my legs. The other threw a bag over my head.

I ignored the fact that I was afraid of the dark.

I was in the air, supported only by the men's arms. I screamed. The bottom of the bag tightened around my neck. I couldn't breathe.

I ignored the knowledge that something really bad was about to happen to me.

I hit the ground. My back began to hurt. The bag came off my head. My throat hurt too much to scream again. One of the men pulled out a gun. "Do what we say, or die." I nodded. "Don't make a sound." I nodded. "Stand up." I stood up. "Take your pants off."

I ignored that.

"NOW!" I took them off. "And the underwear." I did. The man smiled. "Good." He took off his pants.

I ignored his erection.

"Now, on your knees." I got on my knees. The man with no pants stood in front of me. His penis was right next to my mouth. "Suck." "No." He slapped me.

I ignored the pain.

I took the tip into my mouth. The man that it belonged to grabbed the back of my head. He pushed my head forward so his whole penis was in my mouth.

I ignored my gag reflex.

One of the other men said, "Steve, get on your knees. I want to have some fun." The man whose penis I was sucking grabbed my shoulders and pushed me down. I was on my hands and knees now. The man in front of me was on his knees. I felt a sudden and terrible pain from behind. One of the men behind me had penetrated my ass.

I ignored my tears.

The man behind me was thrusting. The man in front of me was also thrusting. The man in front of me came into my mouth. He grabbed my neck. He rubbed my neck. "Swallow." he said. I did.

I ignored the vomit that had erupted from me.

"My turn." said the third man. He put his penis in my mouth. I felt the man behind me shudder as he too came. He pulled out of me.

I ignored the feeling of hot liquid coming out my ass.

The man who had originally come in my mouth now entered my ass. The man in front said, "Suck." I did. The man that wasn't currently raping me hit my back with something hard. This made the other two come simultaneously.

I ignored how gross it felt.

All three men then started hitting me. The edges of my vision started to turn black. Something incredibly hot pressed onto my butt. I screamed as loud as I could. Someone said, "I told you to SHUT UP!" He punched me in the nose.

I ignored the blood streaming down my face.

The blackness got bigger and bigger until that was all I saw.

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The boy in the hospital woke up with a scream. There were tears running down his face.

He tried to ignore what he'd just remembered. He couldn't.

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A/N: Okay, so that was really hard to write, and I'm sure it wasn't easy to read. I originally planned to have him remember the rape inside of a different chapter, but then I decided that it deserved a chapter of it's own. I then debated having it be a memory/dream like it is, or jumping back in time and have it be more like the other chapters. I guess I took a risk with this. I think what swayed me was the idea that it might have more of an impact in first-person. Tell me what you think of my decision IN A REVIEW.

I'll stick with the ten reviews deal I had last time: I'll post the next chapter when I get ten reviews, or after a week. Whichever comes first.