Adrian POV
I wonder what that was about
Oh well, no time to ponder. I'll just read this stinking piece of paper, then hurry off to find Rose. I urgently need to apologize to her. I was so stupid to say that to her face. She's already been broken enough. I'm her rock, the only person she has left, of course, with the exception of Alberta. I feel like utter crap and I need to right my wrongs now.
With a sigh, I unfold the paper and what I read shattered my heart into a million pieces.
To whomever has found me,
I have come to an understanding that the world is much better without Rose Hathaway. I've been hurt and neglected so much, that I've decided to get out of the way, for everyone else's benefit. For Lissa's, Adrian's , and Guardian Belikov's. Everyone can now live their peaceful lives, without the Bloodwhore slash kick ass guardian. Tell Eddie, I'm sorry that he has to lose another one of his best friend's to death. Tell Lissa, I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough to guard her, and accept her wishes. Tell Guardian Belikov that I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for him. Lastly, tell Adrian thanks, thanks for finally making me realize that I have no purpose whatsoever on this earth. Tell Adrian that I came over to his place today, to tell him that I can love him. That I will love him. That I do love him. But most of all I want to tell everyone ... I'm sorry.
Rose Hathaway
What have I done? What does that even mean? Did she commit suicide? No, that can't be it. But then why was Alberta crying?
As if someone had heard my unsaid question, a gurney was being rushed into the clinic doorways.
It's not Rose, It's not Rose, It's not Rose. Oh god, please let it not be Rose.
I kept chanting this to myself in my head, when in all truth, I knew that it was. I guess luck just wasn't with me today because laying on that gurney was indeed the love of my life ... Rose. Tears flowed freely from my eyes in hurt and anguish. I brought this upon myself, as did Lissa, and that Guardian Belikov. His name I thought with enough venom to kill the deadliest of snakes. If that even makes sense. I slid to the ground and started pounding my fists on the lino floor, not giving a care in the world if my knuckles had already started bleeding.
I felt a hand on my shoulder but roughly shook i off and continued with my destruction of my knuckles. The hand once again tried to pry me from the ground and lift me up. I tried struggling, but to my dismay found no luck, as they lifted me off the ground with ease. I started to thrash in the air trying to wriggle out of the grasp of firm arms.
"Lord Ivashkov, STOP! What the hell has gotten into you?" I knew hat voice.
"Lord Ivashkov! ADRIAN!" A russian laced accent boomed in my ear. I guess he's dropping the formality huh?
I stopped my struggles and fell limp. Too tired to continue fighting, and way too filled with hurt to even try. My bloody knuckles hurt like hell. My captor placed me back into one of those dreadful clinic plastic chairs and stepped back. I closed my eyes, unable to see through my tears. I felt tiny fragile hands place themselves on me, and spirit rushing through me. My crying calmed and I looked into worried Jade green eyes that belonged to none other than Vasilissa Dragomir.
"What are you doing here?" I strained my voice, unsuccessfully keeping out the venom and bitter tone.
Lissa jumped back in shock and was immediately pulled into a hug by Christian. Belikov stepped forward then.
"We recieved a call from Guardian Petrov, saying that it was urgent to be here and to meet up at the clinic. We found you trying to break through the ground, and now we're here" He explained
"Alberta sounded like she was crying" added Lissa
"Jeeze, why is everyone crying around here? Did someone die or something?" Spat Christian
That comment sent me into tears once again. My shoulders shook heavily.
"Hey where's Rose?" asked Lissa "I can't reach her through the bond, it feels .. empty"
Like you care I thought bitterly
I was about to tell her exactly where she was when Dr. Olendski interrupted my rant.
"Lord Ivashkov?" I lifted my head up in hopes that maybe, just maybe they manged to save Rose. But I was only greeted with a head sake and then she too, erupted into tears.
"Would someone please explain to me what's going on? And can someone contact Rose? I need to talk to her. Now" Lissa shouted, then had an excited expression as she mentioned the last bit.
"Lissa... Rose, she's-" I was cut off by Alberta who rocked up with swollen eyes, and a stuffed nose
"She's what?" Lissa asked impatient. "She better not have run off, Well i'm actually not surprised if she has. So, what's she done now? Make it quick too, we've got somewhere to -"
"ROSE COMMITTED SUICIDE OKAY?!" I shouted at her, I thrusted the note into her face and stormed off.
A/N
HEY GUYS. SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT. I HAD NO INTERNET CONNECTION. SORRY IF SOME OF THE CHARACTERS WERE OOC, BUT HERE YOU GO :) HOPE YOU LIKED IT! R&R PLEASE. THANKS FOR THE REVIEWS.
DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN ANYTHING BESIDES THE PLOT. RICHELLE MEAD DOES
