Things I'll Never Say (Ch. 3)

Chapter three: Charlie and Billy return.

I bet you're wondering what happened. If Jacob kissed me or not.. aren't you? I would be. And I'd like to tell you that he kissed me. That it was very passionate, and he stroked my hair and wrapped his hand around my neck. I would like to tell you this.

But unfortunately, that's not how it happened. Not how it happened at all.

We were sitting there, watching that movie. And I felt as if Jacob was staring down at me. So I looked up, to find that he was. And he leaned down for a kiss, the butterflies in my stomach were flapping so bad. I felt as if I could float away. But just as I leaned in for it, too, I spilled pop all over Jacob and I. Just my luck, right?

He was going to kiss me. And I messed it up because I'm clumsy. But it was not all bad. ;)

Jacob laughed and so did I, to hide the awkwardness. He grabbed my hand, and led me to his room. But what he had in mind, is something much different than I had.

And before you teen girls get your panties in a twist, I will tell you what happened.

Jake took off his shirt, exposing his tight abs and perfect V. I had to hold my mouth closed with my hand, otherwise I probubally would have drooled all over his bed. He pulled a shirt out of the closet, put it on. Then he passed me a cute t-shirt. I was tempted to ask him to turn around as I changed, or go in the other room. But I didn't.

I pulled my soda-stained band tshirt over my head, exposing my flat stomach and my purple bra. You'd think I would have been embarrassed, but not then. I don't know what came over me, but I wanted him to touch me. I got up and kissed his collar bone. He kissed my forehead, then my cheek, then my lips. And down my neck. I led him back to his bed, and we finally did kiss passionately. VERY passionately. Nothing like your first real kiss, right? He ran his hand down my side, and my upper thigh. I thought he was going to take me. Right there. I wanted him to… Oh, how I wanted him to.

But of course, Charlie and Billy came home abruptly. And we heard his squeaky front door creak open. Jacob got up, and I threw his tshirt on. "Jacob… Bella…?" Called Billy. "In here Dad." Said Jake. I couldn't help but smirk at him. Not after what had just happened, what had almost happened. Jake came over for another quick kiss. And a tight hug. Then we went out to talk to our dads. "What were you two doing?" Said Charlie. "Nothing." I said. But Jacob told him what happened. Well, not everything. But the jist of it. "Bella and I were watching a movie, then clumsy her spilled soda all over us. So we were just getting clean clothes. No biggy." He said with a smile. But was it really 'No biggy' ? I thought it was a biggy. A very large and BIG biggy