A/N Thank you to anyone that left a nice comment :) i swear, your comments are what keep me going. I need some feed back to get the motivation to write. Because i felt so motavited, please enjoy this next chapter and its actually pretty lengthy. I honestly think its one of my best fanfic chapters. well, enjoy everyone!


"Mnn... nn~" Noya panted heavily and bit against the gag that was put into his mouth. He tried to think of something better, but the only thing on his mind was the pain he was experiencing. He knew his customer was someone who liked to be rough, but it had been so long that Noya almost fully recovered and forgot about it. He wanted to scream out, but the gag prevented him. He wanted to push the other away, but his wrists were bound together. The cusromer tried to whisper dirty words in his ear, but Noya found no pleasure in this.
Once the other was done, Noya felt a wave of relief come over him. He laid on the bed, finally able to remove his gag and bonds. His customer threw his payment onto the bed and left Noya to lay there alone.
Noya sighed and picked up the money, stuffing it into his bag. He tried to clean up, but felt too much pain. Jobs like that were miserable for Noya. He laid on the bed and looked up at the ceiling. "I was with Asahi this morning... and Ryuu... I was so happy." Noya thought to himself. It was already late that night, and now he felt disgusting. When he was with Asahi, he felt clean again.
Noya turned over on the bed and picked up his phone. He was texting Asahi before. They decided to go to a restaurant back in Noya's hometown. Tanaka agreed to having Noya stay there after this job so he could get ready for this date with Asahi.
Noya sat up and tried his hardest to get his normal clothes back on without doubling over in pain. He needed to catch the last train to get to Tanaka's home.
Once he got his clothes on, he picked up his bag and looked in the mirror. He looked awful, but Noya had no time to care. He needed to go.
He left the motel he was at and walked as fast as he could to the train station. He made it just in time and sat on the last train. There was barely anyone there, but the ones that were stared at Noya. It made him uncomfortable, but he had to ignore it.

The train soon arrived and Noya got off. He started walking to Tanaka's house and tried fixing himself up in case Tanaka's parents answered the door when he got there.
Once he arrived, he went to the door and rang the bell. Tanaka's house was a lot like Noya's old home. It was big and expensive. Tanaka's father was a well known defensive lawyer. They had money.
When Tanaka first found out about Noya's awful way of making money, he tried to stop him. He offered to give Noya the money he needed, even to loan it to him if Noya didn't want to just take it. But Noya refused. He didn't want to use his friends money. He was already too into this work anyways.
Tanaka soon opened the door and greeted Noya. "You look awful..." he said softly as he let the other in.
"Yeah... it was a rough night." Noya said and sighed. He went inside and walked right to Tanaka's room. Tanaka followed behind and set up his room for Noya.
As Noya was using his shower, Takana set out a futon on the floor for him. He could tell that Noya wasn't acting his best, so he wanted to make sure his friend was comfortable.
Noya then came out in his sleep wear and sighed again. "The damn bastard left hickeys all over me." He told Tanaka and pulled down his shirt a little, showing the bright red bites against his skin.
"It's fine, we'll cover them up with my sisters makeup. Just like in high school." Takana said and laughed a little at the memory.
"Well in high school, they would be put there by guys I liked." Noya said and laid down onto the futon. He stared up at the ceiling, thinking everything over. "You know... going out with Asahi will be my first real date since before we graduated." He told Tanaka.
Takana nodded in response as he listened to Noya. "I was still with my girlfriend when we graduated. I can't remember my last date though." He told Noya and laughed. The other nodded slowly and bit his lip.
When they were at the coffee shop earlier that day, Noya explained everything about Asahi to Tanaka.
"Are you nervous?" Tanaka asked Noya as he laid onto his own bed.
"A little... since I want to tell him who I am." Noya said and closed his eyes gently. "He probably won't want to continue the date after that, but it's okay. I only want to tell him because he said he wanted to see "me" again. I doubt he really would want anything more with a prostitute"
Tanaka sat up to look at Noya and shrugged. "You never know... maybe he will look past that." He said, hoping to cheer Noya up.
"Even if he wanted to stay with me, I won't let him." Noya explained and turned over, facing his back to Tanaka. "You know... I heard prostitutes can never get married."

The next day, Noya woke up to the sound of Tanaka's parents cooking breakfast in the kitchen. Noya couldn't remember the last time he heard something as peaceful as that. It reminded him of how his parents were.
Each morning, his mother cooked breakfast and his father read the newspaper. When Noya came down to join them, they would both stop and say "Good Morning" to him.
When Noya was younger, he would run up to his mom and hug her, then moved to his dad to sit on his lap and look at the paper in his hands. Once Noya was older, he still greeted them, but took his own place at the table instead of going up to his parents. Nowadays, Noya was lucky if he even got a word from his mother in the morning. He usually just sat in silence, eating what he could find in the kitchen. He wished he could go back to the days of hugging his mother and sitting with his father.
Everything was better back then.
Noya opened his eyes and sat up slowly on the futon. His lower back was still in pain, and his wrists felt sore.
He then looked over and saw Tanaka was awake and on his phone.
"Hey Noya, you slept well." Tanaka pointed out and laughed a little. "It's already eleven."
Noya sighed and nodded. "It hurts." He said and rubbed his back a little. He then shook his head.
"It's okay, just rest more. I'll bring breakfast up here." Tanaka said and stood up from the bed. "I'll also get the makeup you need." He said and soon left the room.
Noya nodded and laid back down. He felt awful. "I hope seeing Asahi... will make me feel better." He thought to himself. "The couple of times I saw him... he made me feel different."

Tanaka then came back with plates of food and a bag full of makeup. He set up a small table on the floor and placed everything on top.
"I have ice for your back." Tanaka said and gave Noya a bag full of ice. "Although you might need lotion or something." He said and shrugged.
Noya thanked Tanaka and sat up, putting the ice against his lower back. "This guy is an asshole I swear." Noya muttered as he moved slowly over to the table. "He pays so much money to just tear apart my insides."
"Why do you keep going to him then? Can't someone else do it?" Tanaka asked as he started eating his breakfast.
Noya shook his head as he looked down at his food. There was a lot on his plate and it was made perfectly. "He's my highest payer... and because of his payment now, now I can finally call a good doctor for my mother." He said softly to Tanaka. "I want to bring her there tomorrow. I found someone good... but they're expensive. I can't stop working yet."
"Noya, you're going to kill yourself with this." Tanaka said to him seriously. "Anymore of this and you'll get seriously hurt. Or worse, get some bad disease. You've been lucky so far, but get the wrong person... and you'll be sorry."
Noya rolled his eyes and sighed. "You think I don't know that." He said to Tanaka. "But I have to... my mom needs the doctor. And after that, I want to move far away from the wretched apartment we are in."
"Then let me loan you something, just a little to pay for the doctor." Tanaka offered, but Noya glared at him. He hated when Tanaka brought anything like that up. He hated getting clarity from others. It made him feel like he was too weak to take care of it himself. "Fine... then I hope you make enough money quickly."
Noya nodded and soon quickly cleared his plate. Once Tanaka and him were done, they moved to cover up the marks on him.
Noya went to the mirror and pulled off his shirt. There were marks all over his neck and chest. They already started to turn a dark purple color.
"We'll just cover my neck... my shirt will cover the rest." Noya told Tanaka. He then took out some cover-up and started putting it over the marks.
"I'm guessing you have no desire to go any further than a nice dinner date with him then?" Takana asked, raising an eyebrow as he started assisting Noya.
"Of course not. I told you, I won't let him." Noya said to him. "As much as I would want to, I know I shouldn't for his sake."
"But what if he wants to, and doesn't care about the consequences?" Tanaka asked.
Noya blinked a little as he thought about it. He then laughed bitterly and shook his head. "I can guarantee, he won't say that." He told Tanaka, and wanted to end the conversation there. He just wanted to cover up everything that happened last night.
Tanaka sighed and shook his head. He just wanted his friend to find some happiness.

Once it was the evening, Tanaka helped Noya get ready for his date with Asahi.
"He wanted to take me somewhere fancy... but I didn't want to draw too much attention on us both being guys." Noya said as he looked through some of the clothes he had left at Tanaka's. "He said we would go to somewhere nice, but meant for families."
Tanaka nodded and helped Noya look for something to wear. "Maybe a nice button up, with no tie or jacket, and dress pants?" He suggested as he pulled out one of Noya's dress tops.
Noya looked at it and nodded with a smile. "That's good... I think." He said and pulled out pants to match. "I'm surprised you still have all this here from high school." He said and laughed as he looked at the box that everything was in.
Noya and Tanaka were so close in high school they would use each other's closet space, since they were at each other's houses often.
"You gave my clothes back when you were moving, but I insisted on keep yours for just such an occasion." Tanaka answered.
Noya laughed at that a little and soon started changing. Although he took pain killers and tried to take care of himself, Noya still had pain from the night before. It took him a little time to actually put on the nice clothes.
Once he finished, he looked in the mirror at himself. His hair was spiked up as usual and he had on one of Tanaka's watches to cover the marks still left on one of his wrists from the bonds. No one would be able to tell that there was anything wrong with Noya.
"You look amazing, bro." Tanaka said and went behind Noya. "When is he coming to pick you up?"
"Any minute..." Noya said as he looked at the watch. He then looked at Tanaka. "Thank you for helping me. I'll come right back after dinner and give everything back to you. Then I'll leave on the last train."
Tanaka laughed and shook his head. "Don't worry about that, just enjoy your night. If you need to stay until tomorrow it's okay."
Noya nodded and thanked Tanaka. He didn't want to overstay his welcome though, and he definitely didn't expect the night to last very long.

Soon, they heard a knock at the door and Noya walked down to answer it with Tanaka.
Noya opened the door and smiled as he saw Asahi. The other was dressed almost the same, except he wore a tie. Noya looked at him and blushed slightly. He thought Asahi looked amazing.
"Good evening," Asahi said shyly.
"Good evening," Noya said back and nodded. "Ready to go?" He asked and Asahi nodded.
Noya looked back at Tanaka and smiled. "Thanks Ryuu," He said, then started walking to Asahi's car.
"Now you better be back by midnight!" Tanaka yelled out, making Noya laugh. Asahi took him seriously and started to get worried what would happen if they weren't.
"He's just joking." Noya said as he looked at Asahi's worried face. Asahi looked back and nodded.
"Yeah... I knew that." He said softly and then went to open the door for Noya.
Noya thanked him and went inside. He could tell the car was nice and expensive. The seats actually felt comfortable even with his aching back.
Noya then admired the car, since he never got to learn how to drive. Only his father ever did. They always had just one car or used the trains.
Asahi joined Noya and soon started driving away from the house. "I picked out a less fancy restaurant." He told Noya shyly. "I hope you like it."
Noya smiled and nodded. "I'm sure I will. I like any food." He told Asahi.

Once they arrived, Asahi parked the car and helped Noya out.
Noya looked at the restaurant and gulped a little. He didn't understand how Asahi thought the place was less fancy. To Noya, this was any normal fancy restaurant. He couldn't imagine what Asahi's original idea was. "No wonder he was able to pay for such a nice hotel..." Noya thought to himself as they walked inside.
Each table had their own private area, so Noya could only guess that was what Asahi was thinking of.
They then sat down and Noya looked across at Asahi. "Are you sure about this place?" He said and looked at the menu. There wasn't even prices on it.
"If you don't like it we can go." Asahi said worriedly. "I know another place... I looked into a few." He added, but Noya shook his head.
"No... it looks very good." Noya reassured him. "It just seems expensive."
Asahi then shook his head quickly. "No, don't worry about that." He said and smiled. "It's my treat."
Noya looked at the other and bit his lip a little. Asahi was being considerate as always. He loved that about him.
"I moved here a couple of years ago, so I've only been here twice." Asahi said as he looked at the menu. "I lived in Tokyo before."
"That's funny... I used to live around here three years ago." Noya explained. "I was staying at my friends house for today, but I live in a town outside of here now. It's nothing impressive though." He added in.
"I'm sure that's not true." Asahi said, but Noya shook his head.
"You wouldn't say that if you saw it..." Noya mumbled and sighed. "Actually, Asahi, there is actually something I want to tell you. I meant to tell back at the coffee shop and I guess... I should tell you now rather than later." Noya said and Asahi looked up, listening to him.
"Oh yeah, you were trying to tell me something. You said you already knew my name?" Asahi questioned.
"Yeah I did... because you told me." Noya said and bit his lip. It was hard for him to tell Asahi this.
"Did I say it when I first went to serve you? I'm sorry if I was repeating myself." Asahi added in.
"No No... not that. Noya said and sighed. "Asahi, I'm the prostitute you met up with a few nights ago."


A/N So what does everyone think? like the chapter? Do you agree with Noya or Tanaka? leave your comments and feedback below. thank you!