Okay, heres chapter three
I'm sorry it's taking so long to update, my internet is still down
you know where the rights go
TPOV
My eyes fly open as soon as my alarm goes off. I smile and jump out of bed. I'm so happy again, and I don't know how to contain myself. Jade was over last night, and she kissed me! Jade kissed me, ahh! I still can't get over it, and the fact that she's now my girlfriend? Well, that just put the icing on the cake.
I changed into my favorite pair of skinnies and my black shirt that had the one shorulder out with my purple tank top strap poking out along with my green bra strap.I put some purple converse and fix my hair in loose curles. I put my make-up on and walked out my bedroom door.
"Wow, Tori, someones feeling better."Trina smiled as we bump into eachother.
I smile."You could say that."I say as I grab my car keys."I'm gonna take myself today."I say.
"Okay, I'm not feeling real good anyway."Trina shurged as she walked back to her room.
I jump in my car and drive down the street to the shcool, and for once in what seemed like forever I was happy to go.
I pull in and get out,walking in the doors.
"Tori!"I heard Cat.
I smile as she hugs me.
"I heard."She smiled.
"Jade told you?"I ask.
"Of course she did, I am her best friend."Cat giggled and turned around to see Jade at her locker.
I look up and smile once I see her. She looked beauitful as always, and today she has dressed up to. She wore her black skirt, and, she wore her black jacket over a purple shirt with that flowed below her boobs, whiich that kind of shirt really made them stand out.
"Bye!"Cat waved as she ran down the hall. I shake my head and walk over to my own locker, next thing I feel is hands around my waist.
I turn my head to see Jade's chin resting on my bare shoulder.
"Hey,babe."She smiled at me.
"Hi."I answer.
"Have a good night?" She asked.
"What do you think?" I ask as I turn around.
Her hands fall down beside her and she smiles at me, and chuckled."Good."She said.
The bell rings and she takes my hand. "I'm gonna walk you to class, you have no choice."She says.
I roll my eyes and laugh."I see."I say
We get to my class and she quickly kisses my cheek and walked twords her own. I smile and walked inside, everyone is laughing and whispering. It's not like I'm used to it, cause I am, it just seems different this time. I sigh and sit down and rest my cheek on my hand.
"Hi, Tori." A girl says.
I look up and wave.
"So, you and Jade huh?" She asks with a small laugh.
I sigh and look at my desk.
"Oh, now your not talking huh? Well, that's fine where your going, you don't need to talk." She says and walks over to her friends.
I shake my head. As far as I'm consierned, I'm not going to hell, but that's what she basically said. I close my eyes and look down to the wood lines in my desk.
Finally class is over, and once again I don't pay attention. I just get out and walk over to my locker and once I get there, I freeze. Theres those little name tags on it, but it's not names written on it. It had words on them, words someone could call some like me. Dyke, Fag, Lesbo, Carpet Muncher... That's what these things said over and over again, hiding my desigin on it.
"Nice remake, vega."A guy says as he walks past me. I look at my feet and back up to my locker. I close my eyes, shake my head and run out the door. This was the peak of what theve done.
When they first found out, some kid put lesbo on my jacket, and I could handle that, then some guy tried to kiss me, he said it would cure me of the sin I was living in. That to, I could handle. It didn't sat getting bad till people starting writing songs about me and leaving me drawingings and sending me messages on my profile. I had learned how to let it go, but this. This was just to start of something new, and I couldnt help but run.
I feel weak, and I am, I know I am. I finally find the girl I've been waiting for, but some kids at school make me run. I'm weak, and she dosent deserve me, someone as strong as her.
Once I get to my house, I slam the door open and throw my bag by the door and run up to my room and lay on my bed, and all I can do is cry.
/ late that evening\\\\\
"Tori?" I heard.
I look up and there's Jade. How long have I been laying here?
She moves across my room and shes laying beside me and rubbing my arm.
"I sow."She said.
I turn to face her and sigh."I can handle it."I almost stutter.
"No, it's wrong."Jade says.
"I've handled this kind of stuff before, I can now."I say,
Jade looks at me."Before?"
"You know how kids are. They hate anything different."I say and nuzzle my face into her chest,
She rubs my hair and kisses my head."If I had sow who did it, I would have killed them."She said.
I look up."I know."Is all I say.
I feel safe again and I close my eyes.
_'
okay, this was kinda sad, but I thought it was pretty good... I'll update as soon as I can!
and the locker idea came from the video "Make It Stop" by Rise Against, I just thought it would work well with this story
