An: it's me again, I just realized that I forgot to put to be continued on either of the other chapters.

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Chapter 3 Wedding Day

As soon as Sam and Jess made it back to Stanford, Sam called his father and Bobby to let them know that he had letters from Dean to them. Both told them to hold on to them until they come out for the wedding.

The time passed in the blink of an eye. John and Bobby watched as Sam checked and double checked that the ring was still were it was supposed to be. He pulled out Bobby and John's letter.

"These belong to you." Same told them with a nod, and watched as his Dad opened his.

Dad,

If I planned this right, then today is Sammy and Jess' big day! Tell that I said that the ring isn't going to disappear on him and not to be so nervous, because he's gonna be fine.

John grinned at his oldest son's words, and wondered if maybe he had been psychic, too.

I know what you are thinking and the answer is no. I just know how my brother is.

"Sammy?" John said with a smile on his face.

"Yeah, Dad?" Sam asked curiously.

"Dean said to tell you that the ring isn't going anywhere, so quit checking your pockets. And you should quit being nervous because you are going to be fine." John said with a chuckle.

"How did he even know?" Sam asked shaking his head in disbelief.

John went back to reading his oldest son's words. Feeling as if Dean was in the room with them some way.

I know you about as well as I know Sammy, and I don't want you to carry any guilt for me. Sure you taught me about all of this stuff, but this life was my decision. I could have left if I wanted to, like Sam did. But I wanted this life and you couldn't have talked me out of it if you wanted too.

So what happened is on me, it's not yours to carry around. I also know that you are thinking that you were a terrible father to me, and that I must hate you. Well, you can just knock that off right now! To me, I don't think it was you who caused it, it was the demon. It was either grow up fast and be prepared or be killed by the damn thing.

So I picked all of this, and you never made me do anything. And I love you, so just focus on who you have left, Sammy, Jess and Bobby. Be there now Dad, and experience the births of your grand children, be there for them the way that you always wanted to be there for us. That's all I got, so I guess your on your own old man!

Dean

P.S. Check Sammy's tie before he goes out, that boy always has had a crooked eye.

John looked up and wondered when his oldest when his oldest son gotten so wise, or whether he always was, and it was just one of those things that he tried to keep hidden about himself.

"It's time!" One of Sam's friends said as he stuck his head in the door.

"Your gonna do great, kiddo!" John said as he straitened Sam's tie, for him.

The wedding went off without a hitch. Sam had decided to opt out of the best man thing because he couldn't have the one standing beside him that he really wanted. Instead he had set a table beside him with a picture of his brother sitting on it, and set the ring in front of the picture.

At one time he got a little light headed from his nervousness, and he felt a chill on his shoulder with a light squeeze.

"Take a deep breath and calm down, Sammy you're doing great!" He heard Dean's voice whisper in his ear.

That made him want to look around for his brother at that point, but knew that if he did he wouldn't see him even if he did.

TBC

Thanks for sticking with me, there is a sequel for the story losing faith...and I will put it on after this little companion piece. Let me know what you think. Please review;)