I guess I have the talent to paint and desighn. Maybe I should incert some of them if I can in the school news paper. I should go for a fly. Release some of this pressure and stress.I have been really nervous and jumpy latley like something bad is going to happen. I can't help it maybe I am just acting stupid.

I opened my window and jumped out. We had found a house mostly hidden by the forest in the back. My room being in the attic gave me a good advamtage of being sneaky and having a lot of privacy. And trust me I needed a lot of that now a days. I opened my wings and closed my eyes and let them lead me, hopefully not into a tree. I just glided and twirled in the air.

Latley to tell you the truth Fang has been acting weired towards me and has been bringing girls over the house and they sneak out the house at 1:ooam in the morning. Ever since they all found out that I am younger than them they have been acting like I am nothing like my say doesn't matter. Usually when I was leader every body'sa say mattered even Angel's Gazzy and Total, speaking of total he is out in California with my mother and sister, taking a vaka.

maybe I am just stressed out. Oh and the good news is that I now know how to cook almost better than Iggy thank the lord. No more non edible food. Angel my Angel has been ignoring me for the last 2 days. I am always by myself. I fly alone and eat alone I am a loner. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Two day ago I thought living a normal life was good for us but now I'm starting to think that it's not such a good thing anymore. Maybe they just don't want me anymore.

I should land. I feel a migrane comming on. God not again. Maybe if I walk, or lay down. Yah I should lay down. I havent been sleeping a lot latley. I've been having nightmares. Some very heated nightmares. Grownup dreams to much for me.I usually wke up at 1:00 and can't go back to sleep. I'll just lay here for a while and rest and wake up in about a minute.

Theres wild grass everywhere. Its calling me and leading me into the forest where a pair of brown deep chocolate eyes compelled me into comming to it. It deep chocolate eye sad and tired. Dull with nothing more to liove for. I couldn't help but think

"He's giving up."

Wait my voice all sad and dreamy and filled with love. But its eyes brighten with happiness and with can I say it...

lOVE

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