Disclaimer: I do not own Austin & Ally or the characters.
I don't rememember the ride on the ambulance to the hospital. I must have blacked out due to blood loss. I woke up who knows how much time later in a white room. I turned to my left and right. The room was small and I was on a bed connected to many wires. I quickly pushed away the sheets on top of me and looked at my leg. It was covered in white bandages, but other than that it looked fine. I took off all the wires one by one and prepared to stand. I winced as pain shot through my leg, but I got used to it. I could walk even if it was with a limp. I had to find Ally so I walked towards the door and walked out carefully hoping that no nurse would see me. I started walking down the hall looking through every window until I caught the face of an angel…my angel.
I looked through the window and was about to enter when a hand stopped me.
"Are you a family member?"
"No, but I really want to see, Ally." I reached for the door handle, but the lady stopped me again.
"I'm sorry, but family members only."
"But I-" I started.
"Wait a minute. Are you the patient in room 311? What are you doing out of your room? Don't make me call someone else to drag you there." She said giving me attitude.
I nodded and turned to walk back to my room. It was fine for now. I'd just try again later.
I kept sneaking around the door to my room checking to see when the nurse guard would step away from Ally's door. She must have gone to lunch break because after the third time I checked she was gone. I quickly ran or limped rather to Ally's room and closed the door quietly behind me.
She was sleeping peacefully on the white sheets covered bed. She had a few stitches on her forehead and a bruise on one of her cheeks, but other than that she looked fine. I walked over and kissed her on her bruise and sat in the chair next to her.
I took her hand and held it between my two hands, taking in her warmness.
A few mints later she seemed to be waking up. I was really excited to finally be able to talk to her about this whole mess.
"Hey, Ally it's me. " I whispered.
"What?" She answered obviously still groggy from sleeping.
"Don't be scared. Everything's gonna be fine as long as I'm here with you."
I gave her an assuring smile. I stared at the little strip of hair that had fallen on her forehead and put it behind her ear.
She flinched as if I was going to hurt her.
"What's wrong, Ally?" I said with concern written all over my face.
"Who…who are you? H—How do you know my name?" She said looking at me with widen eyes.
I laughed nervously. "What?"
"Are you a doctor? You don't look like a doctor. Who are you? Why are you in here?"
My ands started shaking with fear and nervousness.
"Ally, it's me, Austin." I squeezed her hand, but when she realized I was holding her hand she let go and pushed my hand away.
"I'm sorry. I don't know an Austin. Have you seen a girl named Trish though. I was just-"
"No no no no. Ally please tell me you're joking!"
"I'm sorry." She shook her head.
"I'm you're boyfriend." I said quietly. I touched her face lightly.
"Please don't touch me. I don't know who you are"
Her eyes darted left to right trying to find something familiar in my face. Her eyes…they were empty. She showed no sign of recognition. I was freaking out. I didn't understand.
"Ally. You can't forget who I am. I'm the idiot guy who wanted to be a rockstar and you helped him out. I'm the boy who helped you conquer your stage fright. We both have accomplished many things, but we couldn't have done it without the other."
"Whaaat?" She said it in a high pitched voice.
"Nooooo way. Maybe you're confused with another Ally. Because I just work at my dad's instrument shop. I never conquered my stage fright. Getting in front of people to sing….no way and I can't see myself ever conquering it. So yea must be another Ally."
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I felt sick. I wasn't sure i was breathing.
I bent down closer to her.
"It's you, Ally. You're my Ally. It's Austin. Remember me. Please!"
"No i don't remember you. Can you please just go away." She tried shoving me away, but i refused to move.
There had to be some way for her to remember. At that moment I couldn't help it and kissed her. She immediately pushed me away as hard as possible.
"OH MY-! What the hell are you doing? You're a stranger? What the hell?!"
"Did you not feel that? Our love. True love. " I pleaded for her to regnozise me to feel something.
She was shaking, but she looked straight into my eyes.
"I-I felt nothing."She said.
And that's when I felt the whole world, my whole world,our whole world crashed for me.
"Get out of here." she spoke loudly.
"No. Ally. Please try to remember. I look me in the eyes. Look really hard. I'm in your memory somewhere I know it." She started hitting me with her pillow and kept pushing at me.
"You're creeping me out. NURSE. SOMEONE HELP."
"Ally No! I'm not a stranger I swear. Listen to me." I spoke louder, but this scared her more. She kept hitting me while yelling for the nurse. In a matter of seconds a nurse walked in with Trish behind her.
I tried getting closer to Ally, but the nurse pulled me back and Trish grabbed me. I tried forcing myself free, but they just kept pushing me back. I managed to escape Trish's grip and leaned by Ally's bed again.
She had her eyes forcefully shut and had her hands on her ears.
"Go way Go away. Go away." She repeated and I saw the nurse inject her.
"Sir, step out of the room." The nurse commanded.
"NO! SHE HAS TO REMEMBER ME!" I yelled.
A doctor had grabbed me and was pushing me way but i still fought against his grip as I yelled her name.
"ALLY! ALLY!" I felt more hands grabbed me and an injection on my arm and everything went black.
I woke up again to white lights and I sat up quickly ready to go back to Ally's room. Little did I know Trish was there who was prepared for when I woke up because she forced me back down.
"Austin calm down!" Trish yelled.
"She doesn't remember me…. She doesn't remember me. She has no idea who I am." I felt hot tears drip down on my cheeks and looked helplessly at Trish.
"How does she remember you?"
"Whatever they did to her, Austin…it was bad."
She sighed.
"Someone found her. Then they say you next to her. You both were unconscious and looked bad, but she was worse. She hit her head really hard." She paused.
"She's suffering from amnesia and can only remember some things. In fact it turns out she lost the past 4 years of her life. She thinks she's a freshman in high school so she remembers nothing else that has happened. Including you."
"But I met her about three years ago. So that means..."
"Yea she doesn't remember a thing that's happened to her with you around."
"Will she ever get her memories back?"
Trish didn't say anything.
"Will she get her memories back!?" I demanded.
"The doctors don't know." Trish responded.
"And now she thinks I'm some creep and doesn't want anything to do with me." I yelled in frustration.
"Actually, the nurse gave her a slight overdose on the sedation so she recalls nothing about yesterday." She paused"
"You could start over, Austin."
"START OVER! I don't want to start over. I want my Ally back. I lost her. She's gone."
"Have faith Austin. I'm sure she'll gain her memories soon and if not make new memories with her."
"Thats easy for you to say! She actually remembers you."
"Austin, I'm just trying to help." Trish tried a soothing voice.
"Well, you're not. Go away!" I yelled.
"Really? This is what I get for helping people. Pffft. I'm never doing this again. This is exactly why I never help people." Trish said and slammed the door behind her and left me with my misery.
My leg had healed and showed no signs of infection so they let me go home. I tried not to look at Ally as I walked past her door, but she wouldn't have remembered me anyways.
A week later I was still crying.
I wanted to scream. I wanted to throw things and kick everything in my way, but if I did that my parents would come in and try to calm me down. They wouldn't be able to calm me down and I didn't want to let them suffer like that. But what was I supposed to do? Suck up my feelings. Pretend it never happened? Because it did and it just feels like the end of the world for me. The love of my life ripped from my heart and everybody is telling me to stay calm and positive. It was impossible.
Could i truly try to make new memories with her? I wiped away my tears and reached out for my phone from the nightstand next to my bed.
I clicked my camera roll and looked at the photos of Ally and I together. On the beach. Selfie at the piano. Selfie with our friends. A picture I took of Ally when she wasn't looking. How beautiful she looked when she was concentrating on her music. A picture of Ally on stage the night of her sold out concert with a huge smile on her face. I looked at it and smiled too because it was a contagious smile, beautiful, calm, amazing. I swiped to the next picture. It was a saved photo that Dez had sent me. It was a picture of us hugging. There was a smile on her face and a smile on mine. There was nothing in the world that was better than a hug from Ally. We looked so happy and everything was ruined now. But then as I continued staring at the photo I realized that wanted to be like that again and if it meant starting over then so be it.
I was going to fight to gain Ally back.
Hey guys :) So lots of drama huh? Well for the most part the drama is over...there maybe more drama, but it's more of a love story now, which I hope you still enjoy. Leave reviews! I love reading them :D
