Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious, that's property of Dan and Nickelodeon, simple as that, I also don't own "Sex&Drugs&Rock&Roll" that show belongs to FX, not that we didn't already knew that, but I still gotta say it for legal reasons... After all I don't want to get sued.

WARNING: unlike all the previous chapters, there will not be any spoilers for the fourth episode, why? Because there was no lesbian moment and this nothing to make Tori jealous.

However, an idea for the first episode came to mind, and you all know how I am with plot bunnies, once one pops up it's rather impossible for me to leave it alone.

Several of you guys more than likely already saw the season premiere so this won't have any spoilers, for those of you who have no idea, what are you waiting for? Watch the encore presentations or go to the network's online page to catch up.


*After Watching Bad Blood*

'Vega what the hell are you doing?"

"What does it look like?" Tori asked happily "I'm dancing!"

"I can see that" Jade said with a roll of her eyes "The question here is, why?"

"Because, even though Davvy" Tori spoke pleasantly which turned ugly the moment the girl's name was mentioned "Appeared for about two minutes, you hardly talked to each and there was no affection between you which of course means that tonight you get a visit from my lovely girls who want to come out and play"

"Oh goody" Jade said mischievously "I like those kinds of visits"

"I'm sure you do" The Half-Latina chuckles "But first, we are going to have dinner, then we're going to watch the first episode of the season"

"Oh god, Vega!" The Thespian complained "Are you for real?! Why would you want to do that?! You already saw it! Why can't we just go to bed and eat each other out?"

"Because I already saw one episode where you didn't touch another girl's parts, which of course makes me very happy and horny" The Half-Latina explained "Just imagine what another one is bound to do for my sex drive, knowing that all this..."

Tori moved her hands all over her body to empathise her point "Will be all yours the more I don't see Gigi with another girl"

"That's some messed up logic Vega"

"So?"

"So I say put the damn thing on TiVo" Jade ordered eagerly "The faster you see Gigi's single ass, the faster I get to see yours"

Tori giggled joyfully "You have an eloquent way with words West"

"And don't you forget it Vega"


After re-watching the episode and several hours worth of hot, passionate sex, the two women were resting in their bed, sweaty, naked but overall extremely satisfied.

"Holy fuck Tor!" Jade panted "I never seen you go that extra mile, if this is the reward I get for Gigi not being in any lesbian relationship, then I can't imagine what you'll gimme me when we finally tie the knot"

"Um-Hum".

"You alright?"

"How old was she?" Tori asked suddenly.

"Who?"

"Micki" The Half-Latina clarified "You know, Ava's co back-up singer?"

"Uh... Vega, we just had sex and the first thing that comes into your mind is the death of a fictional woman? No offence but what the hell?!"

"It's just... It got me thinking"

"About?"

"Our mortality, yours... Mine..."

"That's what's bothering you" Jade asked, putting her hand over her head to be able to look at her lover's face "Vega, we're young, that's not something that you should worry about now"

"That's not exactly it... I mean... You know what? Forget it, it's stupid"

The Half-Latina turned over to her side of the bed.

"Vega" The former Goth warned ominously "What is going on in that head of yours? You better tell me or so help me.."

"Would you have moved on?" Toryasked softly.

Well that caught Jade by surprise "What do you mean?" She frowned.

"I mean... Let's say years from now the unexpected happens" Tori said, not daring to look at her girlfriend. "And-And I had died…would you remarry?"

"Vega, what-come on," Jade says exasperatedly "Speaking about death is morbid, it's my thing, you shouldn't think of such a dark scenario"

"That scenario" Tori grumbled "Could happen, you never know, please baby, I won't be mad, I just want to know. If I kicked the bucket, will you remarry?"

"Vega, we're not married yet"

"But we will be" The Half-Latina finally got the courage to stare at her girlfriend, showing her the engagement ring "Just tell me, I said I wouldn't be mad at you"

"Well would you remarry if anything ever happened to me?" Jade asked.

"I asked you first!"

"I... I.. I.. You know what Vega? No, I would never find anyone else that made me happy the way you did... They way you are making me be"

Both women were silent for several moments.

"However if anything were to happen to me" Jade whispers "Then you should remarry"

"Say What?"

"Yeah, I-if anything happens to me, if you find someone…I think you should get remarried"

"I can't believe you Jade!" Tori bellowed, somewhat offended. "You say that as if you don't think I'd be upset if you were freaking gone?! You don't think I'd be devastated or..."

"Don't put words in my mouth Vega!" Jade hissed . "I'm sure it would be hard on you, and for awhile, I'm sure dating again would be the furthest thing from your mind. But I don't think you would want to be alone, you're a people's person Tor… Am I right or wrong"

"That's different Jade!" Tori yelled out "You been my first everything, my first frenemy, my first girl crush, my first girlfriend, my first time, I don't see myself with anyone other than you... Jade... You're going to be my first wife, my only wife, and I don't think I could just find someone else if you were suddenly gone, I don't want to feel like I'd be replacing you"

"Vega…it wouldn't be 'replacing me' or betraying me in any way. Look, I hope we are never separated and that our marriage will last until our old age, but if it doesn't then…I don't want you to be alone. I been by myself for a very long time before you came into my life and it sucked. I wouldn't want you feel what true loneliness feels like. If you remarried, it wouldn't change shit and you know why?"

Tori was silent.

Jade reached over and squeezed her hand. "Because everything we are experiencing? It wont magically go away, it won't change everything we meant to the other but most importantly it won't change the fact that I'll curse whoever doesn't treat you right when I'm gone, dead or alive I'm not leaving this Earth until you do too!"

The tanned woman's eye began to water, a small grin gracing her features "That's my future wife"

"Sorry I brought all this up," Tori said out loud . "I killed the sex"

"Enough with the death puns you dork" Jade teased as she leaned over and kissed her fiancé good night. "Your stuck with me, so you better knock off the grim vibe and remember you are the one that has to think of all the positive crap, leave the morbid stuff to me"

"Sure thing, captain" Tori teased back.

The pale woman rolled her eyes "Night Vega"

"Night Jade... I love you"

"You better" She warned "But... I love you too"

Suddenly the phone rang.

"Hello?" Tori asked as she pick up, she then turned at her bedmate "It's for you"

"Who the fuck is calling at 2 A.M."

"It's Cat, she wants to know if Gigi can autograph the drawing of the unicorn she made"

"Son of a bitch!"


For those of you who don't remember, Jade popped the question in the fic "Cancelled"

Fun fact: Originally this idea was going to be a part of my other story "Parenthood" but after re-watching "All That Glitters is Gold" the concept of death struck a cord with me, so after some thinking and a little re-writing what you all read came up.

I simply wanted to write something a bit more serious, than the previous chapters.

Don't get me wrong, Tori's jealousy is fun to explore and so far the writers of SDRR have given me some great Jori material to use! but despite said episode's funny approach, it made it perfectly clear that death it's a part of everyday life and that we shouldn't take out time here for granted.

Life is precious, sacred, and we all get so many years on this Earth, which is the lesson I wanted to pinpoint with Jade and Tori loving every moment they have together.

All in all, what did you guys think of this one?

Invader Johnny Signing Off.