Chapter 3- Sick Jealousy

Edward

Saturday April 14

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The sunlight was seeping in through the window. I turned my head and saw her. Bella. She was beautiful, even though I knew our love was wrong, I didn't care. It isn't my fault. It just sort of happened when I looked into her eyes. When I heard her voice. When we touched, I could feel the difference.

"Edward." I looked at Bella, she was obviously asleep…dreaming about me.

"Edward", she sighed my name again. I smiled, satisfied. Then I remembered, it was Tanya's birthday today. I kissed Bella and then left.

A few hours later

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The party already started, I could hear it. Good thing my parents were out of town, they would have asked where I was last night, yeah that wouldn't have gone well. I rang the doorbell and Tanya answered it smiling.

"Hey Edward. Emmett and Jasper are here looking for you." She pulled me down to her lips and started kissing me fiercely.

"Is your mom here?"

"Nope. Both of my parents are gone. This means we can do whatever we want. You like drinking?"

"Depends on what drink."

The next few hours were full of laughing, dancing, and of course, alcohol. I didn't get drunk, I am responsible. No not really, but who cares? As another song started I felt Tanya's hips grinding on mine. I froze, and she turned to look at me.

"What's wrong babe?"

What would I tell her? I had sex with your mom last night and I don't want to be with you any more. Sorry Bye.

"Nothing. Just continue."

"Let's continue this upstairs", she whispered it in my ear. Haha, I don't want to continue this upstairs. She grabbed my hand and pulled me upstairs just like Bella had done last night. Then, she pushed me against the wall and kissed me roughly. I think she is drunk. Crap.

"Come on" ,she whispered.

"Uhh, y-yeah, I'll be right there in a sec." She smiled and walked into her room. I sighed and closed my eyes. Then I felt two small arms wrap around my waist. I opened my eyes and it was Bella. She was crying.

"Edward go, she deserves you more than I do."

"What if I don't want her? What if I want you?"

"Edward, you know that isn't possible."

"I think it is. We can leave. We can run away. We can-"

"Edward, you are still young, your going to meet more girls. Last night was just one mistake you can fix it by-"

"Last night was no mistake. You think I just magically arrived at your house and made love to you? No. I made the choice, even though it was wrong. But I don't care." She buried her face into my chest and cried.

"I love you, Edward Cullen." I kissed her on the head.

"You should go before some one sees us. We can't tell anyone." I kissed her one more time and then left. I had to go and pretend I loved Tanya but I didn't. I always knew that.

"Oh and Edward, just because I love you, that doesn't mean I want you teaching my daughter dirty sex moves. I'm still a Mom."

"Yes Mrs. Newton." I chuckled.

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Bella

Saturday April 14

I watched as he walked away chuckling. Then I walked into my room and lay down, alone. No Edward and no Mike. Mike was on a business trip. Edward was there doing things with my daughter that I don't want to think about. Two reasons. I am her mom and sick jealousy.

With that I fell asleep and my dreams were all about Edward.

Sorry it took long to make this chapter. Private problems. Everyone has them. Thanks to all who read and reviewed, you are the ones that keep this story going.