Sorry :(
I have not been updating lately and I am sorry, I will explain why..
In January last year my dad was dignosed with Cancer again.. Its not the first time he has had it he has had it 8 times before and has got through it. He was dignosed this time with a brain tumer this didnt affect him one bit and he got through it. Though this year in early january he was told his lung cancer had returned and it got worse just after a few weeks he was in and out of hospital. He would always get angry at little things and would cry because he was scared of what might happen to the family if anything happnd too him.
His cancer was terminal so it really hit me and my family hard it was stressful watching him suffer,But never did he once complain about being in pain.
On febuary the 12th he was taken by ambulance to hospital he was i such a state that he didnt recongise my mum or my brother.. I never went to go see him till the 15th of Febuary were my family was told that my dads organs were failing due to the Lung cancer that was now spreding all over his body. He was given 24 hours to live... I was heartbroken my hero was about to leave me alone...
Doctors thought he wouldnt make it through the night ... but he proved them wrong he survived till the 18th of febuary 2014 .. He passed away peacefully.
I have learnt so many things from him and just wish to say never give up on what you believe always fight for everything you love and hold dear to yourself..
I love my dad more then anything and now know he is in better place no longer suffering.
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Thats why I havent been updating lately the next chapter of emotions too us all is being written as we speak...
I want to thankyou all for supporting me and I just want to say I love you guys..
Laura~
