Morning came quickly, I woke up and noticed Kaoru was not there. There was a note on the nightstand. I picked it and read it.
'Hey, sorry but I had to leave early for the club, I'll meet you in our classroom, and don't worry you'll be fine, see you soon.'
- Love Kaoru
I sighed, I really didn't want to walk into the school alone. I got up, crumbled the note and threw it away. I went into the bathroom and did my morning deeds. I changed my clothes and grabbed my Daryl jacket and put it on. I went downstairs and ate some breakfast, then grabbed my bag and left the house. The driver opened the door to the limo and I got in. The ride to school was extremely long. When we got there I was way more nervous than before. I looked down at my hands, they were shaking. The driver opened the door for me, if he didn't I probably wouldn't have gotten out. I grabbed my bag and got out. The driver got back into the car and drove off. I stood there looking at the limo till it was out of sight. I sighed and looked at the school; students were walking inside the university. I was so nervous that I felt tears burning his eyes. I wiped my eyes and slowly started walking towards the university. While walking there I was relieved that no one paid attention to me, but all that disappeared when I entered. What was once a noisy chatty place turned silent. Everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at me. I blushed and started walking again. While passing people they gave me a dirty look and started whispering.
"Well this isn't awkward at all." I mumbled to myself.
I looked at a piece of paper with my classroom number 1-A. I wondered the halls a bit more, but I couldn't find it. I wasn't her last year when the seniors took a tour of this place. I looked at the time on my phone.
"Crap, only five minutes left till class starts."
I put my phone in my pocket and looked around for somebody. When I spotted a girl I walked up to her.
"Um, excuse me, I'm new, can you help me find my classroom?" I asked.
She looked up at me and I froze in fear. She was one of Tamaki's old customers.
I gulped. "So can you help me?"
She looked me up and down and glared. "Why should I, will you kill me if I don't, like you did to Tamaki?"
"I didn't mean to kill him!" I said with a little too much attitude then I meant to. I took a deep breath. "Can you please just tell?"
She groaned. "Just take a left then go straight, you'll see it."
"Thank you."
I walked the way she told me. I put my hands in my pockets. In my left pocket I could feel my pill bottle. I had to take a pill if I became extremely angry that I'll hurt someone, or if I feel like I might start going crazy, but that hasn't happened in a while. I walked up to the door of class 1-A and took a deep breath and opened the door. The professor stopped teaching and everyone looked at me.
The professor glared at me. "Late on your first day Hitachiin, that's not a very good first impression. Go take a seat wherever." She said.
I started walking through the desks people putting their backpacks in empty seats next to them.
"He probably murdered someone in the bathroom, that's probably why he's late." A guy said.
Everyone but Haruhi and Kaoru laughed. I glared at him.
He smirked at me. "What are you going to do Hitachiin, kill me?"
Everybody but Haruhi and Kaoru laughed again. I was about to say something, but the professor beat me to it.
"Blake be quite, Mr. Hitachiin please take a seat."
I nodded and took an open seat next to Kaoru and Haruhi. I didn't really pay attention to the lecture, I just doodled in my notes. I was so focused on my doodling I didn't realize that the bell rang.
"Hikaru?"
I looked up and saw Kaoru in front of my desk.
"Are you going to lunch with me?"
"I, uh." I looked over at Haruhi who was getting her lunch out. "I'll meet you there, I want to talk to Haruhi."
Kaoru looked over at Haruhi and got what I was doing.
"Ok, I'll meet you there."
Kaoru left and I stood up. I walked over to Haruhi.
"Um, Haruhi?"
She looked up at me with no emotion. "Yes?"
"Um I know we haven't talked in two years." I rubbed the back of my head. "And our last conversation didn't really, uh, go well, I wasn't myself. I just wanted you to know that I'm really sorry." Tears started burning my eyes. "I didn't mean to kill him, I just...I." Tears were trailing down my face.
Haruhi looked at me with sadness in her eyes. "You really are sorry, aren't you?"
I rubbed my eyes. "Yah." I hiccupped. "I would do anything to just go back and reverse what I did."
Haruhi's eyes started watering and she got up and hugged me. I started to cry harder and hugged her back.
After Haruhi and I were done with our conversation we decided to eat together in the classroom. Haruhi went out of the classroom to get Kaoru. I stayed in the classroom waiting for them, I started to text Gina.
"Oh how sad, the little killer is all alone in the classroom, not even your brother wants to be around you."
I glared at the person who said that, it was Blake.
"I'm not alone." I growled.
Blake looked around the classroom. "Well it looks like you're alone."
"Can you stop bothering me?"
Blake smirked and walked up and snatched my phone away from me.
"Whatcha lookin at?" He asked.
"Hey! Give that back!" I reached for my phone, but Blake moved his hand away.
I growled, anger started boiling up in my body. "Please, just give it back." I gripped the edges of my desk tightly.
"Ooh, who's this Gina girl? Are you banging her? I won't be surprised if you're rapping her."
The anger was become too much, I was about to snap. I grabbed a water bottle from my backpack and took out my pills from my pocket. I was about to open them, but before I could Blake snatched them away from me.
"Now you're doing drugs? Wow, maybe they released you from the hospital too early." He looked at me. "Wow, your pupils are really dilated, are you already high?"
That wasn't a good sign, I needed those pills now.
"Please, give me them before we both do something we regret."
Blake put my phone on the table. "Wow you're suffering from serious withdrawal." He smirked. "Maybe you need to go back to the hospital." He put a hand on my shoulder.
That was the last straw, I finally snapped. I got up and pinned him up against the wall.
"Dude, what the hell are you doing?! Let me go!"
"Give me my fucking pills now before I fucking strangle you!"
"Hikaru?"
Blake and I looked over at the door and saw Haruhi and Kaoru standing there with our lunches.
"What are you doing to my boyfriend?" Haruhi asked.
"Boyfriend?" I asked.
I hope you guys like this chapter, it took me awhile to write it because of finales. So if I don't update then blame it on finales, or I might be too lazy :P, please F&R. Until next time.-HH1957
