One month away till the wedding. Me and Joshua are trying to plan the wedding. I wanted a simple one as I was thinking not all people accepts gay marriage (plus i got pregnant even before getting married *blush*. And I only wanted to invite relatives and close friends to the wedding. For Joshua, everything is different. He wants to have a big and over the top wedding. It is understandable that his family is highly influential and they are aristocrats. But after Joshua sharing the story of the death threats, I managed to convince him that an over the top wedding would attract too much attention and danger.
He was not fond of this whole downsize but its final. We will hold the wedding at a church in Canada. Relatives, close friends and business partners are invited to the ceremony and dinner. The theme would be white, brown and gold (A grizzly color). Everything is set. I-i still cant believe this is happening. I am gonna marry Joshua. Is this how Disney princesses feel when they are about to marry their prince charming?! P-prince charming...oh, Joshua would look so good in his wedding tuxedo (black and white).
As i was daydreaming away, the door opened and Joshua called out my name. I panicked and accidentally jumbled all the wedding documents in front of me. Joshua stared at me. I hope he wont find out about my girly thoughts. *blush*
"What are you doing honey? Your face is red." He came closer to kiss me on the cheek, grinned and helped me pick up all the fly-away papers. He was a bit playful today as he tries to grab all the papers before I could. He would throw away all the papers that was in my hands so that I have to pick them up again. I scold him but he never takes me seriously. He tickled me, make me laugh, kiss me till i am out of breath. I lied down on the floor with him on top of me. Staring at his handsome face, my hand automatically caressed his cheek.
Words just slipped out. "This is the face of my future husband." I guided his hands to my abdomen. "And soon, this child's father." To my astonishment, Joshua's face flushed a sweet pink color. S-s-so cute!
"A-are you embarrassed my love? Haha, you are blushing. Now you know how it feels like to be me, huh? Hehe" I snickered.
"S-shut up! Its because you said something like that." He says mean things but I know how sweet he is on the inside. I hugged him and told him how cute he is. "Stop calling me cute!I a'int cute! I'll show you."
He pulled down my pants and stroked my member, I jumped at first then started to moan soon after. "J-joshua, not here. Butler-san might come in and y-yoou are suppose to pack- aah! For England." He refuses to listen to me and continued sucking. I was about to come, I tried tugging his hair but it was too late. I came and he drank my cum. "Mmm, so thick. Delicious."
I screamed out his name. "I take it back, you are not cute anymore!"
He laughed, "I told you so." He stared at my tummy again, and said "In 5 more moths, I am going to be a dad. When the baby comes out, I am going to spoil him or her like crazy!" Joshua kissed my tummy gently. "I cant wait for him to be born, eh? Whats wrong honey?"
"I feel sick." I pulled up my pants then dashed to the bathroom with Joshua following behind me. I puked into the toilet bowl and Joshua patted my back trying to make me feel better. He was worried.
When I am done washing my mouth with water and Listerine, Joshua asked "Were you having a tummy ache before or was my blow job that disgusting?" his face turned sour.
"No, no! Its not any of that, y-your b-b-blow job was amazing." I mumbled. He looked happy. "Then what made you sick?" he asked. "Its-its the tobacco smell." He was startled, while sniffing himself. Joshua said "Oh, I am so sorry honey, I was smoking just now. Shit I forgot to wear a cologne. Are you okay now? I promise not to do it again."
I am worried about Joshua actually. He stopped smoking when I got pregnant as the smell of tobacco always makes me nauseous. Lately, he has been smoking because he is stressed. The death threats keep on coming and the latest threat was:-
"We will take away your loved ones"
Joshua was worried for my safety and has never let me out of his sight. But tonight he is going back to Canada for a school. He would be leaving me for a week because I still have to do a lot of packing and stuff before I go to Canada with my family for the wedding.
We walked to our bed holding hands and sat down.
I asked him "Are you still hung up on the threats? Is Uncle and Aunty alright?"
"They are fine." his voice was almost growling. I sighed, "You really dont have to be worried about me. I will be fine, and the baby too. Sure there is a lot of stuff to do but i promise to take it slow."
"I dont want to leave you here Teru! Its too dangerous!". I stepped back as his voice terrified me.
"Ah, sorry. I didnt mean to frighten you. I-its just.." he held on to my hand. "I have a bad feeling about this. I know there would be guards keeping you safe, but still. I cant shake off this feeling. Umm, maybe I could stay here for another week and skip school.."
My veins popped, I grabbed his ear "Are you doing this just to skip school Joshua?"
"Ow, no darling! I am genuinely worried bout you and the baby's safety! The threats are pretty serious, we dont know the whereabouts of these criminals! They tried to hack into the companies security system and damaged one of our company base! And-"
I clapped my hands once in front of his face to stop him from overreacting. He stopped talking then looked at me with the same worried expression. I hugged him and said "Then I will take all the necessary precautions to make sure I am safe, okay my love?"
I can hear him sigh. "You promise?" he mumbled to me. "Yes, yes I promise" I kissed on his cheek. We cuddled for a while then I helped him pack.
Later that night, we had dinner and I had to send him off to the airport. He kissed me on the mouth and his last words to me before departing on his plane was "Take care my beloved, dont exert yourself. I'll see you and the baby in a week. Please, please be safe."
He was reluctant to leave me but he did anyways. I held back my tears and waved him goodbye. Me, Butler-san and two body guards stayed until his plane departs and was out of sight.
Its been 4 days since Joshua left. I was kept busy cleaning, packing, sending wedding invitation and others. Whilst cleaning my room, I noticed that I dont have that much belongings, but there are a lot of things to carry. To do simple task can also be taxing when you are pregnant. Not only that, you start craving for so many things and eat so much when you are pregnant. I dont want to get too fat, or Joshua might lose interest in me. Well, its all going to be worth it when my precious little one comes out! Hihi. My mother knocked on the door, then came into the room.
"Are you done packing Teru? You are not bringing these plush toys with you to Canada?"
"Mum, p-please. I am a grown man already." I never shown my room to Joshua. Im bothered by it. I do have girly interest, not to mention there are pictures of Norio-kun still kept somewhere in the room. I dont want him to find it! He would get super mad and burn the house down-wait, no. I am over exaggerating.
"But I bought all of these for you. Oh what am I saying, Joshua-san might buy more expensive and cute ones for you and the baby." she giggled as she was teasing me.
"I-its not like that!" . My mum cut me off by saying "Aww, dont be shy Teru. Joshua-san loves you so much. Even I feel safe with the body guards guarding our house day and night. It feels like in a movie." she looks smitten by the idea.
"Joshua is just concern about our safety, by the way mother have you finished packing? You should buy some Japanese food stock, you would be staying with us for a moth. You will miss home food." Ah, that reminds me, I am craving for some Honey Yogurt Juice that is available at the conbini store a little far from the house. I should buy some for the trip too.
"Ah, I should pack some food. That is a good idea. I will buy some." My mother was about to leave the room.
"No, mother. I will go buy it. I feel like going out. I have been in the house since Joshua left. I want to get some fresh air. Can you please help me put away the plush toys in that box please?"
"Are you sure Teru? Okay the, i will write down what I need." Mother exited the room to grab her purse.
I walked down to the living room then to the main gate where Gabe-san and Martin-san was standing guard. They are quite friendly to me. They dont usually talk much with the family but they sometimes ask me questions.
"Gabe-san, Martin-san. I would like to go to the conbini store. A bit far from here. Is that alright?"
They both look at each other, the seem a bit happy to hear it. Maybe they want to go get some Juice too. It is a bit hot. "Then we would drive you there."
"Ah I can walk there really, and you dont need to come with. You can just tell me what you want and ill buy it for you."
"No we would drive you there. Besides it is a good opportunity to 'know you better' Mr. Kumakashi. We would leave now but I would inform boss first." Gabe opens his phone and start texting.
"Erhh. Okay. You have to report every single thing to your boss? Must be tough." Is Joshua being too over protective? I thought to myself.
"Well, it is our job." Gabe smiled at me. "Martin, go get the car". I wonder why they choose to be body guards? Well, non of my business.
