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The drive was long and she was finding it increasingly hard to keep her eyes open- the plane ride, the pink limo and that idiot Duo had taken more out of her than she thought. Looking over at Quatra and Wufei she could tell that they were happy to be home "I wish I had a home, something I could be happy to come back too"

"Usagi, Are you alright?"

"Yes Quatra, I was just lost in my own thoughts- this place is beautiful. Its hard to imagine that only 2 years ago there was war here."

"It hit us pretty hard, but we have done all we can to re-build the Sanq Kindom from what ruins were created; luckily we have an amazing minister of peace and people who believe in what's right" He sounded almost sad it seemed- but why would you be sad after you won the war?

'You were….. I'm different, he still has is friends to care for; in which I have none'

"Unfortunately in the state of War not many people can help themselves, especially when it comes to believing in what is right. Pacifism doesn't always lead to victory; you have to understand that in order to have peace you need to accept people's doubts and fears of the unknown. Only then can you truly conquer the Chaos that brings War."

The last word was uttered as a whisper from the young blond- she knew too much about Chaos and what it can do to ones heart, it was every where; feeding on your darkest desires, your fears, everything that makes you become a 'disease' to the human race.

Quatra looked at her in surprise, such dark words coming from her mouth didn't seem right; but he knew she was correct. War wasn't about land or territory, it was fear manifested into something hateful, something truly evil…

"But life is so much more; just relax and enjoy what it has to offer- live like today is your last day and never regret anything…"

"How would you know woman?"

"Weather you choose to believe it or not Wufei…. I have in my own way been in war and found it very hard to forget, still to this day I do not understand the meaning of it; most of all..why we loose the ones we love- when that's what we were fighting for in the first place."

"I guess that it's just meant to be that way, destiny has a weird way of manipulating your life sometimes."

Wufei was shocked, not once had anyone ever come close to knowing how he felt about the past 4 years of his life- all of his life. Yet she seemed to almost be recalling a time when she went through it herself, as if she knew how much it hurt to loose someone you care more about than life itself..

"It's disappointing to me how people take what they have for granted! What would you do if you didn't have your friends to stand by you?"

Both young men looked at each other- what would they do?

"Master Quatra, we have arrived at your residence"

The driver's announcement had broken the thoughts of the three; which probably proved to there advantage, now was not the time to reminisce on old wounds.

"Thank you William, please tell Miss Relena that we appreciate the use of her car."

"Who wants to drag Duo into the house? Wufei?"

"Hell NO"

"Fine then I will have the butler pick him up"

Stepping out of the car he extends his hand towards Usagi, who in return let him help her out of the car. 'How could I just say that in there? What the fuck am I thinking… why did it look like they both understand how I feel…. Impossible. They don't know what it's like! No one does.'

"Usagi, I have some business to take care of so I'm going to have Peagan take you to the room that I prepared."

"Thanks Quatra, I'll see you later than."

"Of course! Why don't you take a nap or something and I will come get you for diner."

Looking over at Wufei he motioned for him to follow, they had things to discuss with the others- like letting them know that they had a guest… 'Shit.'


The halls were huge! And incredibly long- how did they not get lost all the time? Laughing at her own wonderment she continued to follow this 'Peagan' person, how much longer was it going to take?

"Peagan! There's an emergency in the kitchen, one of the cooks has set the stove on fire!"

"Miss Usagi will you be alright for a couple moments while I take car of this?"

"Of course, don't worry about me. I don't think I could move even if I wanted to, for fear that I would wind up lost."

Giving one last look to the girl he turned around and hurried to the kitchen, hopefully the stove wasn't a goner; but the cook sure as hell was…

'Okay, well now what do I do?' looking around to see if there was anything interesting she discovers an open door- hmmm.. should I? shouldn't I? okay well I'm bored so here goes.

"Who are you?"

'Crap.. already caught'

"Who wants to know?"

"I asked you first, who are you and what are you doing in this house."

"Last I knew I had been invited"

Trowa looked at her, who the hell was she? And why did she think him demanding an answer funny- let alone being a smart ass about it. Looking at her one more time he turns and disappears through the door, a soft clicking noise signaling the door being locked- let the other guys deal with that…..

Usagi looked at the locked door- did he really just ask her a question then shut the door in her face? How rude…

"Miss Usagi, will you please follow me"

"Holy crap Peagan, you scared me……. Don't sneak up on me like that!" She had half way jumped out of her skin when the butler snuck up behind her.

"I'm sorry Miss; I had not realized that you didn't see me walking up the hallway"

Motioning for her to follow is lead she was soon presented in front of a huge wooden door.

"Here you are, I've already taken the liberty of having your bags dropped of, I hope you find everything to your liking."

"Thank you Peagan"

She opened the door and gasped- it was beautiful; the walls were covered in a soft cream color that fit perfectly with the red oak furniture, old world paintings adorned the walls while striking colors of gold accented the curtains and bed spread. Walking up and plopping down on her bed she smiled, there was a balcony….. Thank god. It would make it so much easier to get out if a Youma attacked the area; curling up on the bed she quickly fell asleep.

Authors notes:

soo YAY!! I have put another chapter up, please review if you want me to continue. it would make me so happy to see what people have to say.. no matter what you think! i know its a little slow and boring but dont worry. the next chapter is going to be great... lots of wufei acting weird, trowa getting into it, and maybe Hirro will make an appearance. maybe...(haha.. evil laughter)