This chapter is shorter than the first one, but I plan on adding a part with both of them, so don't worry! I hope you enjoy!
I love you.
The words come unbidden into his mind, taking control of his thoughts and turning his emotions into a mess.
He never asked for this, considering they exchange coarse language every day and always show their resentment for each other.
But the thought still creeps into his mind when he's alone, no matter what he's thinking then. It invades his conscience and tells him it's ok to feel these things, even though he knows it isn't.
The question of "What if I told him" always comes up too, yet he knows that isn't an option. Kyle would only laugh, and the very words he used would be sneered and scoffed at.
Yet he still lets himself dream, lets his mind wander into hazardous territory.
And as Cartman falls asleep, he whispers four words, the four words that cause his heart to ache and his head to get confused because they relate to that one person he needs most.
I love you, Kyle.
