Kyamato: Hi!! I'm back!! Its time to tell what has been going in Yugi's life!!!

Takeru: Beloved, I'm glad you can stay a little longer with us.

Yugi: Yeah!! I heard your school has postponed the start of class so it means you still have another week!!

Yami: Well it's really nice to hear that aibou but I think Kyams here will use the whole week to be with her BF and trying to finish her thesis.

Kyams: Well that's true Yami, but it doesn't mean I won't try and update this story and my other stories as well….right? (looking innocent)

Takeru: (chuckles) Ok that's enough being cute my love…..better start with the story before those two try to tickle you to death.

Disclaimer: I, Kyamato unfortunately do not own Yu-Gi-Oh or any of its characters. Because if I did, I would have made Yugi taller and oh so sexy!! ^-^

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A World without Me….

Chapter 3

"talking"

-thinking-

Flashback

(echoes)

Yugi's POV

Snow. It snows everywhere…..its something so white, something so pure. It reminds me of many things…..it reminds me of myself - or rather who I used to be. It reminds me of how I used to be so pure, so kind and all…..it reminds me of how I used to be the light to everyone…to him….to Yami.

(Aibou…..my light….I'll always be here for you…..)

(My Hikari…..you lighten up my world……I'll never be anything without you….)

Lies. All of those we're mere lies…..you left……you weren't there when I needed you……when I couldn't see anything…..when I was blinded by pain and fall to pieces…….I was a light…..so pure yet so fragile…..and without you to protect me…..I became cold…..I've been broken….and tainted…..

Now, I'm nothing….like a snow that lost it's beauty and melted away……what will you do if you ever see your once light be replace by another……to find out that the world was already without 'me'…..

Normal POV

And as Yugi close his eyes from such reminders, the taxi finally stopped in front of a mansion and let Yugi off. The young Hikari stood there for awhile holding a suitcase in his hand before coming close to the huge gate and pushing a button for the door bell. A moment later, a butler appeared and let him in…

"Welcome, young master Yugi-sama." The butler greeted as he bowed in front of Yugi for respect

"Hm, nice to see you again Gilford-san" Yugi said as he nodded in recognition

After the small greeting, Gilford guided Yugi inside the mansion where other servants like cooks, maids and gardeners greeted him in front of the main door.

But before Yugi could even step a single foot inside, someone come dashing down and jump on him…

"Zairen-kun!!! You finally made it!!" A woman with dashing yellow eyes and red hair squealed while hugging him tightly

Yugi growled in return before speaking "Kimiko-san!! What the heck are you doing here!!?"

"Why, as your manager and guardian I came here for you of course!!" Kimiko said as he flashed Yugi a big smile with his hands on the side trying to make a triumph pose.

*sigh*

Kimiko Hisagutchi is the person who Yugi considered as his second mom. She is the person who took care of Yugi the entire year and has been his manager in his career as a model and singer. They have meet here in Domino a week later after his Grandpa died. And when Kimiko offered him to come to Paris with her and to become a singer, Yugi agreed and went with her in plan to start a new life and forget about his Grandpa's death and Yami's disappearance. Yugi changed his name and was commonly known by his screen name Zairen Hiroshi.

Yugi shook his head in disbelief before looking at the red-hair and said

"Kimiko, I'm on a vacation and not a child anymore in need of a guardian. How did you even know I'm going here and how did you even get IN here?"

(giggles) "As I told you I'm your manager so of course I know stuff about you. About how I get here well…..I told your butler there (pointing at Gilford) that I'm your somewhat guardian and will be staying here with you. I'm actually shocked that you didn't come here sooner than I expected…where have you been? Kimiko said raising an eye brow while looking at Yugi

Yugi just looked up at the older woman before giving out a sigh and reply

*sigh*

"I'll tell you later, but first let me settle first and get my luggage to my room okay?"

"Okay!!" The red-haired said before retreating to her room.

And with that, Yugi went upstairs to his room to settle his luggage and change.

His room was the second largest in the entire mansion; his room was with the color of violet and white and has a chandelier at the center. His room consists of his bedroom, his own bathroom complete with a set of closets and clothes, a piano by the window, a sofa and tea table in the middle and a spacious terrace outside.

The mansion is decorated in an ancient Greek style and is mostly painted in white. There is a large amount of garden outside as well as a swimming pool, and a small fish pond. This mansion was given to him by the president of the modeling company he worked for. The president said that Yugi reminds him of his dead son and thus declared Yugi as his sole successor and heir to the family wealth of the Hiroshi – thus the reason why he became a Hiroshi.

After Yugi settled hid things in his room, he took a bath. After a few moments, Yugi came out of the bathroom and change into a white long sleeve, turtle necked sweater with matching black pants and shoes. Then satisfied with his look, he headed towards the living room where he though Kimiko would be. And thus Kimiko was indeed there waiting for him with a cup if tea in hand and reading a magazine. Yugi went in and sat in the couch opposite to where Kimiko is, before he poured a cup of tea of his own and sat comfortably.

Then after a few minutes, Kimiko finally put down the magazine she was reading and looked at Yugi.

"Now tell me where have you been and why did you just left so suddenly?"

Yugi took a quick sip before putting down his tea then answered

"I left because…..I had enough. I found my girlfriend cheating with one of our modeling crew and just left. I went to Brussels to cool myself down before deciding to go back here in Domino. Besides, I'm getting tired of my life in Paris….I tried to start a new life and to make things workout for me….but it seems that all I did was just making me lose myself more and more…..I don't want to go back there Kimiko……not after everything that has happened…..not after what everyone wants from me…….not after what that bastard did to me……." Yugi said recalling what has happened

Flashback

After spending the night at the party for a special launch of products, Yugi with his co-model and roommate Ryuchi went back to their condominium to rest for the night.

Ryuchi is new to the company and has only been modeling for five months. He has a darker complexion compared to Yugi; he has green hair and red eyes that matches Yami. He has been with Yugi ever since he started at the company and became a model; Yugi has helped him through shootings and pictorials. And because Ryuchi became close to Yugi, he has fallen for the young Hikari and thus asked Yugi to be his boyfriend. But Yugi unfortunately refused and said they're better off as friends, Ryuchi was devastated and pretended to understand Yugi's decision. But deep inside, he was craving to make Yugi his own….so Ryuchi continued to befriend Yugi and made a plan….and that night was the perfect time to do it.

After Yugi and Ryuchi made it to their condominium, Yugi flopped himself in the couch while dizzy from all the alcohol beverages they have taken in the party. Ryuchi himself was rather drunk and went to the kitchen to get a drink, and then after he became sober he went to the couch and handed a cup of tea to Yugi. Yugi gratefully took the cup and drank the tea feeling slightly relieved…..unknown to him, Ryuchi put a drug in the tea. After a few minutes Yugi felt weird, he felt heavy and weak…..his whole body feels like it was burning from inside. He looked at Ryuchi and said

"I feel….so weird. I feels so weak…..what have you done Ryuchi?" Yugi said as he collapsed at the couch.

Yugi tried to calm himself down and cleared his head while breathing slowly, he tried to get up from the couch but found that he couldn't. He couldn't even lift his own hand much more move his body, he tried again but his effort became futile as he heard a sinister laugh.

"I wouldn't try anymore if I we're you Yugi-kun. You see, I put a very strong drug on your tea that you couldn't even move an inch." Ryuchi said looking maniacally at Yugi

"B-But why Ryuchi? What would you get from doing this?" Yugi said closing his eyes and focusing on trying to move again. But even before Yugi could try again, he felt hands creeping up to his chest and that someone was crawling on top of him. Yugi quickly opened his eyes only to see red eyes looking down on him with lust. Ryuchi then bent down and hungrily kissed Yugi on the lips, after that he went to Yugi's ear and whispered

"You asked what I'll get from doing this. (smirk) I'll get to have you of course" Ryuchi said smiling to himself before licking Yugi's earlobe

After that, he quickly tore Yugi's shirt off and started licking and sucking Yugi's nipple. His hand went down to Yugi's pants and also took it off with Yugi's boxers. After he got Yugi naked, Ryuchi strip his clothes off and pushed himself hard onto Yugi. Yugi tried to scream from the pain but Ryuchi put a cloth in his mouth to prevent it. Ryuchi drove hard inside Yugi over and over again; every thrust was too painful and hard it made Yugi bleed. Ryuchi pushed himself more before finally coming inside Yugi and before Yugi went unconscious due to lose of blood and pain.

The next thing that Yugi new was that he was in the hospital with Kimiko by his side. Ryuchi got away and the police was still searching for him till that very day.

End Flashback

Yugi was deep in thought before Kimiko spoke

"I know it's painful and hard to forget Yugi-kun…..I'm sorry…." Kimiko said looking sad at Yugi

*sigh* "Its okay Kimiko-san…... Don't be upset. It's already been done……can't do anything about it anymore" Yugi said as he looked up at the window to see the still falling snows

-No one can do anything about it anymore…..the damage cannot be taken back…….not even Yami can erase past.-

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Kyamato: Ummmm…..okay I'm done…….

Takeru: What's wrong? You don't seem happy about finishing another chapter…..

Kyamato: *sigh* I'm supposed to be happy but I'm not confident with this one…..I just hope people will like it. I tried rewriting this chapter twice…..but I can't get a clear idea of how to put things together……

Yugi: Kyams….don't be upset…..its okay, you did your best….

Yami: Don't worry Kyamato, I'll send anyone that speaks badly about your story to the Shadow Realm.

Kyamato: Ummm….thanks a lot Yami…..I think…..

Yami: You're Welcome! ^-^