Heh heh, sorry this chapter is so short, it was literally as long as I could strain to make it, but it's good (I hope) :D And at one point it's like two paragraphs of Haruhi thinking and it isn't very well written but it's supposed to be that way! She's just having skipping sporatic thoughts so I just kinda typed as much as I could in 30 seconds and called it good! The next chapter will be released on Friday! Please spread this story around if you can, I really want lots of people to read it! Thanks so much everyone! :)

Disclaimer: I don't own Ouran High School Host Club, if I did there would be weekly Host Club boys chocolate surp fights! ;DDD (would anybody else pay to see that?) And Tamaki's grandmother would suffer a terrible and severe explosives accident, maybe a fatal one? XP


When I opened my eyes I was greeted by a tiny pink plus and my heart sunk as I just stared at it.

Then a million thoughts hit me at once.

Positive. I was pregnant. I was literally staring at my future going down the drain. Say good bye to being a lawyer. Tamaki… say good bye to Tamaki. No, he'd never do that to me, but I don't know, I'm usually never quite this pessimistic either. I don't know how he'll react. But… I don't have to have this baby…

I stopped myself there, shocked at what I'd just come to. Abortion? I could never do that. A baby, even one I'm not ready for, is a precious thing. Abortion would never be an option for me. I was going to have this baby, I just didn't know how yet…

After what felt like hours of being swallowed up by my flood of thoughts there was a hesitant knock on the door.

"Miss Fujioka? I'm coming in…"

The moment the door opened I sunk to the floor, sobbing. I couldn't handle this, not now, I wasn't ready…

Dr. Izumi knew right away what the test said and suggested, "should I get Mr. Suoh?"

"No!" I yelped all too quickly, imagining his reaction terrified me. "I-I want to pull myself together first, give me a minute…"

Dr. Izumi nodded, "I'll be in the room out here if you need me." He then touched my shoulder in a sympathetic but understanding way before leaving.

I sat there for a bit then shut all my fleeting, horrified thoughts up in the back of my mind and used the wall to stand up. Looking at myself in the mirror, I wasn't surprised to see my reflection looking pale, frightened, distant…. Wiping my tears, I took a deep breath and quickly threw the test into the garbage then walked back into the doctors room. He handed me a cup of water, which I gratefully accepted, and told me I should take plenty of vitamins and keep myself nourished.

"Thank you, I appreciate your kindness." I told him as I slipped on my jacket to leave.

"Take care of yourself, Miss Fujioka." He said with a kind smile before I left.

I was heading out to the waiting room, a smile on my face. Tamaki was sitting alone, looking out the window nervously, he noticed my approach and looked relieved to see me.

Tamaki stood up from his chair and asked, "so… what is it?"

"Nothing, the doctor says I'm fine, just a small bit of stomach flu, but it should pass quickly!" I smiled gently trying to be convincing to him as well as myself that everything was alright.

I knew I couldn't hide it forever, that was impossible. But I guess I thought I could just have a few more weeks of normalcy before the whole school found out that I was pregnant AND that I was a girl. After everyone knew I don't know how many dreams I could pursue or how many friends I'd have left…


Did anybody go "NOOOOO!" when she told Tamaki she was fine? Cuz that's what I did when I re-read it, haha! Thanks again for reading, please please keep reading, review and spread this story around! Have an awesome day everyone, your support means the world to me! :)

~SakuraHarunoGurl (Martina)