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-Nanami's Point of View-

I lay in bed as a feeling of peace washed over me for the first time in months. The spring breeze blew through my open balcony doors. Tonight was quiet, unlike the first few months without him. But as time passed things seemed to quiet down. I still did what I could to help. But the longer I stayed in that room the more the memory of that night came back, each time stronger then the last.

-Flashback-

A mournful howl pierced the serene winter night. At first it was just one longing howl. Soon others joined in. I could hear the echoes from far away as Sesshomaru joined in his mothers mournful baying. The sudden urge welled up within me and I tilted my head back letting the sound spill from my lips. The sounds were deafening. Only Leiko was heard above all else. Her mate was dead and her son was away. This splintered family had just lost the only person they relied on to lead them.

-Present-

I lay awake remembering that night. Sesshomaru had returned the morning after Touga's death. His mother had left only two months ago to go back to her castle. Since I was the only one able to help him with the duties left in the wake of Touga's death, I did my best to split my time between the office and Tomoe.

In truth I understood why Sesshomaru had allowed me to have more free time lately. I still mourned for the loss of the Inu no Taisho. He had become the closest thing to a father I had since my parents' murder. The more time I spent in his office reading letters from other lords and ladies sending their regards, the more I wanted to run away.

Tomoe had been wonderful through everything. He and I were getting along well and were spending a lot of time together. From long walks in the forest to hours sitting in the garden, we talked about his home and all of the places we wished to travel to. He helped take my mind off things that made me sad or worried. He had even surprised me with small gifts of jewelry.

I smiled at the thought of spending forever with him. I didn't need more time to decide. I loved Tomoe and when the time came I would gladly become his mate. Tomoe and I would have many pups and live happily together. That thought was enough for me to drift off into a peaceful sleep.

-Sesshomaru's Point of View-

As the sun rose I awoke to another day of problems. Nanami was one of them. My beast was continuously growing more and more attached to her. Lately just the sight of her and Tomoe together sent my beast into a fit of rage. Mine, it raged inside my mind. Only mine! It drove me insane. I had spoken to my mother about this issue before she left. Of course she happily told me I was in love. Just great.

I knew Nanami still grieved the loss of my father. The weight of his death had me buried, quite literally, in mountains of paperwork and letters. It had become difficult to concentrate with her so near, so I let her do as she pleased. Much to my beast's annoyance, she had chosen to go to Tomoe. My fears were confirmed one morning when she had pulled me aside for a talk.

"Nanami this had better be important. I happen to be swamped with paperwork."

"Sesshomaru you know I wouldn't bother you if it wasn't. I have a request."

"What is it?"

"I would like permission to leave the castle and travel with Tomoe. He and I plan to mate during the next season. We want to get out of your hair… I want to go back to his castle with him."

My world stopped spinning and my beast almost broke free. Nanami looked at me with question in her eyes. I could see how much she wanted to stay because I was pack. Her beast wanted to stay where it was safe and her heart wanted to go with him. My emotionless mask stayed in place as I turned towards the window in my room.

"I do not make your choices for you. You are old enough to make them yourself. But know that what my father once told you will stay true. You will always have a home here."

I couldn't see her smile. I felt her tight hug from behind. Then she was gone. The lavender scent she had was faint. I stood and watched from my window when the sun began to set and the two left the barrier of my castle. My beasts rage exploded inside my mind. Unable to control it, I let the instincts take over.

-Nanami's Point of View-

I felt the sadness as I left the barrier. The place that had been my home for so many months was now fading as Tomoe and I walked away. My heart gave a tug as I thought about Sesshomaru. I sighed and put a smile on my face. I was walking hand in hand with the man I loved. Tomoe kissed my cheek softly and squeezed my hand. His smile reassured me that I was doing the right thing.

I walked with him in silence for the remainder of the night. By sunrise my heart had grown heavy as my thoughts returned to the young demon lord I had left behind. Tomoe could see my hesitation when he spoke of the upcoming season. I tried to reassure him but failed to even conjure a smile.

"My love, what hinders your heart so early in the morning?"

"Oh Tomoe. You know that love you. But my heart is confused. I don't understand why I am having these feelings."

"You will sort it out. I trust you will make the best decision for yourself. And I will be here to help you."

I smiled softly at the man beside me. Our lips met in a slow kiss and I counted the seconds. We parted and is hand came up to cup my cheek. As I gazed into the eyes of the demon I was in love with, I felt my heart swell with happiness. We continued to walk along the road to the east.

It took us about twelve days to reach Tomoe's castle. Every day we spent walking and laughing. We shared long kisses in the moonlight and cuddled together to watch the sun rise each morning. On the morning that we arrived at the castle Tomoe seemed on edge. I could smell a difference in the air around us, but passed it off as Tomoe's clan.

A sudden growl rippled from Tomoe and made me flinch. His eyes turned a hazy grey color and I felt his aura swell. My heart gave a jolt as I realized what the scent was. I stared wide eyed in shock as a huge reptile slithered from the castle entrance. Tomoe growled and started to take his full form. Fear swept over me and I ran to the edge of the forest to hide.

I watched silently as Tomoe fought with the demon. His power was greater than I had expected and within minutes he had destroyed the snake demon. I watched him turn to me and I started to run to him. I stopped when he snarled loudly, and I noticed the feral look in his eyes. My blood ran cold as he walked towards me. He sniffed the air around me and began to shift back.

My eyes closed as his footsteps got closer. I smelt blood everywhere. Instinct was telling me to run. A hand gently touched my cheek. My heart beat slowed and my eyes opened. Tomoe stood, touching my cheek, his eyes searching mine. The fear I had felt was gone the moment our lips met. His arm slipped round my waist, pulling me closer into the warmth of his body. We pulled apart and I rested my head on his chest. His heartbeat was calming and I slowly relaxed. Everything seemed perfect in that moment, like it could last forever.

-Sesshomaru's Point of View-

It had been over a week since Nanami had left with that demon. My servants had become fearful of my presence and random outbursts. I had decided it best to travel for a while. So I set out to wander my lands in search of who knows what. I currently was walking the border between the North and West. Tomoe's castle was in the North and his was as close as I would be able to get to Nanami. My beast had become quite moody whenever my thoughts wandered to her.

Once I had left the border I continued my way into the depths of my land. The human villages had heard of my father's death and had not accepted me so I stayed away from them whenever possible. It was easy to focus on my plans and trying to find my fathers' tomb. I soon forget about Nanami and her lover.


Okay. There's chapter three. I hope you guys like it. I'm going to add a time skip and a twist in the next one. I hope you'll all keep reading. The next chapter will be out soon! Please review! Thanks!

~Shadow