Erm, so I have been writing. I actually have all my other JJ romantica stories almost finished. I just never update. Sorry.

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After prying himself off of his families, Misaki walked out and almost cried. Everyone looked like they hated him since their faces looked so bored. He sat down on the couch waiting for the host to say something. When she didn't, Misaki coughed nervously.

"Um, h-hello. How are you today?" He asked the blonde haired lady. Some life returned to her eyes and she smiled at him.

"Terrible. Your co-stars are…well they're...different." She sighed. She couldn't really call them idiots on TV; it would look bad for her reputation.

"Yea, we're a bunch of idiots. Sorry, we deal with our lovers being gone in different ways."

"Eh? Did I say idiots?" Said the host afraid that she had messed up. Misaki laughed, something he hadn't done in a while.

"No you didn't, but your facial expression did." Misaki smiled, "Um, I'm sorry we made such noise in the back road."

The host looked at Misaki weirdly, "No…that's okay."

"So you want to ask me about the movie, right?" Misaki tilted his head cutely and the audience found themselves smiling.

"Yea…so how is the movie going?"

"It's going great! I love working with everyone, it's a great experience for me!" Misaki giggled and blushed.

"That's good to hear. So…how long have you been working on this movie." The host said really intrigued by this boy.

"3 months. We still have a lot to do." Misaki smiled brightly as he tried to hide the pain in his stomach.

"When did you start the movie? Was it before or after Akihiko went to war?" The host suddenly felt bad when Misaki's face leaked with tears.

"2 months after…I'm sorry, I promised myself I wouldn't cry on television. I'm really sorry."

"No…it's my fault. I'm sorry I brought up such a topic." Now she really felt bad. All the other people she had on the show were idiots and seemed at ease when their lover surprised them. Misaki seemed the emotional type.

Misaki chuckled, "You're very kind. Thank you for your generosity but Akihiko isn't at war…he's become a journalist. He travels to different places in hope of new ideas."

"So…he isn't in danger?" The host asked suspiciously.

"No, he is. He's writing about the abuse and mistreatment of gay people as a openly gay man, I heard from Aikawa that 2 groups already attacked him." Misaki's eyes shone with worry.

"Oh…and Akihiko, what's going with you two?" She asked. For a minuet Misaki thought she was talking to Akihiko but that would be impossible.

"Well, We were about to get married. I was going forward to the alter and he wasn't there. I waited for 6 hours, even after everyone went home."

"And then?" The host and audience were on the edge of their seats listening to his story.

"I learned from Hiroki that he had left to Texas, it was a do or die situation and I understand why he left. Usagi-san has wanted to do this for a very long time, even before I came into the picture and who am I to stop his dreams." Misaki finished. He took a deep breath and gritted his teeth to stop the pain that was erupting from his stomach.

"I see, and how do you feel about seeing Usami again?" She asked fully aware that the man was behind Misaki.

"I…I wouldn't know what to say. I'd probably just stand there like an idiot gaping like a fish." Misaki clutched his stomach.

"Is that how you really feel?" The host said knowing that somehow Misaki was not being true.

"…Yes."

"Turn off the camera! See, now tell us." The host said. The camera did not turn off however.

Misaki took a deep breathe and then he said, "I'm hurt…Usagi-san betrayed me, he left me waiting on the alter looking stupid for 6 hours…I thought we were in love…I don't think your supposed to treat your loved ones like that. I don't want to see him."

Usami eye's widened out of shock.

"Why not?" The host asked. She was worried that this reunion, unlike the others, would be a failure.

"Because he left us! He didn't call or tell me anything and I…I'm going through this alone," Misaki was crying now. It was obvious he was not talking to the host but himself, "I can't do this for another 3 months by myself!"

"Misaki, you can't do what?" The host egged the young boy on who had not yet realized the secret he was spilling.

"I can't do it, but I can't burden him because he's done so much and I…I don't want to have it! At least, not by myself!" Misaki was sobbing now and the host moved towards Misaki and put her arm around him. She motioned to Akihiko with her other hand not to come near right now.

"Stay there," She whispered to him when he took a step forward. She needed to get to the bottom of this. Right now, this was no longer a TV show. This was the life of a 19-year-old boy.

"What can't you do by yourself? Tell me, I'm here for you Misaki. We all are," The audience gave a soft cheer of encouragement.

"I can't have his child!" Misaki yelled.

"What?" The host deadpanned.

"I can't have Akihiko's child by myself!" Misaki yelled and the audience gasped. Misaki took this the wrong way and thought that their surprised gasped was one of disgust. He franticly shook his arms, "I didn't deceive him! Don't think I did, okay? I love him! I love Usagi-san but I can't do this on my own. It's too much pain!"

"Misaki…" Akihiko whispered, however Misaki was too much incapacitated with his own grief.

"The doctors said it was impossible and they don't know how or why I'm like this…I just am a-and I-"

"Misaki…" Akihiko said a little louder. He turned his head to the side when he heard Hiroki yell, "YOU BASTARD"

He was tackled to the ground. Misaki turned around and gasped. His face contorted with rage when he saw the two best friends fighting. The audience was cheering them on now and Misaki's friends (Miyagi, Shinobu, and even Nowaki) were clapping and laughing. Misaki was in unbearable pain because he was in fact a boy and was not supposed to be having any kind of child. It caused his body to shut down at times and it hurt way worse than any woman's body.

"STOP!" It was silent when Misaki screamed, "SOMEONE GET THESE TWO OUT OF HERE!"

Security acted quickly and pulled the two apart.

"Misaki! I wanted to see Hiroki beat up that awful-" Miyagi started.

"Shut up, right now." Misaki said. Miyagi gasped because the cute younger boy would never talk to anyone like that.

"Damnit! Can someone please call an ambulance?" Misaki said feeling another pang of pain.

"Why would you-" The host started.

"CALL A GOD DAMN AMBULENCE LADY! NOW!" Misaki screamed. The host being afraid dialed 911 and rapidly spoke into the phone, but Misaki wouldn't know. He was passed out from the pain.