I do not own Twilight, as I have said before I may be Stephanie M., I am not Stephenie Meyer. The marking that she used to make her childe submit to her is from Textcrazy2011 (The God and Goddess of War, read it!) I did not come up with it. I do hope that you enjoy this chapter. One piece of advice before you read this chapter, Suns are day and Moons are months, remember that.

Lilliana's POV

The suns went by and with them the anger that I had for my maker grew. I looked for her everywhere I went and I knew that should I ever see her again, she would be dead even if it was the last thing that I did. Rage is one thing that will never leave me, I am fearful of that thought for it might prove true. I walked this world trying to find my sire or something to make my life have a reason but I have come up empty handed time and time again. The suns turned to moons and with it the seasons changed and my anger grew stronger with them.

The humans that I hunted have started to become less like what my tribe was and they grew more willing to listen to each other. It was strange as I watched them evolve right before my eyes as I stayed the same, always the woman who had nothing left in this world.

With the changing of how the people acted, I had to learn the different tongues as the suns went by, but my words were constantly heavy unlike theirs, so they could continually tell that I was not from their area. I heard them talk about my people, and those that we fought, as "the ancient savage tribes." I never would have thought that humans could have joined forces like they did, but it happened in time and move people started to bound together as they settled in to certain areas. They proved to be more prosperous with the more that stayed in the large groups.

I also soon learned that it wasn't just the tongues that changed but also the way that they dressed. No longer did the woman wear the tight breast bindings and leather shorts but dresses that went to the floor. Though the men now wore longer bottoms as well as tops that left their arms uncovered in some areas, where as in others they wore only skirts. It was such a strange sight to me for I missed the times when we wore clothing that could give us an advantage over our enemies.

I snapped out of my thoughts as I smelt blood in the area. Soon I was following the scent of blood, death and decay, three aromas that have forever engrained themselves in my mind for this life. The odors that would forever reminded me that I walked this world alone with my shadow, for eternity. I decided to follow them without much thought on the matter.

The scent got stronger and it started to go my head. It was just enough that it almost got me to let my inner beast go out and play, even if it was just for a moment. With a clear head I walked up to a small cabin in the woods and a babbling brook not two feet to the left.

The closer that I got to the cabin the louder the sound of a dying heartbeat could be heard. It was a raid I thought as I took note of the footprints of many but the bodies of few. All, but one, that lived here were dead and the last one was starting to fade quickly. I walked into the cabin not knowing to expect, it was small but could hold the number that used to live here comfortably.

Soon I found the last survivor, a young male with blond hair and a handsome face. "I know you are there," he said to me as he lifted his right hand towards where I stood. "If you are here to kill me do it now," he begged me to put him out of his misery.

He struck me as odd. "I will give you the choice that I never had," I said as I crouched by his side and turned his head to look in my red eyes. "Do you want to live or would you rather to go to the afterlife this soon?" I asked him as he gasped for his next breath.

"Live," he managed to tell me through his obvious pain. I gave him a subtle nod that he would not have been able to see and bit into his neck with ease. His blood filled my mouth and I had to stop myself from taking to much more of his blood as I pushed my venom onto him. I pulled my blood stained mouth away from his neck when I was sure that he had enough of it in his system.

"Now listen to me, my childe, you must remember your name." I whispered into his ear. "Think of all the good times you had in your human life." I said not knowing if it would do him any good. I told him the advice that I wish that my make would have told me, for I think that it could have made a difference with what I brought into this life.

His screams started soon after. My venom brother may have called me heartless, but this human that I was changing into my first progeny, begging for the pain to stop had me at war with myself. One side was telling me that he was not going to make it, while the other side was telling me that if I could make it through this pain so should he. I knew that it was selfish of me to think that everyone should be able to do what I can, and that the world has changed since I was human so they could not make it through what I could have.

For a sun I stayed by his side, listening to his screams of pain as well as his begs for me to end his life. I do not know how my maker managed to do this at least twice. I felt helpless watching him, for the first time in this life I felt like I could not help him in any.

"Awe isn't this sweet?" I heard the voice of my maker say behind me. I spun around to see her standing in the doorway. "Finally decided that you needed someone to keep you company?" she asked as she laughed at me.

"Lilith!" I crouched over my changing childe as I hissed at the older female. "What are you doing here?" I asked her with my teeth bared.

"Oh, can't I see my first progeny?" She asked me as she took a step towards me. "You managed to damage your body, how did that happen?" She snarled at me and took another step forward.

"Vampire venom leaves scars, didn't Zander show you his shoulder?" I hissed out at her, while not taking my eyes off of her. "Besides you should have known that I would have gone after those dogs," I told her as she tried to touch my childe. "You will never touch him!" I snarled at her as I jumped on her shoulders before pushing her to the ground. "Not so tough now!" I hissed to her as I put more of my weight on her as she continued to twist under me.

"You have grown over confident," she told me with a smile shining in her eyes before she bit into my thigh.

"You bitch!" I hissed as I yanked her head back so that her teeth were out of my flesh. I pushed my hands between her jaws. "I hope you have fun in hell!" I told her before wrenching my left hand back effectively breaking her head at the joint that holds her jaws together. I laughed at the top of the head that was in my left hand before putting my right on top and smashed it.

I felt happiness by knowing that she was dead and gone while her venom and brain matter was dripping down my arms. While I elated with her death, I felt strangely empty. I thought that one as old as she was would have lasted longer than a mongrel. I guess she was right when she told Zander that I was a monster.

"Make it stop!" my changing childe screamed out as he continued to burn from my venom. I was at his side once more not knowing what to do with Lilith's body now that she was destroyed. She should burn in hell for the lives that she ruined, I thought with a smile on my face before my progeny's moans of agony got my attention once more.

"It will be over soon trust me." I told him as I moved his blond hair off of his face before I started to gently hum the lullaby that I used to sing to my children. Even though I do not remember the last time that I sung it, the song came out as if it was only yesterday that I had. "Hush childe, the darkness will rise from the deep and carry down in to sleep." I sang the haunting melody as I stroked his hair unconsciously.

For some reason my makers body started to move even though the brain was no longer attached. I tried to climb to its feet but it kept falling back to the ground. I have to do something, I thought as I watched the body continue trying to get up. What can I do? I asked myself as I thought of her soul burning in hell. I decided then that if I wanted her soul to burn, than her body would burn as well.

I ran out of the cabin to find anything that would help me in making a small little fire to burn her with. Looking around at the apparent fire pit, I saw some twigs, logs and two stones that I knew to be flint. Quickly I placed the twigs in the center of the small teepee that I made from the logs before taking up the two chunks of flint in my hands and started to strike them together to get the spark that would start the fire. After four tried the spark hit the twigs perfectly and they soon were smoking with the first signs of fire.

The twigs soon caught and I added more twigs to help them catch the logs that were around them. Thinking that I it would be complete soon, I went back into the cabin and grabbed my makers struggling body. I dragged it back to the small fire and ripped her body up before throwing them in. I watched the pieces turn into ash almost as soon as the flames touched them.

Once I had the final portion of the corpse burnt to ash I went back to my progeny. For two more suns I sat by his side. My throat started to burn but I could not move. I wanted to be there so he would not run off and away from me. Soon his heart to race even more as the last sun dragged on, it would beat its last beat before the sister moon started to rise in the sky.

His heart finally stopped as did his whimpers of pain. He stayed laying where he was even though the pain had stopped. "Open your eyes to your new world." I told him as I backed up to the left side of the cabin, giving him the space that he would need. "Take your time learning how to distinguish everything in your new life." I said as he shot up into a sitting position, and he started to look around.

"What did you do to me?" He asked me once his red eyes landed on my form.

"I gave you a new life, just like you asked for." I told him as he continued to stare at me. "Before we talk anymore we need to get you fed." I held my hand out towards him and waited for him to take it, to join me in his future. After a minute he joined his hand with mine and I dragged him to the nearest village.

"Why did you bring me here?" He asked me when we stopped in the forest. "I had food in the cabin," he told me as confusion started to show on his face.

"Just trust me," I told him as I placed my hands on his shoulders. "Now close your eyes," I whispered in his ear, "and tell me what do you smell and hear?" I asked him.

"I hear horses but I cannot see them," He told me as he looked down at me.

"Those are not horses, but human heartbeats," I said with a smile on my lips.

"They smell so sweet," He said and I could see the hunger starting to take over him.

"Only one," I said as I took my hands off of him. "Now listen I will be there feeding as well, do not attack me or your life will be forfeit." I told him as I started to make my way to the village with him right on my trail. I found a female that smelled the sweetest to me, to sedate my thirst for now. I looked around to find my childe weeping over the body of a male, the one that I assumed to be his meal.

"You have turned me into a monster!" He hissed at me when I walked up beside him.

"No, my childe," I laughed at him. "I am the monster that you have been told of. You will never be as I am." I told him as he lunged at me. I put him on his knees and held him in place as he struggled against my hold. "You believe yourself so horrid, but have seen nothing," I hiss before biting into the back of his neck and pushed my venom into him. This time I didn't do it to change him, but to inflict as much pain as I could. "Now do you know you place?" I asked him after I pulled my teeth out of him.

"Yes," He whimpered out.

"Now, as your maker you will do as I say, understand?" I asked as I kneeled before him.

"Yes," He told me once more.

"Good," I stood once more. "Follow me," I said as I started to walk away from him.

AN-Do you know the song that I used? I don't know why I am on that song kick but hey that is what happens when you type with your mp3 player on shuffle. I am sorry that it took me so long to get this chapter out, but between graduating, getting married and Diablo 3, I forgot to write. I hope that you like this chapter let me know what you think, if I like your review (should you post one) I will post it on my Twitter page :) I need a beta reader, give me an idea on who to ask, please help me out with that thank you!

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