As Kurt walked in into Adam's apartment after they had shared a moment at the door, as he walked in he remembered every single detail in Adam's apartment since he used to be there all the time when he was sad and come over to Adam's for comfort. Everything was still the same.

Kurt sat on the couch patting the seat next him inviting Adam to sit next to him. Adam did. As Kurt placed his head on Adam shoulder and letting out a breath of relief.

"I'm so glad im in your arms again Adam, I've missed us like this" Kurt said with a slight grin on his face. He looked at Adam for a nodded in agreement but there wasn't one.

"Whats wrong Adam?" Kurt said curiously. He sat straight up looking at Adam as he felt that Adam felt something and he wanted to know what it was but there was nothing. Not one word from Adam's lips. Kurt started to get worried. He moved closer to Adam grabbing his hand and entwining their fingers together.

Adam gazed up at Kurt give him a disappointed look, he looked back down.

"Adam please stop and tell me what going on, aren't you happy were back together like you wanted?" Kurt asked him trying to make Adam look him in the eyes.

"K-K-Kurt?" Adam said quietly still looking at Kurt's hand entwined with his. He couldn't help to smile a bit but when back to a frown a second.

"Mhmm, what is it?" Kurt said waiting for the answer he desperately was looking for.

"Adam seemed nervous about letting Kurt know how he felt about the whole situation. He seemed very excited when he opened the door to see Kurt at the door a few minutes ago and even after their kiss. But did that changed."Kurt asked himself.

"I didn't want it to me be who wanted to be happy for us to be happy to be back together, i didn't make you come here forcefully. I wanted "us" to be happy about us being back together. "Us" to be what we wanted not me. I feel like your telling me that you didn't want to come back..." he said as he slowly raised his chin up to look at Kurt who had a small guilty look on his face.

"Do you think that if you came back everything was going to be like it was before. No Kurt, everything is not the same. I don't think we can pretend it never happened because it did and it really hurt me. I still do love you so dearly and i don't to end it. I really don't I want you to be in my arms and hand like this all the time. Bu-But..." Adam couldn't seem to find a way to tell Kurt.

" Adam? I don't want you to feel like i didn't come this long way just because you wanted me to, it was because I wanted to. Well, because I do love you Adam and I don't think I can ignore it anymore. Please tell me your not saying you've changed you mind." Kurt's eyes began to water up at what he thought was about to end right there.


Adam stood up and headed to his room and he just sat down trying to pull himself together. He need something to help him tell Kurt he need to start over because after a year of not seeing, talking, and kissing Kurt he felt he didn't know him anymore or who he became.

Music, was the only thing that help Adam explain to himself how he felt. He plopped his Ipod in his ear as Pink's "Just give me a reason" came on as he quietly began to sing along as he teared up.

Kurt stood up in confusion. He could hear the beautiful voice that was Adam and walked over to his bedroom door who's door was lightly cracked open. He peeked in and saw him crying into his palms and singing.

He knew that Adam was able to express himself through music. He felt so guilty about what he had done to Adam he slid on the floor with his back against the wall and pulled his knees towards him and thought if he could do the same. He began to sing.


Adam heard and removed his Ipod walking towards the door and walked outside. He saw Kurt and they stopped and gazed in to each others eyes. Kurt stood up. He moved closer to Adam and leaned in as their foreheads where touching they began to harmonized as they entwined their hands together.

Adam slowing hummed to the song and began to sing.

"Just give me a reason..."

Kurt joined in but with "Rihanna's - Stay"

"To Stayyy"

They hummed to the instrumental heard from Adam's Ipod in his room

Kurt began to sing again..

"All along it was a fever
A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air and said, "Show me something,"
He said, "If you dare come a little closer."

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know"

Adam joined in creating this perfect mash-up

"Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again"

Both ended the song

"I want you to stay.."


Kurt and Adam both looked at each other with smiles on their faces. Kurt knew Adam to well knowing what made him feel better and that made Adam feel butterflies in his stomach like the first time they met.

Kurt stepped back letting their hands disconnect and he pulled his hand as if he were asking Adam for a shake.

"Hi, I'm Kurt Hummel. It nice to meet you." Kurt said with a smile on his face.

Adam shook Kurt's and and relied "I'm Adam Crawford. It's a pleasure."

They blushed and looked at the ground smiling as they chucked at how ridiculousness romantic this was.

They had Begin Again.


Guys! This was to cute and i couldn't help but squeal in happiness i love Kadam their so cute together and i guess the only way i can express it is by writing these smutty stories. Keep up the good feedback !

The next chapter will be up Monday because tomorow is my Birthday so ill be out with family :) so i hope you guys can wait.

Also if you would like to know how the song sounds i found a link to a girl doing a cover of it. Here is the link:

watch?v=4GEYRfwjM-M