A/N: Another update already? I know, i'm great =) As i've said i already have chapters written but i think its best to post them every few days or something, plus sometimes i need to go over them and rewrite because with some of my other fics i havn't and then regretted afterwards! So, here is one of my personal favourite chapters, oh and reviews please =) iam-kelly.


"Good morning Dr Montgomery" Izzie beamed.

"Good morning Dr Stevens how are you?"

"I'm good, where's that beautiful daughter of yours?"

"I registered her with daycare for the week, I hate leaving her but I don't really have a choice"

"I'm sure she'll be fine"

"I know she will, so are you working with me today?"

"I am, I just have to go and check on my interns and I'll be all yours"

"Great, I'll see you soon"

Izzie walked away from Addison grinning madly "Now to put my plan into action" she said mischievously.


'911. Room 214. URGENT!'

Addison looked curiously at the page and made her way quickly to the room, she entered and froze when she saw it was empty, she groaned to herself, who the hell paged her 911!

"I'm here I'm here!" Alex panted entering the room "Oh, Dr Montgomery" he stuttered.

"Did you page me here?" she said flatly.

"No someone paged me here" he answered.

They heard the door slam behind them and heard the sound of a key turning.

"What the hell!?" Addison exclaimed.

"I'm coming back in an hour" they heard a familiar voice shout.

"Was that…."

"Izzie" Alex groaned "I am going to kill her"

"Why would she do that?"

Alex groaned to himself, he turned away from her and walked over to the wall, he leant against it with his palm and breathed in deeply.

"Alex what the hell is going on?!"

He turned back to face her "You tell me".

"What?"

"Is she mine?"

"What!?"

"Lucy, is she my daughter? Because I've spent the last 24 hours counting back the months and I'm pretty certain that she would've been conceived here in Seattle and I'm also pretty sure I was the last person you slept with unless you went back to Sloan which I doubt because you're not that stupid and she has my eyes, she has my eyes Addison! Is she my daughter, did you keep my daughter from me?"

"Alex, I…." she stuttered.

"Is she my daughter?"

"Yes" she sighed "Yeah she's your daughter"

"Oh my god" he gasped "Oh my god" he stuttered "How could you not tell me!?" he shouted angrily.

"I'm sorry Alex, I'm so sorry, I know I'm a terrible person, I'm so so sorry"

"Why did you do it?"

"Because I wanted to forget, I wanted to forget about Seattle and all the stupid things I did, I just wanted to focus on my daughter"

"Then why did you come here?"

"Because Richard asked me too, he begged, I couldn't say no"

"How could you look at those eyes and not think of me, you know my eyes Addison, I know you know them, how could you look at her? I know I screwed up with you but thats no excuse for keeping me away from my child"

Addison sunk down into the chair in the corner of the room, her breathing became uncontrollable, she sobbed into her hands.

"Addison, breathe, you'll make yourself ill" Alex said softly.

"I, I can't….I can't….breathe, I can't breathe, I, I, I'm so sorry….Alex, please...please forgive me" she sobbed.

Alex felt a pang of guilt wash over him as he watched her break down, he approached her cautiously and knelt down in front of her, he took her hands in his.

"Look at me" he said "Addison look at me"

She lifted her head to look at him, mascara ran down her face, her eyes were red raw.

"I just need to know, did you know about the baby when you left?"

"No, I didn't find out until I was almost 3 months, I know right, and OB-GYN who doesn't know when she's pregnant, hilarious"

"I want to try and be her father, if you'll let me"

"I'd love you to be, I want her to have her father Alex, I feel awful for doing this, to her, to you, to myself"

"If I hadn't have hurt you would you have stayed with me, stayed in Seattle?"

"I really don't know, probably"

"I'm sorry for the way I treated you, I was an ass, I panicked, Ava heard you telling Callie that you wanted the guy who barbecued and taught his kids to play catch and I didn't think I could be that guy, I thought I was saving you from hurt by telling you we weren't going to be anything, it was stupid because by doing that I hurt you anyway and thats the last thing I wanted to do, hurting you was the last thing I wanted to do and now, now I want to prove that I can be the guy who teaches his kid to play catch"

"I'll take you to meet her when we get out of here" Addison sniffed.

"I'd like that, Izzie's not going to be back for another half an hour though"

"I know, can you just, lie with me?"

"Yeah, come on" Alex stood and pulled Addison over to the bed, they climbed up and lay down together, her body fit perfectly into his, he stroked her hair soothingly and she fell asleep against his chest, he kissed the top of her head "You will never know how much I love you" he mumbled into her hair, he soon settled down into a soft slumber.


"Ok, you can come out, now….oh" Izzie said walking into the room and seeing Addison and Alex wrapped up in each others arms, she didn't want to disturb them but there was work to be done, she closed to door behind her and walked over to the bed, she shook Alex's arm.

"Alex, Alex wake up"

"What?" he groaned.

"I hate to wake you but you both have patients, I'm guessing it went well"

"I don't know Iz, but Lucy's mine and I'm going to try and be her dad, we still have a lot of stuff to work out"

"That's great Alex, I'm proud of you"

"Alex?" Addison mumbled as she woke "OH shit! Jesus Izzie you scared the life out of me" she said as she saw the blonde.

"Sorry, we have to see our patient in half an hour"

"Its ok, its fine" she said climbing of the bed "Do I look a mess?" she asked.

"Here" Izzie said pulling out a tissue "Mascara issues" she said waving the tissue at her.

"Thanks" Addison smiled "Oh and Izzie, I'm going to kill you for locking us in here y'know"

"You'll thank me for it one day" Izzie smiled as she walked out of the room.

"So" said Alex "What now?"

"Now, you can meet your daughter" Addison smiled.


"Hi, I just need to take Lucy for a few minutes, can I go and get her?" Addison asked as she approached the nursery nurse.

"Sure" she smiled.

"Hey baby girl" Addison said picking up Lucy.

"Mama" she grinned.

"Well done honey, now there's someone I want you to meet ok, this is your Daddy can you say Daddy for me" she said as Alex approached them.

"Dada" she repeated.

"Close enough" Addison laughed.

Addison handed the girl over to a petrified looking Alex "Don't look so scared Alex, she won't break, she probably doesn't even know whats going on"

Alex held his daughter for the first time, she smacked him in the face with her tiny hand and giggled loudly.

"Don't worry, that means she likes you" Addison laughed.

"She really does have my eyes" Alex said softly.

"She does, they're beautiful eyes"

"Do you want people to know I'm her Dad or…."

"I think it would be a good idea, if I'm going to move back then people will need to know why your with her"

"Wait, what? Your moving back?"

"I've kept her away from you long enough Alex"

"Yeah but leaving your life in LA, you don't need to do that, I can just fly out"

"You know that wouldn't work Alex, I'm going to talk to the Chief later, I'm moving back"

"If your sure, I mean its a big step you have friends and your practice and…."

"Alex, I'm sure"

"Does anyone else know about, this, about me?"

"Callie figured it out this morning but thats it"

"Ok, so, do you want to meet me for something to eat later, bring Lucy?"

"Sure, I'll page you when I'm free"

"Ok, come on Lucy lets get you back to daycare" Alex grinned.


"Chief do you have a minute?" Addison said poking her head into his office.

"For you Addison, anytime, come in, sit, what can I do for you?"

"Is that job still on offer?"

"I'll put the papers through tomorrow, I've had them sat waiting in my desk for 2 years"

"Richard! Why?" Addison laughed.

"I knew you'd come back, so why the change of heart?"

"Lucy needs to be with her father"

"Her father? He's from Seattle?"

"If you did your calculations Dr Webber then you'd know she would've had to have been conceived in Seattle"

"Who? Tell me its not Sloan, or worse Shepard!"

"No, god no, do you really think I'd sleep with Derek, he's with Meredith! Honestly Richard I know I committed adultery but I'm not stupid enough to do it again!"

"Ok, ok, I'm sorry, so she's Mark's then"

"No, no she's not Mark's, we were over way before I left"

"So who is it?"

"Alex Karev" she said quietly.

"ALEX KAREV!?" the Chief shouted.

"Ok Chief, calm down, everyone will kill me if you have a heart attack, I slept with Alex once a few weeks before I left for LA, he's one of the reasons why I moved"

"Are you saying I lost my star neonatal surgeon because of Alex Karev?"

"Not exactly, we, well we got really close when we were working together and we kissed a few times and then we well y'know and then he said some stuff that hurt me and I was so sick of being let down by the men in my life so I moved, I found out I was pregnant when I got there, I kept it from him and I hate myself for it, so while I'm making up for leaving Lucy with no father, he's trying his best to get back in my good books, he's doing a pretty good job so far"

"If it all goes wrong will you walk away again?"

"No, no I won't because this isn't about me and Alex, we're not even trying to be in a relationship, this is about Lucy growing up around her Dad, I'll be flying back to LA at the end of the week as planned, I'll take a week to pack up the house, sort out the practice and then I'll be here and ready to work"

"Ok then, well, welcome to Seattle Grace Addison, it's good to have you back"

"It's great to be back"