recap of part 2

those words were so familliar, than it hit me, thats what cherry had said to me, "ice, im so glad were together". i pushed the thougth to the back of my mind, i didnt care about me and cherry anymore, i cared about me and thorn. and it felt good to move on and have somebody else there. cherry was just a distant bad memory.

Part: 3

school was hard, me and thorn couldn't hug, or say goodye at the end of the day, people that would hear would know about us. we stuck to texting. and once a week i would go over to his house, or he would come over to mine. it was usually his house because my mom didnt like him much, and we couldnt sit next to eachother or hold hands cause in my house, you don't have any privacy. his mom loved me, i dont know why, she just did. And i liked his house better, it was a lot bigger and we had his room and the basemet to have time alone together, it was usually his room where we would do homework together or hug on eachother, and in the basement, he would teach me how to play instruments and we would just sing and have fun. i thought we were doing pretty good on keeping the secret.

one friday, i was going to spend the night at his house, leaf and blue were supposed to be there, but they couldn't go because of last minute plans. and i didn't realize this till i got there, when he told me. I was kinda scared, and he sensed that, i guess, cause he said "haha, dont worry, i wont make-out with you again by force" and we started laughing "it wasnt by force!" and we laughed harder. his brother oak would sometimes make fun of us, but i trusted him because he didnt tell anybody about us.

we went down into his basement and started playing the piano when he almost yelled "WAIT, I HAVE AN IDEA" and he came over and hugged me. "well, was that your idea" he let go and looked straight into my eyes "we should start a band", "that sounds great". he frowned "you dont seem to excited" he held my hand "i am! dont worry, we could get famous!" i stood up and promised that i was really pumped and he smiled again. I loved to see him smile. and it made me so happy inside, that i literally tackled him with a huge hug, when he regained his balance he kissed me on the forehead and hugged me back.

Thorn started to talk, but i was zoned out, i was thinking.."me and cherry was really just best friends when we were together, we really didnt hug much and we only talked sports and stuff, not about us. and we didnt do all the mushy love stuff, while me and thorn were hugging and holding hands all the time, wed talk about out future and other things , i don't know which relationship i like better..." thorn interrupted my thoughts, he was up in my face saying "hey, hello, ice, anybody home, i asked you something!" i blinked a few times and replied "oh, sorry thorn, i spaced off about something, whatd you ask me?" he laughed, "i asked what our band name should be" i thought "uhhh, i dont know", he looked at me strangely than said "what were you thinking about?" i hesitated "stuff" he smiled, "comon, tell me" "i dont have to", he laughed "you dont have a choice, im forcing you" "hahaha, and what are you gona do exactly" 'tickle you" "what?". he came and started tickling me just as he had said, i am really ticklish too... we both sat breathless on the floor, my sides hurt from laughing, he said "tell me!" "no..." i layed down, only to have him come and lay down next to me, i put my head on his shoulder. he whispered "why dont you want to tell me?", i thought, "because, its personal" he looked at me funny "im your bf, you have to tell me everything, i demand it!" "ha, and im your gf and i choose not to" we both laughed. and than he sat up, and looked at me really serious "ice, im serious..."oh..." "tell me?" i hesitarted "fine" i took a deep breath "i was thinking about...me and cherry an-" he cut me off as he stood up

you gotta stop thinking about him right now" "and why?" he helped me up and grabebd my shoulders and looked me straight in the eyes, i blushed. "because, cherry is gone and hes never coming back, you cant live in the past, you have to forget cherry. you have me to help him forget you, remember. and i love you..." i stopped, "thorn, i understand" he looked hurt that i hadnt said i love you back. so i said "im not sure if i love you thorn, but i know i like you a lot" he still wasnt happy. "how did it make you feel that first day we were together, last week, when we kissed, how did you feel?" i stopped to think "uhhh, happy i guess, that the guy i like liked me back, and that he wasnt afraid to kiss me when he wanted to. It was the happiest moment of my life in a while" "oh..." i could tell he was thinking. he let go of my shoulders. and turned away, its never good when he turns away...

when i got in front of him, he pushed me aisde, "were through" he said, i stood there, in shock, my mouth gaping open. i ran up and with all my might spun him around and planted a big kiss on his cheek and gave him a huge hug. i was on the verge of crying, "why" i asked "why are we through" he took a few moments but finally said "because you dont love me, you arent over cherry" ok, that really made me mad"what!, really! just because i dont love you, my bf moved away and broke my heart into peices, than somehow i end up with you" he looked away, but i didnt care, i kept on going. "you expect me to forget about the guy i love, that actually loved me back. just to forget him and love you!, its going to take time thorn. i just cant forget" the tears came "i cant forget, i loved him, thorn, i loved cherry" he looked back at me, his eyes were mad and sad, he said "i dont know what i was thinking, i couldnt loose you, im so sorry, its just hard when you know your gf still loves someone else" he gave me a hug, than asked if we could go up to his room, i agreed.

i sat in his new beanbag chair, while he sat on his bed. it was awkard silence. i looked up "guess we survived our first fight..." he shook his head yes. aviously he didnt want to talk. i thought about how i felt about thorn, "did i love him? i didnt know if i felt the same way i had about cherry, i just didnt remember..." i got up and walked up to the bed, he layed down, and i asked "who was your first kiss?" "you" i smiled, "who was your second kiss?" "does the second time i kissed you that day count" "sure" "you" "who was your third kiss" "havent had it yet" "you dont count when we started making-out a kiss?" he smiled "no, we maked-out, it wasnt a kiss" "oh, well who do you want to be your third kiss to be" "i dont know" he sat up. "well im making up your mind" and he stood up and smiled, and than we kissed. we were both sitting on his bed when he decided he was now going to ask me questions "so, who was your first kiss" "cherry" "hmmm, who was your second" "cherry..." "ok, who was your third" "you" he laughed, "finally, i come into the picture" "hahaha, yeah". he was thinking, "what did you and cherry do for your first kiss?" "oh, well we just sat o his bed and he said ice i think i love you and started leaning in to me when i said me to and than we just kissed for like 5 seconds" "hmm, our first kiss was a lot crazier" "haha, it was"

We decided to watch a movie, he wouldnt tell me what it was called but he told me that it would be really funny. so we both got on his bed and he gave me a seperate blanket, apperently he hadnt forgave me yet, he would crack soon though. so we sat up in our own blankets, about 5 minutes into the movie he layed down on his side in front of me. and he was right, the movie was hillarious. about halfway through, he sat up and pulled my blanket off and leaned up againist a pillow and held open his blanket for me. "you sure your not mad anymore?" he sighed "i cant stay mad at you" and i smiled and coverd up with him, he was propped up on a pillow so i just layed on my side and hugged him while i turned my head and let it rest on his chest. i sighed, we were cool again.

when the movie was over i sat up, and he got up and turned the light on, than he turned the tv off and than he turned a little lamp on his desk on, than turned thelight off. i got out my pillow and set it on the oppisite side of the bed, and pulled the covers around me, he was getting settled in. he sighed and mumbled something that sounded like "good night icey" and so i just said "night thorn". it had been about 20 minutes and it was around 12. i was almost asleep when i sensed movement, i just guessed that it was his cat bothering him, so i ignored it. than, he got up and came down to my side of the bed, and put his pillow next to mine. my heart pounded, what was he doing. he asked if i was awake and i sat up and said yes, and asked him what he was doing, "you dont have to be scared of me you know" i laughed "who said i was scared". he finally layed down next to me and he kept on shivering, so i rolled over to face him and rolled againist him kissed him on the cheek, and hugged him. after a while he pushed me away a little bit and just held my hand. he said "you were smothering me" "haha, sorry". i fell asleep shortly after that.

i woke up the same as we had been watching the movie, i didnt remember falling asleep like that. i just sat there with my eyes open listening to his heart beat, and knowing i belonged to his heart, it made me smile. he woke up around 10 minutes later, stretching his arms up, so i rolled onto my back. and acted like i was asleep, i wasnt ready to get up yet. my peace didnt last long, on the bed he started jumping up and down and yelling "GET UP GET UP" so i opend my eyes and tripped him, he fell back onto the bed, we started cracking up. we went downstairs and ate we were done we went down into his basement. he asked me if I knew the song by fall outu boy called "thanks for the memories" i loved that song. he told me he could play it on the gutair, so I started singng it and he played it. when we were done he called his brother oak downstairs. than he went upsairs his brother looked at me like "what is he doing" i shrugged and said "i dont have a clue"

he came back down with a camera, he winked at me and walked up to oak and said "here, tape us" he walked over and picked up his gutair, "what, thorn, your not serious, right" I could feel my cheeks turning red. he looked at me "your amazing, trust me, lets do this" i still wasn't sure but i said ok. so his brother turned on the camera and started filming. thorn said "this is my friend ice peppen, and im thorn bozitti, and shes gona sing, and im gona play the gutair, ready ice" i hesitated, "yeah, im ready" he smiled at the camera and said "i think a lot of you guys will know this song". and so he said go and he started. i was kinda scared at first, than when it got to the chorus, i just let go and had fun. whenever i looked at thorn, he seemed to be rocking out to. when the song was over, since i was now full of energy, i said to the camera "please, rate and comment", his brother stopped the tape, thorn looked at me "whyd you say that" i smiled "can we put it on youtube" he smiled "sure"

so we uploaded it up to youtube, and didnt really care after that. my parents came and picked me up, and i spent the rest of the saturday and sunday just doing nothing. At school on monday he asked me if i had been checking up on the video and I said no. so he pulled out his Ipod and handed me it and i looked at the screen and i widened my eyes and it said "500" for the views. "its not a lot, but how did that many people see it?" he thought "i dont know" i shrugged and we walked to class. at lunch it was up to 530, "well, in like 3 hours, 30 people saw it" he said, i agreed. and by the end of the day it was up to 600, it didnt rise after that.

thorn attempted to make me sign up for the talent show our school was having, it didnt work, than he told me that cherry would want me to, so i ended up signing up. we signed up together, as a band called "The Forgotten Hearts" i was the one that came up with it. he loved it. over the weekend, i basically spent all saturday and sunday at his house, we would upload more videos to youtube, or just practice the song we were doing for the talent show, we were gona do secrets by one republic, and me and him loved that song. it was a few days before the show and thorn had said that his dad had freaked out when he found out that we were gona be preforming at a show.

me and thorns relationship had thinned, we werent mushy all the time we barely had time for us anymore, it was someoene else, or about music or our performance. i was thinking about breaking up with him, soon i told myself, i had to soon. when his dad had found out about us performing at school, he somehow got a music producer to come and watch us perform, i was scared like 100 times more than i was before, i had heard that he got a few of big name celebrities famous in music. I didnt care, I was just scared and nervous. the night before the show me and him were getting ready to go, he was wearing dark jeans and Osiris with a dark purple plaid shirt and a leather jacket, he had his bangs down in his face. my black curly hair had grown out to past my shoulders so i just kinda curled it a little, i was wearing dark skinny jeans with my Osiris and a dark blue tank top that had sequins and i was also wearing a leather jacket, i had rings on. he said to wait there, and he said to close my eyes.

i sensed him leaving the room, and when he came back and said open your eyes, he had a black leather fingerless glove on, it had engraved into it in fancy lettering "The Forgotten Hearts" i gasped, "I love it!" i said, than he pulled another one out and put it on my hand, "arent these awesome!" i laughed, "amazing". leafs parents were driving us, they were also driving blue, carrot, and night, they were also driving the newest member to our group, her name was Eagle, and everybody noticed sparks between carrot and her. wed have to get them together. when we got to the school and everybody else went and got a seat, me and thorn were backstage with the rest of the people in the talent show, we were the 6th ones to go out of i guessed 20. when the show started i got nervous, and every time they called another act up, i got more and more nervous. finally what seemed like years the lady finally came out and said "the forgotten hearts, we need you guys ready in a few, come over here" so i grabbed thorns hand, i didnt care about what other people thought. we stood offstage until the act was over.

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then they said "Ok, act 6 is a band called The Forgotten Hearts, made of Ice Peppen and Thorn Bozitti, they will be doing a cover of "secrets. by one republic" we walked out, and people whistled and clapped, i smiled, i was about to have fun. i walked up to the microphone and thorn went and picked up his gutair, he winkled at me and nodded off to the side to the person that had announced us, and the fog started coming out of the sides "this is gona rock" i thought. thorn started playing, and i followed. when thorn hit the last string on his gutair, people stood up and screamedi felt like i was at a concert. the person that announced us came out and told us good job and we walked off stage. he hugged me and we went out into the hallway, i needed to break up with him now, so i told him i wanted to tell him something. so he stoppped and looked at me, i think he knew what was coming. "thorn, i broke lots of huge promises to be with you, and i still dont get why were together, i dont love you and i never will, I dont like you like that anymore, im breaking up with you, were not meant to be" I didnt feel heartbroken, and it wasnt hard to say either, i didnt regret it, i was actually glad that we werent together now. thorn now spoke "ok, i understand" and he walked away. so i just went back backstage. I felt relieved.

we ended up in 2nd, we lost to some guy that rapped his own song. well, i guess i was free now, no thorn, no cherry, it was time to be happy and worry free.

yeah so, please leave reviews of what you think. part 4 will hopefully be coming out soon. Im planning it to have around 6-7 parts.