Magnus didn't want to repair the steele, instead he found a wooden box to put the broken weapon in. Chairman Meow sensed the missing presence and wandered around Magnus, circling his leg giving him a questioning look. His hands still holding onto the box for comfort; he gradually placed it next to the other weapon taking away the second person he would have loved equally as much as Alexander but he would never know. He couldn't see his reflection against the dark dagger but he could sense it mocking him.

He knew he took out his anger on Alexander many times but he just always knew the Shadowhunter would be there at the end to catch him. It wasn't like his anger wasn't unwarranted but…how much of their time did he throw away spending it on fighting.

The time about the Wedding.

The time about him and Jace.

All the times he felt betrayed at Alexander for choosing his duty over him.

He knew it was useless at this point to be ruminating about what he should've done.

The silences and the missed apologies they didn't, no he hadn't said. He sunken into the couch and found his thoughts interrupted by the door knocking. Great.

"Magnus!" The Warlock covered his face into his palms, he was not ready to throw a closure party and bury this under. He wanted to muddle in his sadness and regret, the guilt and shame. Of course, having immortal friends meant that they would be on his back.

The steps made their way to the shaken-up Warlock, he couldn't muster the strength to pretend he was fine. He leaned into the warm embrace the arms offered and he took a deep sigh.

"We'll find him," Lucian broke away, nodding firmly as Magnus met his eyes.

"Thank you," Magnus airily spoke but it came out as a cracked voice.

"Dios…" Raphael's eyes hooded at what he had heard from Lucian when Clary briefly told him what happened. He'll blame himself, take care of him. If he could raise the Lightwood he would give his old friend the option, that was if there was any hope left. He and Lucian exchanged a look, how were they going to save him from this.

Sick of the crowding from his friends, despite their best intentions Magnus knew he needed to get to work, "Keep an eye out for his b-body," his voice echoed, "I" He realized than and there he ran away again. He ran straight home and he hadn't faced the problem head on, hell he didn't even attempt to scourge the river for his body. At least Alexander would've, he would've…

"I need to go," Grabbing his trench coat, Magnus's eyes shone with determination. Again, silence stares exchanged, they'd keep an eye out for their dear friend but he needed to commit to this search if he was ever going to find closure again.

Carelessly throwing up a portal he stumbled through, exhausted at how much magic was used his steps sauntered back to the place he'd never pass by looking the same again. Lucian called his pack to swat the area for a missing person, calling in boats to go through the river, while Raphael took to the lower parts hoping to see where the current may have carried him.

"Where is the body," Magnus's voice fell flat, staring at the scaled-creature looking curiously at the Warlock, "A Shadowhunter went down here, black hair and blue eyes."

"I sense your love for this one," Speaking in riddles, the Merman didn't answer his questions, "I do not have the answer."

"Find someone who does, or I will burn up this river looking for him," Magnus spoke flatly, violently letting his magic cut down across the riverbank, causing the water to temporarily dry up.

Panic settled on his face, "He's no longer in the river."

"He's alive?" A spark of hope came.

Shaking his head sadly he did not know how to break the news without causing the destruction of his people, "Please spare our children, he was taken out of the river."

"By who?" Magnus spat, who would desecrate his lover's body, "Tell me now or I will make sure everything dies in this forsaken water."

"The one who is Valentine's child," He whispered scared as if the villain would appear any moment, "The one who came out of Edom. I do not know of his name."

"SEBASTIAN!" Magnus screamed, he was going to wring the body and turn it inside out when he found the devil. How dare he go after Alexander. The merman quickly left scared of the wrath from the uncontrolled Warlock.

"MAGNUS!" Catarina catapulted towards Magnus, attempting to use her magic to calm down the grieving Warlock, "Alec wouldn't want this, stop it." Her voice cut clear through the noise his ears refused to give in to. He stopped, he hadn't said Alexander's name since he came home.

She held him reassuringly, letting the man crumple into her shoulders, they'd be there for him.

"We'll find him."

Sebastian carried the body, lugging it to where he wanted it to go. This is going to be an interesting turn of events. His smile crossed and he found himself having a hard time keeping his teeth from showing. He'd show Valentine, he could do from showing. He'd show Valentine, he could do better.