Moon Butterfly

Warning : Grammar mistakes, Italic is for thinking and conversation via phone. Female Fuji, Yukimura, etc. OOC especially for Tezuka

Chapter 3

After about fifteen minutes, the hot water started to be cold. Fuji sighed as she wrapped a towel around her slim body. She stared at the bathroom door for few minutes, hoping that Tezuka was not in the bedroom. Slowly, she opened the door and poked her brown head first. When there was no trace of the tall guy, she walked into the bedroom. She found her clothes on the foor. Sighing, she began to collect them which conisted of a loose-fitting cotton camisole, dark classic jeans, a long woollen light-coloured and a long scarf. Fuji also found the bandages she used to bind her breasts and her rosary beads. Fuji frowned when her blue eyes catched her female undergarment beneath the bed. She raised an eyebrow when she took it and notice that it was the only thing ripped.

Fuji shook her head and began to tie the bandages around her chest and got dressed. She threw out the panties as they were of no use to her anymore, and then went to join Tezuka in the kitchen. She smiled when she found egg rolls with broth and another glass of water. Tezuka, on the other hand, was eating melon bread.

"You should eat. You can't spend the day on an empty stomach. After that, just take some medicine and you should be fine." Tezuka said, looking at the girl few feet away from him

"You're acting like you're used to it," Fuji remarked as she sat down in front of the dark brown haired man.

"When you have best friends like Atobe, you have to know what to do." Tezuka shrugged. He smiled softly when Fuji laughed at his answer.

Tezuka watched Fuji wishpered "Itadakimassu" before slowly eating her breakfast. Tezuka's hazel eyes roamed Fuji's feature. He realised that he had never seen Fuji actually wear tight clothes. Fuji always wore loose clothes and then she combined them with a jacket or scraff to cover her feminine body. Tezuka had to admit that she did well in hiding her identity.

"Don't you have work today?" Fuji suddenly asked. Tezuka shook his heas as he sipped his green tea.

"I have the day off."

Fuji laid down her chopsticks. She took a deep breath before looking at him in the eye.

"Ne, Tezuka-kun?" Tezuka raised an eyebrow. That was the second time that day she called him in polite tone and even add –kun in his name. Tezuka waited patiently for the girl to speak what was on her mind.

"I'd appreciate it if you didn't say anything about... me."

Tezuka snorted and rolled his eyes. Who did she think Tezuka was? Someone who lliked to spead out other people's secret? Tezuka might be liked to tease or sometimes insult her but that didn't mean he liked to spead her secret. Moreover, a secret like this. Tezuka wasn't that cruel. He knew she had to keep it in order to live.

"Like I'd even have time talk about you." Fuji smiled when she heard his respond. It probably sounded rude to other people, but to Fuji who had to endure his teasings and insults since years ago, his respond actually meant "Your secret is safe with me. Don't worry."

"Thanks," She smiled. Fuji finished up her meal, drank her glass of water, and, after a gochisosama-deshita and other words of thanks, she took her bag and left.

-Weeks later-

It was yet another day of rehearsal for Fuji. She was going to perform her solos and some duets with Saeki, Atobe and Oishi for the upcoming Kaze Entertainment Concert. She walked into her dressing room which she shared with Oishi, Saeki and Ryoma.

"Ohayo," Fuji greeted her roomates. She put her bag on his table and took out a bottle of water.

"Oh, you're right on time, Fuji-kun. Practice is going to start." Replied an always busy Oichi.

"Even Ryoma-kun is already here?" Fuji asked the black haired man. Echizen Ryoma was known for always being late in everything or at least arriving at last minute.

"Yup! The others were quite surprised too. You usually arrived on time and not at the last minute. However, at least you're not late." Oishi said, smiling.

Fuji nodded her head and went to the bathroom to change her clothes. She walked into the practice room and started to warm up. She hadn't eaten any breakfast that morning as she had woken up late, so she felt a little dizzy, but it soon went away as the adrenaline started to kick in.

They started up by practicing some new choreographies according to the stage floor plans that they would perform on before they took a break to sit and make decisions about the encores, the solos, their new songs as well as the MC parts. Fuji didn't really pay attention as she was getting hungrier by the minute. She must've turned pale as the others suddenly all shot glances at her.

"Fuji-kun, You're okay?" asked a concerned Oishi.

"You've turned pale again. Did you have breakfast" Saeki asked as he was getting worry over his bestfriend. She shook her head made the men around her groaned in what seemed like annoyance.

"Fuji-kun, you know you should eat," Oishi, the mother hen, began the lecture.

"Did you go to the sport center to play tennis yesterday?" asked Saeki, knowing full his bestfriend couldn't last a day without her favourite sport.

"Yeah," replied Fuji.

"And you haven't eaten at all today?! I wouldn't even survive," a singer named Momoshiro Takeshi exclaimed.

"Of course you wouldn't, you stupid pig. Your stomach is like a black hole." The rocker, Kaido Kaoru, hissed. Momoshiro jumped on his feet.

"What? Are you picking a fight?"

"What if I am?" Kaido stood up and soon the two were looking at each other eyes like they wanted to kill each other.

"Fuji-kun, you should buy something to eat while we're in break right now." Oishsi adviced. Fuji nodded shyly.

Fuji walked back into the practice room with a cup of cofee and a bread in her hands. She sat down few meters aways from her friends who were wrestling playfully.

"Fuji-senpai, here." Fuji looked up as smiled when she saw Ryoma in front of her, handing a papers for her. Fuji patted the floor beside her, urging the younger one to sit beside him. Ryoma sat without a word and took her coffee.

"I love your song, Ryoma. I think they reflect yourself." Fuji said as she read the arrogant lines on Ryoma's solos. Ryoma smirked.

"Of course." Fuji chuckled as she messed his hair which Ryoma just let her to do. Fuji was closed to Echizen Ryoma since he reminded her of her late brother, Yuuta. She was just five years old when her whole family died on the crash car and leaving her as the only member of Fuji family. She didn't have a chance to tease or spoil her younger brother. When she met Ryoma, she found a younger brother in him.

-Kaze Entertainment Concert-

Fuji stood under the stage. She looked up to watch the large screen above the stage. She was the first one to do her solo and she was waiting for her name to come up on the screen.

"WELCOME~" loud screams from the fangirls shook the Tokyo Doom.

"LET THE WIND BRINGS YOU..." louder screams was heard. Fuji almost felt the stage shook because of it.

"CLOSER TO YOUR ANGEL..."

The stage under Fuji stated to go up slowly and Fuji prepare herself to face thousands of screaming girls. Once Fuji arrived on stage, she was behind a large transparent curtain.

"FUJI SYUUSUKE." The curtain was opened suddenly and a bright light hit her. Fuji closed her eyes, partly because of the udden light and other because it gave her more lllsensual pose. Her white sparkly clothes gave an amazing light around her slim body, making her looked like an angel.

Kawaranai you de kawatteku toki ni
Bokura wa kioku kanadeteru

Fuji opened her eyes, giving an intense look to her fans.

Kawatte you de kawaranai saga ni
Bokura wa nayami tsuzuketeku

Fuji walked slowy to front of the stage, microphone was held tightly in her hand.

Itsunomani ka kinou wo kirai ni narisou nara

Fuji put her hand on her chest and closed her eyes, trying to melt with the line she just sang.

Mata sakebu you ni utaeba ii soukyu no melody
Mikan no RIFUREIN kiseki no tsubasa ni shite
Omoidashite mata wasurete tsuioku ni iyasare
Itami wo shiri mezamete yuku spiral days

Fuji danced with the song she was singing, enjoying the usic and the fans who was singing along with her. She moved her body like what he had experienced. Sexy moves, seductives glances and some other things she learned to make her fangirls went crazy.

After few colaborations with other singers, Fuji walked back to the backstage. She really felt dizzy and didn't know if she could continue on stage in her state. On her way to the dressing room, a sudden feeling of nausea got to her, and she had to stop by the bathroom to empty the contents of her stomach. Beads of cold sweat were rolling down her forehead. She was very pale. She flushed the toilet and stayed still for about ten minutes, trying to bring her breathing rhythm back to normal. She felt that, if she suddenly moved, she would have to throw up again.

"Fuji-kun, are you okay?"

She turned to the voice and tried to smile to Oishi who looked very concern. She nodded her head and walked to the mother hen.

"I'm fine, Oishi-kun, just a little nauseous," she replied in a small, but low voice.

"Are you sure?"

"Don't worry. I must've eaten something bad." Fuji patted his shoulder, trying to convince the older guy.

Oishi nodded uncertainly. Fuji was sure that Oishi didn't believe her but she was grateful he didn't ask anything else.

-A week later-

"Syuusuke, that's the second time you're late this week! Even Echizen came in before you!" Saeki said when he saw Fuji walked into the practice room.

"Are you okay?" He asked, this time in a concerned voice.
"Yeah, It just seems that my brain doesn't want to hear the alarm clock." Fuji was glad that her reason earned her some laughs. She clearly didn't want to tell them that she was late because she spent much time in bathroom, throwing her stomach out even when she wasn't not having breakfast.

"I think you should see a doctor, Fuji-senpai." Ryoma said. Saeki looked at Fuji's favourite kouhai and nodded in agreement.

"Ryoma's right, Syuusuke. I've noticed that you've been eating less than usual and throwing up regularly too,"

"Alright. I'll go right after practice, okay?" Fuji smiled, touched that they were all concerned for her.

-After practice-

"It's been so cold lately," Fuji muttered as hugged herself.

"'Course it'd be for you. You're so skinny!" A familiar voice replied. Fuji turned around and glared at the speaker. Tezuka Kunimitsu was walking behind her with a black jacket and a hat, clearly he was trying to disguise himself.

"You know, you have to gain some weight – especially around the hip bones." Tezuka said, smirking.

Fuji snorted and rolled her eyes when she heard such combination of advice and perverted words. Tezuka couldn't help but to chuckle a bit when he saw her reaction. His hazel eyes eyed her from head to toes. It had been a while since he last saw and teased her. She seemed even skinnier than before, which worried him in a way. He didn't want her to lose her feminine appeals now that he knew about them.

"Where're you going, Tensai-chan?" He asked.

"Home. Why?"

"Nothing, just curious."

"Wow, you're curious about me? That's new."

"Well, I always curious about you since the first time we met." Tezuka said bluntly.

Fuji didn't know why but she felt her cheek were getting hot from his words. She shook her head and was about to walk away from the glasses men when she felt the world around her was spinning. As she was about to take another step, she suddenly felt extremely dizzy. The walls started to move and her vision became blurry. Next thing she knew, it was all pitch black.

"Fuji...!"

TBC

AN : The song is "Spiral" by Kimeru.