Part 3
Carly was so angry that she couldn't look at him. But that wasn't the only reason she didn't want to look at him. It was also the combination of the love she felt for that sweet face and those beautiful brown eyes and the pain that he and that love had caused her.
The hushed tone of her voice worried him. He would rather her scream and yell at him rather than her be calm and unwilling to fight. He didn't like fighting with Carly, he never had, but he knew how to deal with an argument. Also then making up was that much more fun after a good fight. He was at a loss about what to do when she refused to either look at or speak to him. He walked around the bed and put his arms around her. Carly tried to pull away but Bo held her firmly in place, refusing to relinquish his hold on her.
"Let me go." Her voice had risen in volume but was still very quiet.
"No." was Bo's simple reply.
"Let. Me. Go."
"Not until you agree to hear me out and look at me."
"Fine," she said through clenched teeth.
"I will listen to you."
He released his grip on her and Carly quickly pulled away and crossed to the other side of the room. She still refused to look at him and he needed to look in her eyes when he talked to her. He needed her to see that everything he was going to say he truly meant. He walked over to her and the closer he got the farther she backed away until he had backed her into a corner and she was unable to go anywhere else. He placed his hands on either side of her face and tilted her face up towards him, forcing her to look up. When his eyes met hers he saw the hurt that she had been trying so hard to keep him from seeing. He saw the pain he had caused her and he felt his heart break because he had promised her that he would never let anyone hurt her again. Yet it was he who had hurt her more than anyone else ever had.
"The first thing I want to say is I am so sorry, Princess." She kept averting her eyes and he had to keep forcing her to look at him. "I'm sorry that I took off like I did. I'm sorry that I didn't tell you what was going on. I'm sorry that I haven't been giving you the full attention that you want, need, and deserve. But most of all I am sorry that I hurt you."
Bo watched those gorgeous green eyes fill with tears. "Say something, Carly."
By now Carly had given up on trying to avoid Bo's gaze and her eyes were locked with his during those last couple of statements. She could see the truth of what he was saying in his eyes but that didn't make the pain go away. A single tear fell from her eye and left a track down her left cheek.
"It doesn't matter." The volume of her voice had returned to normal but even she could hear her voice trembling.
"How can you say that?"
"Because it's true. So you're sorry, ok then, apologies accepted. Now will you go away."
"No! I am not going away. Carly we need to talk this out."
"Talk what out Bo? Talk about how you think about nothing but your WIFE. Or should we talk about you breaking the law and becoming a fugitive? Oh I know we will talk about how you left me without as much as a note. I got the hint Bo."
"What hint?"
"If you wanted me out of your life all you had to do was say so. I understand that I was just someone to pass the time with. A good time in bed…"
"NO!" Bo interrupted her forcefully, making her jump slightly. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell but you can never think that Carly. Ever! You are not just some piece of ass for me to have a good time with. Carly, I love you. I know I haven't said it a lot lately or at all and you deserve to hear it often. I never want you to doubt that I love you with all of my heart and soul. Princess, I love you so much that it scares me. And I know I hurt you and I don't know how I will make it up to you but I will find a way."
"And what about Hope?"
"What about her? She and I have both signed the divorce papers and we are just waiting for the final decree. She knows that I will always love her because we share children. But I am not in love with her and she knows that. We talked about it and she knows that it's over between us and she has accepted that. She knows that I'm in love with you and want to build a life and a future with you."
"Really?" Her tone was tinged with doubt and disbelief.
"Yes really. In fact she knew how much I wanted to spend Christmas with you and made sure I wouldn't feel guilty about leaving her alone and wanted by police in order to come find you." He could see the anger in her eyes was gone leaving behind only the hurt and loneliness that he had caused. But behind the pain he could see her love for him trying to surface.
Carly saw the sincerity in his eyes as he said these things. She could also see that he seemed to really love her. Then she thought about it and had to ask.
"How did you find me?"
Bo chuckled as he answered. "I went by the house to see you and your car wasn't there so I knew you weren't there." He didn't mention that he had seen the pregnancy test because he didn't want her to think that was why he was with her.
"So I thought about where you might be and I figured you would go see Daniel, Chloe and the baby and maybe Melanie would be there so I went by their place. Then after Melanie gave me a few pieces of her mind, I waited and followed her. When she got on the ferry I knew where you were."
"What did Melanie say to you?"
"Nothing I didn't deserve. She made me realize just how much I had been neglecting you and not giving you the love and attention you need and deserve. So forgive me?"
"I already accepted you apology."
"That isn't the same as forgiving me. I need you to know that from now on I am yours and only yours."
"Bo, I know you can't just abandon Hope on the run. And I wouldn't want you to. I do understand why you did what you did but that didn't mean it didn't hurt."
"I know that and I appreciate your understanding. And, no, I will not abandon Hope but she has a way to contact me if needed. And I promise that I will talk things over with you before I do anything about her or anything else. Just please forgive me and give me another chance to make you happy."
"I forgive you." Carly said with a slight smile. She had never been able to stay angry at this man.
"Good because now I have a Christmas present for you."
"But Christmas isn't until tomorrow and besides all your presents are at the house." Carly protested.
"I know and the rest of yours are at the house too. But this one is special and I have kept it with me so you wouldn't find it."
Again he didn't want her knowing he had been in the house. He walked over to his jacket and pulled the small box out of the inside pocket. He turned to Carly, who had followed him out into the middle of the room; he held the box out to her. She took it from him and when she opened it she looked in awe at the gift he was giving her. She looked up at him and her eyes followed him as he dropped down on one knee and took her hand.
"Princess, I love you with every fiber of my being. Will you marry me?" He held his breath as she looked at him and then the ring that was nestled in the red satin lining of the little black velvet box in her hand.
She dropped down to her knees and kissed him gently before whispering, "Yes."
Bo pulled Carly to him and kissed her with deep but gentle passion. He wanted her to feel just how much he loved her in every kiss and every touch. When he broke the kiss he stood up and took her hand and pulled her up into a hug.
"I love you so much, Princess. And this time we will be together for the rest of our lives."
Carly only nodded. Bo noticed the slightly nervous look in her eyes and saw her worrying her bottom lip between her teeth.
"What? What's wrong?"
"Nothing's wrong.
"It's just that I have something to tell you and don't really know how."
Bo knew that she wanted to tell him that she was pregnant and he would let her tell him in her own way and then pretend to be surprised.
"Princess, you can tell me anything. You know that don't you?"
"Yes, I know that. I guess the best way is just to say it straight out, so here goes." She paused and took a deep breath then said very quickly, "Bo, I'm pregnant."
"Say what?" Bo said looking at her as though not sure that what he heard was what she actually said.
"Well, we are going to have a baby." Carly said in a worried tone that was tinged with a bit of fear. She was terrified that Bo wouldn't be happy. But then Bo's face split into the biggest, sweetest smile she had seen on his face in a very long time.
He let out a laugh and drew her to him and picked her up and swung her around while kissing her fiercely. When he had set her down she pulled away and looked into his eyes. In the sparkling pools of chocolate brown she saw only love and joy and knew he was happy about this, but she still asked, "So you're ok with this?"
"Ok? Princess, how can you ask me that? I am more than ok with this. I have wanted to have a baby with you ever since your birthday in that cabin all those years ago."
"So you…"
"Carly, I love you and I want to be with you for the rest of my life. And even though we didn't plan on this baby, I couldn't be any happier if we had. So stop worrying and just be happy."
"I don't know how."
"Then I guess I will have to teach you. Starting with this…" Bo grabbed her and planted his lips firmly on hers while wrapping his arms tightly around her slender waist as hers wound their way around his neck. Bo broke the kiss only when they both need air. They stood there in each other's arms, catching their breath.
"That was the first lesson was it?" Carly asked.
"Yep. Are you ready for the advanced lessons?" Bo replied with a mischievous twinkle I his eyes.
Carly nodded and her eyes took on an untamed feline look. "I'm ready. Teach me."
"Yes, ma'am" Bo kissed her again immediately deepening the kiss, using his tongue to probe her mouth. Carly's tongue met his as her hands moved into his hair and his hands moved from his back to her hips holding her firmly against him.
Carly pressed herself as close to Bo as possible. She was acutely aware of every inch of his body, and a small warmth began to glow low in her belly.
Bo left her mouth, drawing his open lips across the column of her throat until he reached the delicate shell of her ear. "You will never again be in doubt of my love and desire for you, Princess." And Carly shivered in anticipation of the promise held in his declaration.
Her hands fisted in his shirt and she pulled feverishly at his buttons until his shirt hung open. Fingers curled into his chest hair stroked teasingly over his flat nipples and Bo growled against her throat. "I love you, Carly. I want you, only you."
She was wearing a pullover sweater that Bo was determined to get off of her. He threw it behind them where it landed haphazardly and Bo growled again when he realized she was wearing a tank top. Carly laughed and the sultry sound went straight to his cock. Making short work of that, Bo moved onto the next obstacle.
"Damn it!" He couldn't find the hook for her bra.
"It's in the front, baby." Carly then opened the clasp and her breasts spilled over into his hands.
He loved her breasts. He could spend hours squeezing them, suckling her nipples. But he'd been sorely slack in showing her how much he loved them – and the rest of her – lately. They'd never stopped making love, but if Bo were being honest it had been more along the lines of just having sex. There was a distinct difference between having sex and making love; tonight they would make love.
"Christ, I've missed you, missed this." He wanted nothing more than get them both naked and bury himself inside of her, but he forced himself to slow down. He'd forego his own pleasure for the moment and worship Carly like she deserved. He unfastened her jeans and pushed them down over the swell of her hips. She stepped out of them and he playfully hooked his fingers into the waist band of her panties. "These still come off the same way?"
She laughed again, throwing back her head this time, and Bo all but ripped the fabric from her body. He lifted her off her feet and her legs went round his waist. Walking over to the bed, he carefully laid her on it. Stretching out beside her, he took her mouth in a series of kisses that left her breathless and wanting.
Carly reached for his fly, and he let her undo his belt before gently pushing her hands away. "Not yet," he whispered in answer to the question in her eyes. He kissed her mouth one last time before migrating southward to the succulent flesh of her breasts. He didn't linger there long, but kissed his way down again, this time stopping at the flat plain of belly. He pressed his lips against her skin and whispered, "Hi, there, little baby."
Carly sniffled and tugged on Bo until he raised up and she was able to kiss him, hard. "I love you, Bo."
"I love you."
Without warning Bo slipped his hand between Carly's thighs, questing fingers seeking out the source of her womanhood. She was soaking wet already, her juices slicking down his hand. The breath went out of her with a hiss and the flame in her emerald eyes nearly had him coming in his pants like a fucking teenager. He pushed her back on the bed, fingers playing her like a fiddle. He removed his hand to her protests and sucked each of his fingers, one by one, relishing the taste of her.
Then he was on her, burying his face between her legs. His tongue danced over her clit before plunging inside of her as far as he could. Carly cried out in pleasure as Bo's mouth drove her ever closer to the brink, but just when she thought she would tumble over, Bo would back off, leaving her panting in want. He continued his ministrations, alternately rousing her to the point of no return, but pulling her back at the last possible second.
Sexually frustrated, Carly was getting furious. Her hips thrust uncontrollably against Bo's face, begging him with her body to give her what she craved. For nearly half an hour Bo kept her hovering at the brink of climax until the pressure in his balls reminded him that Carly was not the only one in need of relief. Not to mention Carly was pulling on his hair in an effort to direct the pressure of his tongue.
Bo knew what she wanted and slid his fingers back inside, concentrating on the tiny bundle of nerves at the apex of her thighs with his lips and tongue. He could feel her tense up around his fingers and knowing she was about to come, he sucked hard on her as she convulsed around him.
"Oh, God! YES!" Carly cried out as her orgasm ripped through her. Her juices flowed copiously over Bo's face and he lapped up every drop. The taste of her was like a drug to him; the more he got, the more he craved, and he kept on until Carly was pushing at his head weakly protesting, "No more."
Bo crawled up and rested his head on her thigh as her body twitched in the last throes of orgasm. When she finally stilled, it was only for the briefest respite. She moved so quickly he could only catch her as she landed on him and he landed on his back with a flump.
"Easy, Princess, we've got all night."
"We've got lots of catching up to do, though," she countered and Bo thought he detected just the slightest hint of sadness in her eyes. But then his own eyes were rolling back in his head because Carly had freed his straining cock from his jeans and after a few friendly passes with her mouth to slick up the head, she took him deeply into her mouth.
"Holy shit…fuck!"
Carly pulled off long enough to give him a cheeky smile and say, "That's the idea, baby." Over and over in long, slow, toe-curling movements, she took him completely into her mouth, and Bo thought he would go out of his mind. He caught her eye and the twinkle in them seemed to say, "Payback is a bitch."
Just as he got used to the back of her throat, Carly backed off and began fisting his shaft, leaving hot open-mouth kisses all along it. Then she took him deep again, her equally talented hands caressing his balls. Bo could feel his orgasm building. Another few of those deep strokes and he'd be shooting off in her mouth. No other woman had ever been able to give him a blow job like Carly. He didn't know if it was because she was a doctor and just knew stuff about the male anatomy or if it was just her, but she gave the best goddamn blow job ever.
Carly began bobbing her head up and down again and starting making humming sounds. The vibrations in her throat had him screaming her name and Holy God in heaven, Bo's spine tingled low in his back, his balls drew up tight and just as he was about to explode…Carly stopped everything.
Hardened to near painful heights, Bo started to protest, but Carly crawled up his body and sank down on him. They both cried out at the contact, but Carly remained still, just holding him inside of her. Jade fire shot from her eyes as she said, "You're mine." Then she went wild on him.
He held onto her hips letting her set the pace which he could only describe as frenzied. She rose almost completely off him before sinking back down and Bo knew he wouldn't last long if he didn't do something. He sat up and drew Carly's legs around his waist. Her breasts were bouncing freely and he caught her left nipple in his mouth, worrying it with his teeth. Carly cried out in pleasure and Bo felt her spasm all around him. Her nails raked up and his down his back, leaving deep scratches on his skin. She was coming all over him; he could feel her juices run down his balls. His fingers dug painfully into her hips, but this only spurred Carly on more.
Bo laid her back and stretched out on top of her. Her legs locked around his waist and Bo thrust deep, bottoming out in her. He felt the uncontrollable desire to mark her and he sucked fiercely on the skin of her neck and couldn't resist biting her there. Carly bucked beneath him, screaming out his name and begging him not to stop.
"Princess, I want to be gentle with you, but…"
"Just fuck me!" she ordered him and he was powerless to fight her. Relentlessly he pounded into her and she met him thrust for thrust, never slacking off. Carly couldn't say for certain what had come over her, only that she was determined to make Bo understand that she was done playing second fiddle. She knew he loved her; didn't doubt it. But she wanted him to forget about every other woman he'd ever touched. From here on out she wanted his every waking thought to be about her.
"Carly, I, oh, God, I can't stop!"
"Come for me, baby, right now!"
And with a strangled cry Bo emptied himself inside of her, even as she was coming again, her inner muscles milking him like crazy.
