Maybe we're just having too much fun.
Maybe you can't handle yourself,
Staring at me with your lips and tongue.
I've been having this dream that we can fly,
So maybe if we never wake up, we can see the sky.
Oh, alright.
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Maya never considered herself a bad person. She never sat down and contemplated her character. She always thought she was a pretty good person, albeit she had made some mistakes in her life. She did not believe in regrets and dwelling on what ifs. Life was too short to be focused on the past when the present was happening in the blink of an eye. Hence, she never considered herself a bad person for loving two men. It made her slightly flawed, but it should not have been something to hold against her for the rest of her life. Maya was figuring out her, and she knew there was no place for Cam in the life she was leading now.
Life was by no means perfect. She was not attending a fancy music program in New York or playing her music under the Eiffel tower, but that was fine. Maya had her health and she had the most beautiful son in the world. There was not a moment which passed in which she looked at Caleb and ever regretted giving birth to him at such a young age. He made her life complete. She also had Zig. Zig who was always there for her, who held her when she had nightmares, wiped away her tears, and always volunteered to feed Caleb at 3 AM. She was damn lucky to have him and what was she doing? She was lying in bed next to the man who had gotten her pregnant. Maya felt ashamed to be here, but she could not help herself at the same time. She loved Cam too, and she did not know how to let him go while he was right in front of her.
Cam was sitting on the edge of the crappy motel bed, playing with his iPad. He was playing some kind of sports game which kept him cursing and excited at the same time. Maya could see the muscles in his back as he moved and she longed to run her fingers over the familiar skin. He felt like home to her in some ways, but she knew he wasn't truly hers. Cam may have said all of those words of love, but his life was different now. They would enjoy these few days of stolen carnal delight and move on with their lives. He would return to being a hockey player and she would return to being Maya.
"I need to be going soon," Maya said in a lazy tone, stretching her arms out and reaching for her clothes. Cam barely paid her any mind and she frowned for a moment as she stepped into her black leggings. "Did you hear me, Cam?" She asked, an edge growing her voice.
Cam looked up from his game and shrugged his shoulders. "Sure, M. Just go on home to that man who still plays with his skateboard and acts like a jealous psycho. Do whatever you damn well please," Cam replied with annoyance in his voice. He put down his iPad and stared at the woman before him. "I don't understand what you are doing, Maya. I have a car all ready to take us away and you want to leave?"
Maya sighed as she put on her light blue mini dress. Then she stepped into her black flats and grabbed her purse. She did not say anything at all, just made her way to the door. Cam stepped in front of her and kissed her. It felt amazing to have his lips against hers, but she knew this was all fleeting. Maya needed to force herself back into reality. Pick Caleb up from Katie and Jake's house and stop at the store. Then go home and spend time with Zig. Forget Cam was even here. That was the plan, but his lips made her mind really blurry.
She thrust her hands out and pushed him away. "Stop, Cam. I need to go get our son and do some shopping. I know you want me to run away with you, but that is not going to happen. This is real life. We are fifteen years old anymore."
Cam stepped way from Maya, hurt painted all of his face. "Fine. You can do whatever you want , Maya. But remember, it has always been me and it was always be me who loves you most."
Maya opened the door with a flourish and said to her first love, "Fuck you for leaving me the way you did. I will never forgive you for that." With that, she shut the door and left to get her son.
Both Cam and Maya had tears in their eyes for the next few hours.
Cam logged onto Skype and found the person he was looking for was online. He connected to a video chat and found himself face to face with a very busty brunette. Her hair was swept up in a messy bun with loose hair framing her face, she had on no makeup, and was wearing an old Maple Leafs tank top. She smiled when she saw Cam and blew him a kiss.
"I missed you, baby," she cooed, batting her eyelashes flirtatiously.
"Missed you too," Cam replied without much emotion, not even noticing his girlfriend was lowering her shift to give him a better view of her, ah, goodies. His mind was a million miles away, wherever Maya was.
The girl frowned. "What's the matter?"
"Nothing, just tired. I am glad I will see you next week. Doing this stuff is kind of boring, but it sucks when an old friend dies."
Lies. Lies. Lies. Cam could not tell his girlfriend he came to meet his son and reconnect
with his first love. Well, the reconnection turned into some intense fucking. His girlfriend definitely did not need to know that part either. The less she knew, the better. She was a nice person, but not much depth. Cam mostly kept her as his pretty escort and a bed warmer. He was an asshole to do so, but he was honest to himself about her reason for being around.
The girl frowned and bit her lip. "I promise to make you feel better when you come home," she said with a cute wink, trying to elicit a smile from Cam.
Cam gave her a cheeky grin and said, "can't wait. I have to go meet some people for a dinner so I will talk to you soon."
"Love you!" She said with her perky smile and waved.
"You too," Cam said and disconnected.
What a lovely throne of lies Cam Saunders sat upon. Wanting to be with Maya and raise their son when he had some bimbo waiting for him. He should have felt like a bad person, but he honestly did not give a damn.
Maya was anticipating fury and anger when she got home. Instead she found Zig waiting to help her carry Caleb and the groceries inside. He seemed happy to see her, no traces of anger left within his body. He kissed her and smiled, remarking how she must have bought the whole store from the number of bags stored in the trunk. Everything felt like old times and it made her really happy. Maya knew she was being rash in her actions with Cam, and she vowed to never make a mistake like that again. She was going to marry Zig and they would have a happy life. Everything was going to be perfect.
Caleb fell asleep around six in the evening, leave Maya and Zig to watch a movie. They decided to watch a zombie movie and made some popcorn. It was the first time the couple had spent any real time together in a few weeks. They were usually always busy with the baby that there was no time for them, so they were enjoying this rare moment presented to them.
"I love you," Zig said all of the sudden as the hero of the movie shot off the head of a zombie stripper. Not the ideal romantic moment, but Zig was not always the brightest when it came to these kinds of things.
Maya turned to him and said, "I love you too." She meant it with every fiber in her body. Maya did love Cam. She also kind of loved Cam. It was complicated...
Zig leaned in and kissed her deeply. "I promise to make the sure the rest of our life together is amazing." He moved his hand up her thigh and began to kiss her neck.
The zombie movie soon became forgotten.
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