Warning: I should have done this on the first chapter if you're sensitive to certain subjects this fanfiction may be too strong…it has implications of harassment/assaults, suicidal, self-hatred (all that bad stuff...) But if you're like me who can barely read those scenes without feeling depressed or flinching I will only touch on those subjects briefly (I won't write step by step an assault scene or anything like that). Don't worry if you can't handle these kinds of scenes I would warn you when they come up and stuff.
Mallory's POV
"Why do you get to live?" she leans in towards me. "Why do you get to live when he died?"
"I-I," I stammer.
"You..KILLED HIM! It's your fault he is dead!" She starts choking me. I raise my hand to remove her grip but I stop. I saw him.
"Mallory," I turn and look behind the girl….There he was. Tears start to fall down my eyes as he slowly walks toward me. "Love, why do you keep blaming yourself? When you could be doing something else?"
"Yes, she could end her miserable life," the girl's grip gets tighter.
"Let her go," he tries to get her off me.
"SHE KILLED YOU!" the girl screams. "Why are you helping her?"
"I'm not," my heart broke at his words. "Frankly I want her to suffer just like I did."
The girl starts laughing. She gets off me and in her place he stood. He started to kill me and I couldn't do anything about it because I deserved it.
"MALLORYY!" I open my eyes and glance about. I was back in my room. Had it all just been a dream?
I wobbly got out of my bed. I glance outside noticing the sun was starting to go up. I sigh. Another wasted day. I glance at my stack of files beside my bed. I get off my bed and grab the first file. It contained information about a man who has murdered, assaulted, harassed, and defiled a lot of woman. It also contained information to where I can find him. I quickly get out of my clothes, leaving my black long sleeved glove on my left hand. I get under the warm water. I plan to find that man…I will never let him hurt anyone else.
"MALLORY!" I jump once I heard Evergreen's voice. My bathroom door burst open. An angry Evergreen burst into the room. "We've been knocking on your door, when you have someone like Laxus coming over you should instantly open the door."
I cover myself with my shower curtain. Evergreen stands there as if expecting me to say something. From behind Evergreen I saw Laxus, Bickslow, and Freed. Freed's whole face was red and he was sputtering random words out of his mouth. Laxus head was tilted to the side, he was slightly blushing. Bickslow was just laughing at my misery. I glare at them.
"GET OUT!" I yell. Nobody moves. I grab a nearby towel and put it on. I start pushing Evergreen out of the room. "If I didn't open the door to let you in then why the heck do you think I want you to barge in?"
"Hey calm down," Laxus calmly states as he runs his fingers through his hair. I glare at him. I shift my gaze to Evergreen as she opens up my drawer.
"Get dressed we are going out," Evergreen throws clothes at me. I was about to speak but she interrupts. "Why are you wearing a glove? If you're taking a shower you don't need a glove."
I take the clothes in my hand and go back into the bathroom. I quickly put on my underwear, my blue sleeveless hoodie, and black shorts. I leave the bathroom. Evergreen looks at my outfit with disdain.
"Don't you have something cuter? Something that actually shows your figure?" she asks as she looks up and down at my outfit.
I ignore her and walk toward Laxus. I notice the paper in Freed's hand. A drawing of a beast was on the paper.
"What kind of job did you guys get?" I ask.
"You want to join us?" Freed asks shocked.
"Of course, why wouldn't she join us? She is getting such a grand opportunity she has no choice but to come with us," Evergreen states boastfully. I sigh.
"It depends on what kind of job it is," I glare at her. "Although with your attitude I should just kick you guys out."
"It doesn't matter if you want to or not, Master wants us to go on a job with us," Freed states. I roll my eyes.
"Aren't you guys your own beings? You don't need to do everything you're told," I retort.
"Well we wouldn't take someone with such an attitude problem if it weren't for the fact that if we don't do this Laxus isn't going to be able to come to the guild," Evergreen snaps.
"What does that have to do with me? It's not my problem," I state in a bored tone of voice.
"Don't you have a heart? Can't you help a fellow guild member?" Evergreen walks toward me.
"Hey girls calm down," Bickslow tries to calm Evergreen down, his hands were raised up.
"Calm down! Calm down!" his dolls repeated his words.
"Maybe I do, maybe I don't," I state nonchalantly. "But I guess you'll never figure it out so do yourself a favor and walk out of my door."
"NO-" I interrupt her. I let a blast of air come out of my hand sending flying straight to my door….well Laxus managed to step aside from the blast and Freed managed to pull out a force field of words.
"I did ask nicely for you to leave," Evergreen was being squished under by Bickslow. I look at Laxus gesturing him with my hands to leave.
"We won't give up trying to convince you to take a job with us," Laxus smooth voice hits my ears. "So expect us to come back tomorrow."
They leave my apartment. I walked toward the desk with the folders. I pick up the file about that man. I grab my sword and head out….I had a man to take down.
Thanks for reading! Please comment and follow..etc. I want to know what you guys think. I hope your life's are going well and if not I hope you get through with whatever may be going on…if you have a hard time smiling or finding joy in your everyday life but even though you may not think so your days will get better…Everyone deserves happiness so never think or deny yourself (withing reason) or let anyone tell you otherwise…..
