Chapter 3

When Edward dropped me off he told me he'd be back at six to pick me up. He told me Alice had already cleared it with Charlie and since Charlie's working late tonight I don't need to make him any dinner. Though I think he's been working late so he doesn't have to deal with my no speaking. That was perfectly fine with me he shouldn't have to suffer with me. I decided to take a quick nap before Edward got here. Once I got in my bed I easily drifted off in sleep.

Flashback

"A sneak in party at the school" I asked Angela over the phone. "Yea all the Juniors and Seniors get together on Christmas day and have a party at the school it's so much fun you should totally come." "I don't know Angela" I said hesitantly. "AWW come on Bella noting bad will happen just tell your dad your staying at my place I promise it'll be fun." I sighed and said "Ok Angela I'll go." "Thank you Bella and the party will be much more fun with you there." Right because having a depressed women who got dumped by her vampire boyfriend will make the party more fun. "Ok Angela I'll see you then tomorrow." "Kay bye Bella."

After I was finished talking to Angela I finished cooking Charlie's dinner. I then called him into the kitchen for supper. "Hey dad I know tomorrow's Christmas and everything, but do you mind if I go stay at Angela's tomorrow. He looked surprised and I actually though he was going to choke to death on his Lasagna. "Really Bella" he asked in total shock. I smiled in laughter and said "Yea dad really so do you mind if I go." He smiled and said "Sure kid go enjoy yourself and tell her father I said hi." "I will thanks dad" I said as I got up and did my dishes.

I rode with Jessica and Angela to the party while everyone took their own veichles. On our to the school Jessica kept blabbing on about some new guy at our school. "Bella did hear about the new kid at school." I shook my head and said "No I didn't know we had a new kid." "Yea he's name Derek Johnson and he's totally hot and I hear he's really rich too." "Oh yea I think he's in my English class." For the rest of the confersation Jessica kept telling Angela and I about how he couldn't even compare to Mike.

When we got to the school I noticed there were a lot of people of here. I didn't actually think we had this many people in our Senior group or even the Junior group. Once we got into the gym I lost sight of Angela and Jessica. I went to look for them, but I couldn't find them. As everyone was dancing or chatting a boy I didn't know came up to me and offered me a drink. I gracefully took and took a sip. As soon as I took my first sip I almost spitted it out because of the horrible taste. I wanted to go throw it away, but another boy came up to me and said "Your first time drinking." I smiled sheepishly and said "Yea ain't too good." He laughed and said "Take another sip I promise it'll be better." I was hesistant, but decided to take another sip. To my surprise he was right it did tasted better than before. "Your right it does taste better" I told him in shock. He laughed and said "Told you and I'm Derek by the way." "I'm Bella so you must the new guy." He smirked and said "Yea that's me the new guy."

Derek seemed liked a nice guy he was an easy person to get along with just like Jacob. After my second drink I started getting dizzy and Derek seemed to take notice of that. "Hey Bella you look sick would you like me to take you home." "S-Sure" I said stuttering. He took my arm and lead me away from the party. Once we got into the parking lot he put me in the back sit of his car and joined me in the backseat. "Shouldn't you be in the driver's seat" I said nervously. He smiled and put his body towards mine. I tried getting out the door but he wouldn't let me. He took my hands into his and then he started kissing me. He let go of my hands and started taking my shirt off. I tried screaming, but his lips were still on mine. I tried pushing him off, but he was much more stronger than I was. When he got my shirt off his lips left mine and went down and unbutton my pants. "STOP IT PLEASE" I Yelled, but he didn't pay any attention. He took my panties off despite me kicking and took his pants and underwear off. Despite my screaming no one came and helped me. I felt his penis in my womanhood and then he came up and took my bra off and started sucking on my nipples while he went up and down inside me. Then he put his lips back on mine while he took his hands and played with my breasts.

After he finished he buttoned my shirt badly and put my pants back on me. He then left the car without saying a word to me. My whole body ached everywhere. It took me a few minutes to think about everything that just happened. "AGGGGGGGGGGG" I screamed into my hands not wanting to believe what had just happened. Despite my body aching I hurried up and grabbed my cell phone that was in the back of my jeans and called 9-1-1. They asked me what the emergency was I just told them there was an emergency at the high school and hung up. I wouldn't tell them what happened until they got here. I got out of the car and saw myself in the mirror. My hair was a complete mess I had a few cuts on me and my skin was totally dirty. Then all of a sudden it started to snow real lightly.

When the Police arrived they evacuated everyone in the school. Thankfully my dad was away at Billy's for the night so he wouldn't see me like this. The officers were yelling at everyone about sneaking in the school and throwing an authorized party. One officer came up to me and said "It's a good thing you called us young lady." Unfortunatly people heard and everyone turned to give me death glares. I heard people saying "So that's the bitch who called the cops and another person said "Never would've thought she would've doen this no wonder Edward Cullen left her." The cops went on and said since they've trashed the Gym they can spend the next day cleaning it up vacation or not. And they left the only people who could help left. But why didn't I say anything earlier it would have been so simple to tell them. Then before I knew it people were pushing me and saying "Why'd the hell did u do that Bitch" "No wonder Edward Cullen left you." I noticed in the crowd were Angela and Jessica. I felt tears roll up in my eyes and then I hurried up and ran away from them. Thankfully none of them followed me. I ran until I was on the highway and then I started to walk slowly. As I walked I button my shirt the right way trying not to think about what had happened to me.

End of Flashback

I woke up gasping for air and nearly fell out of my bed. I don't know why I keep having these nightmares after all it didn't happen did it. That's a question I keep asking myself did it actually happen to me was I actually Raped. Not wanting to think about nothing anymore I went into my closet and screamed into one of my shirts.

Edward's POV

After I was finished talking to Carlisle I went to go get Bella to bring her over to my place. When I got there she wasn't in her room, but then I noticed her scent coming from her closet. I opened her closest and shocked to find her crying into one of her shirts. "Bella" I said concerningly. She looked up at me with lifeless eyes and quickly got out of her closet. I wanted so bad to ask her what in the hell she was doing in there, but I knew she wouldn't say a thing. I only hope that once our family explains how much she means to us she'll start opening up and will tell us what's been bothering her.

Once we got to my place I saw everyone waiting anxiously in the kitchen. Esme and Carlisle's thoughts were mainly towards helping. Alice's thoughts were on the same pages as their's were. Jasper kept blaming himself for Bella's silence while Emmett was thinking of ways of getting her to laugh. I really didn't feel like listening in to Rosalie's thoughts. I helped Bella out of the car and helped her towards the kitchen.

Bella's POV

When we entered the kitchen I noticed all the Cullen's were their giving me pitying looks. I don't need their pity or their help I'm fine the way I am. Carlisle was the first to speak "Bella we're all worried about you please let us help you with whatever is bothering you.

Esme's POV

Bella just stood there watching us or looking down at the floor. I knew I had to say something. "Bella dear please listen to us what ever it is we want to help Edward told us about the party, but their has to be more to it than that please let us help you." Again her expression didn't change she looked completely lifeless like someone had killed her. My poor daughter what on earth happened to her.

Jasper's POV

Something's seriously wrong here I feel nervousness and Rejected coming off of Bella. "Bella please tell me if it's about your birthday party then I'm so sorry I know it's my fault but please talk to us anyone for that matter." Of coarse she says nothing, but this time I'm feeling guilt coming from here. What on earth does she have to be guilty about.

Emmett's POV

I can't believe it both Esme and Jasper failed at getting her to talk I know Rose won't talk to her so I guess it's up to me. "Hey come on sis you know you want to talk to me I mean who doesn't want to talk to me after all I'm Emmett." I saw her lips twitch a little and I knew I was making progress. "Come on Bella talk please it will make everyone here happy especially Eddie boy here." I saw Edward giving me a glare. When Bella's expression didn't change in the slightest I decided to give her a bear hug who couldn't resist one of those. When I walked up to her she went started moving back. "Come on Bella I want to give you a hug." She just shook her head. I sighed and just left her be. What happen to my little sis to make her like this nobody better not of hurt her or there's hell to pay.

Bella's POV

Each of them kept telling me how important I was to them or they want to help me. Hell I almost told them now, but I knew if I told them they would be disgusted with me especially Edward. Come on chicken talk to them say something to them. I want to make them all happy by talking, but I can't find my voice anymore and I don't know what to do. Try Bella come on try at least one time to make an attempt at speaking. "I-Um-Uh," Of coarse I couldn't find the words to say, but they took notice in my attempt and looked only a little happy. Then Carlisle went up to Edward and said "Edward can we have a word for a moment in private." Edward simply nodded and left with Carlisle. Oh no how could I forgot Carlisle's a doctor and he's probably seen stuff like this he's probably going to tell Edward and then tell my dad. Hell before tommorw maybe most of Forks will know.

Edward's POV

Carlisle took me up to his office to discuss the situation with Bella. It frustrates me that I can't hear her thoughts especially at times like this. Carlisle sighs and said "Edward I'm not too sure what else we can do for Bella at this point." "What do you mean" I asked harshly. He sighed again and said "Edward we can't seem to figure out the problem because she won't talk to no one the only thing I think we can do is wait." I started to get angry at him and said "Wait are you serious I can't wait." "Edward son I understand your feelings, but It's probably best if we let Bell wait until she's ready to tell us and by the looks of it she wants to tell us, but doesn't know how Edward son I'm begging you please wait until she's ready if we keep pressuring her like this it might make the situation worse." I sighed knowing he was right I don't want to pressure Bella into telling me, but I don't think I'll be able to wait until she's ready to talk. I just hope that she'll be ready to talk soon.

Author's Note

Well there's Chapter 3 and I hoped you all liked it. The remaining chapters will take place like 2-3 weeks after this one just so you all know. So let me know what you think about Bella's Rape and all that. Chapter 4 will be posted soon.