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"I thought you were dead" he says with a tear rolling down his cheek

What's that all about? Why would he even care if I was alive or no... WAIT, he thought I was dead? Why would he think I was dead? My mind goes over all the possibilities until I come to one thing. The note. I said "You are never going to see me alive again. I will most likely be dead the next time that you see me." That is the most logical reason because that was the last he ever heard of me until now. As I go over everything I have done in the past 4 years, I realize that, that when I saw him with her, it wasn't the last time I saw him. As I was leaving…

Flashback (carried on from chapter 1)

Slowly I made my way down to the chasm and to my way out of this life that I am currently living. As I reached the chasm, I noticed Four leaning on the railing looking down, to the gushing waters below. He had a bottle in his hand; I presumed he was drinking beer or something. Not a smart idea, drinking and a drop down to running water with sharp rocks don't mix. I was about to say something but then the image of him kissing that other girl on our bed that we sleep on stops me, I was about to carry on but I saw him start to stumble, I quickly ran over to him and caught him just as he was about to plummet over the edge.

I knew then and there that I still loved him and would probably always in some way but I get over him cheating on me, not now or ever. I looked down at the now unconscious Four; I kissed him lightly on the head and dragged him back to his apartment. I tried to open the door but it was locked, there was no way I was going to leave him in the middle of a dauntless hallway. Don't get me wrong, I still can't forgive him but I'm not that cruel. Leaving him unconscious out here would be like sentencing him to a fate worse than death or probably even death itself.

After 5 minutes of trying to figure out what to do, he began to stir just as Zeke walked around the corner to where we were

"Whats going on with him" he asked, pointed to Four, who was lying at my feet

"He arrr was drinking near the chasm and would have fallen in…" I start to explain

"WHATS HE TRYING TO DO, GET HIMSELF KILLED" Zeke yelled

"Yeah, he would be dead to if I wasn't going to…" I mumbled without thinking, realizing where I what I was going to say, I clamed my mouth shut

"Going to what?" He question, raising an eyebrow at me

I sighed and explain how I caught him cheating on me, but he didn't know that I knew. I explained what I was planning on doing and why I was walking past the chasm. After a few minutes, realization hits and I realize that I might just have messed up my plans

"Zeke can you please do me a couple of favors?" I asked

"Sure, what do you want?"

"Can you please tell him what he was doing by the chasm and what happened but instead of me saving him, can you please tell him that it was you"

"Sure, I guess if that's what you want"

"And this conversation never happened. You never saw me leaving, you only saw me heading towards the chasm after you help out this drunk thing but you don't know my plans or intentions" He looks at me weird then he raised an eyebrow as if to ask What if they can tell I'm lying

"Just act like you usually do and you should be able to avoid suspicion from certain people" Aka Christina.

"Ok but what about the cameras, they will probably look at those and if they are missing then they are going to know that something is up" I just look at him in surprise. For someone who acts rather stupid, he is actually quite smart. I think for a minute before an idea pops into my head like a light bulb turning on

"Just find footage of another day and replace today's but make sure it doesn't have anything of me leaving or helping him" I say pointing to the body at my feet "But try to get the bit about him being drunk or something so he was there and drinking so your story matches up and don't forget the part about me heading towards the chasm" I say my thoughts out loud, while going over every possible situation

"Ok fine, but you have to do me a favor" he asks nervously. What could he possibly want?

"Just contact me every once in a while so I know that you are ok and won't be going all crazy with the rest of them, pondering the what ifs" it makes sense and because he is already doing me a couple of huge favors I simple nod and turn to leave but not without saying

"Make sure you give him a piece of your mind for cheating on me and driving me away" I walked to the end of the hallway, as I was going around the corner I saw Zeke bend down, grab a key, unlock the door and carry Tobias into his apartment.

End Flash Back

I remember thinking that, that was the last I was going to ever see of them. Tobias drunk as hell and Zeke carrying him into his apartment. I did as he asked and let him know where I was and what I was doing. He even knew me as Seven and that I was coming back for awhile. I don't get how he managed to hide his knowledge of me and what I was doing from everyone, including Four, who is his best friend. If Will disappeared I don't think I could keep that from Christina. I was about to ask him why he would think that, despite that fact that I have a pretty good idea of what happened.

Tobias's POV (from when Tris came back into the living room)

I never thought I was going to see her again. After I found her note I freaked, I thought she was going to kill herself. Like Al did after she didn't forgive him. Al. Part of me hates him because he nearly threw Tris into the chasm and part of me is guilty, because I should have noticed as his instructor that he was mentally unstable. Our eyes met for a second before I say

"I thought you were dead" I felt a tear rolling down my cheek but I didn't care. I wanted to show her much I still cared for her. I look up and see confusion on her face. Why would she be confused? I can tell she was about to say something but her daughter calls out

"Mommy" part of feels saddened at that. She has a kid; she probably has a boyfriend as well. I really hope she doesn't because I still love her and I would love to get back together with her. But that will probably never happen, I know I hurt her, I just hope she can forgive me.

Tris' POV

"I think you should go" I say over my shoulder as I head to Vicky's room, I don't even wait to see if he leave but all I hear is the front door closing shut. I'm alone with my daughter at last. No more friends or ex boyfriends to worry about for now. I can finally have sometime to myself once I get Vicky back to sleep.

I know I should probably tell Christina that it is really me, but that was a heck of a day and I don't think I can much more. I knew that Four would figure it was me sooner or later but I really hoped it was later.

As I replied our little chat earlier over in my head, he said he thought I was dead and a tear rolled down his cheek. What was that all about? Why would he cry now? I have been gone for 4 years... realization hit me like my feet hitting the ground. It was so obvious but you tend not to pay attention, instead you just overlook it and forget it's there until you step on something sharp and when you realize that there is pain in your foot, it is already too late and you're surprised you didn't notice it earlier and that's exactly what I did. I stood on something sharp.