Uncontrollable Feelings Chapter 3

I want to apologize again….I posted chapter 3 a while ago but after I posted it I didn't like it so I took it down and fixed it up….I've been having major writers block and can't seem to write a good chapter .. So I began re-watching/reading Bleach for some inspiration. I was originally going to have this as a one shot but the story just kept expanding so it's going to be a little longer than I first intended. But I do hope that this chapter meets with everyone's expectations. Again I don't own Bleach that belongs solely to Kubo Tite.

Again reviews are welcome, my writing may have gotten rusty from being disused for so long so let me know =).

For the first time in many months, Karin slept deep, not awaking to anything. Normally the smallest sound now-a-days woke her up. But not this time, she was so far gone that nothing could wake her. But as lady luck would have it this was the one time that she SHOULD have woken up. She did not hear the soft tinkling of glass as the downstairs window broke. Nor did she hear the almost silent tread of someone coming her way. She was in too deep a sleep. Breathing deeply Karin rolled over in her sleep, exposing the bare strip of skin just above the waistband of her shorts. The strap of her tank top slipped down her right shoulder, exposing the soft skin of her neck. The intruder hovered over her, inhaling sharply at the position that she was in. Slowly he lowered his head towards her neck. Karin, unaware to the danger she was in slept on, without a care in the world. The intruder lowered his lips to the exposed column of her neck, and slowly sucked on the sensitive skin there. Karin moaned in her sleep, urging her attacker on. He lifted his head slightly so he could trail his tongue down her neck and to her shoulder. He sucked gently at her shoulder, shuddering at the pure pleasure of tasting her. Karin moaned again, and threaded her fingers through his hair, clutching desperately at his soft locks.

He smells so good, like an early morning winter. I could be kissed like this forever.

Karin moaned again. Taking that as a cue to continue, he traveled lower, trailing kisses down her shoulder to the top of her tank top. Slipping it down ever so slightly, he swirled his tongue through her cleavage. Pulling his hair Karin pulled his face up to her lips, and in the process pulled him on top of her.

Damn he is fine. His scent is intoxicating, and his kisses are mind blowing. But I'm positive that I know that scent, and those kisses are so familiar.

Karin thought to herself, then, waking with a small start, it clicked.

Of course those kisses are familiar! Toshiro kissed me like this just hours ago. I've got him now; I'm not going to give him a chance to react.

Keeping her eyes closed Karin continued to kiss him. Waiting for the exact moment when his guard was the lowest and when he was least likely to expect it. She felt him relax against her, sensing it was her time; she flexed her muscles and sent them both off the couch and crashing into the coffee table. Feeling victorious, Karin sat up.

"You are getting away from me this time Toshiro!" Karin grinned sitting on her prize.

"Karin-chan? Who are you talking to?" Yuzu stood behind the couch looking down at her sister, worry painted on her face.

"Who am I talking to? Toshiro of course! Can you not see that I have him pinned?" Karin looked at her sister thinking that she must still be half asleep not to see him.

Yuzu just continued to stare at her, worry turning into concern. "Karin-chan, are you feeling alright?"

"What do you mean? Oh course I'm alright! Why wouldn't I be alright?" Karin snapped. How could Yuzu be looking at her like she was crazy?

"Karin-chan, you're sitting on a pillow." Yuzu bluntly stated.

Confused Karin looked down at Toshiro, only to find that it wasn't Toshiro, but her huge body pillow that she had brought down last night. Shaking her head, she started at the pillow again.

How could she make this mistake? How in the world could she mistake this pillow for Toshiro? SHIT! Did that mean she had been making out with her freaking PILLOW!

Karin sat up and threw her head back yelling. "DAMMIT, DAMMIT, DAMMIT! How could I mistake my PILLOW for Toshiro?"

Grumbling Karin stood up, bringing the pillow with her. Using all her anger and strength she threw the pillow at the wall. This whole charade had put her in an extremely bad mood. Breathing heavily Karin stepped out from the fragments of the broken coffee table. Sharp pain shot through her body. Crying out briefly Karin looked down at her arms and legs. She had cuts covering her body from going through the top of the coffee table, which has been glass. Shaking her head she sighed.

"This morning is just going from bad to worse."

Yuzu came over, gingerly stepping over the shards of glass and wood.

"Are you alright Karin-chan?" Yuzu asked.

Karin sighed gutsily, "Yeah I'm alright, I'm going to have a shower, then I'll clean up this glass."

Turning Karin trudged up the stairs to the bathroom, dragging her feet.

"Damn that Toshiro, who does he think he is? First he goes off to fight with that damn Aizen in that stupid war with Ichi-nii. I don't hear from him since I found him bleeding to death and now he's back and just thinks he can light these feelings inside me and then leave? If he thinks I'm going to let him get away with that then he's got another thing coming!" Karin ranted as she headed to the bathroom.

Slamming the door behind her, Karin preceded to strip off her slightly ripped clothes. Inspecting her many cuts she was relieved that none of them were deep and she didn't have any glass still stuck in her cuts. Turning the shower to hot, Karin stepped under the steaming spray. Letting the water course down her body, Karin made up her mind; she was going to track down Toshiro if it was the last thing she did. Sighing Karin pushed Toshiro, however temporarily, to the back of her mind, and enjoyed the warmth of the shower. Making sure her cuts had stopped bleeding and that there really wasn't any glass on her body, Karin regretfully turned off the hot water.

Wrapping a towel around herself, Karin walked into the remains of what used to be her bedroom. Still mumbling to herself, Karin let her towel fall to the floor as she dressed. Still lost in thought Karin didn't hear Yuzu calling out her name until she came into the room.

"Karin-chan, didn't you hear me calling?" Yuzu asked.

Karin turned to her sister, still slightly in thought, "No I didn't, sorry Yuzu was just thinking about something. What did you need?"

Puffing out her cheeks Yuzu glared back at her sister. "Matsumoto-chan is downstairs waiting for you."

Karin instantly brightened. "Rangiku is? PERFECT! She's just the person that I needed to talk to."

Without a backward glance, Karin practically ran from the room almost knocking over Yuzu in the process. Upon entering the kitchen, Karin was almost knocked out when Rangiku bounded up to give her a hug.

"Karin! I'm so happy to see you. I missed you so much!" Rangiku practically smothered Karin with her enormous cleavage.

"Rangiku I can't breathe." Karin mumbled into her breasts.

"Ah gomen, gomen." Rangiku released Karin.

Karin gasped for breath, holding on to her chest slightly. "So what brings you here Rangiku?" Karin asked when she finally caught her breath.

Instantly sobering up Rangiku looked at Karin seriously. "It's about the taicho."

Karin's head snapped up at Toshiro's name. "What's wrong? Did something happen to him? Did the Hollow last night land a hit on him?"

Karin's last question had Rangiku freezing for a moment. "What Hollow last night?"

Karin and Rangiku stared silently at each other for a few moments before Karin broke the silence.

"You mean he didn't tell you?"

"No he didn't say anything last night after he came back to Orihime's place the second time. He was in a really foul mood."

"You'd better sit down then."

Karin proceeded in telling Rangiku everything, from their first encounter and the mind blowing kiss and the frost covered ground to him leaving without a word. Also going into when the Menos Grande attacked, and the more than just a kiss and Toshiro leaving her again. Karin even told her about her dream and making out with her pillow and going through the coffee table, which she still didn't fully believe. When she was done she looked expectantly and Rangiku.

"I need to find a way to keep him here, at least until he knows the torture that he's put me through."

Rangiku was silent for a minute after Karin's story before she burst out laughing.

"Well this explains EVERYTHING then. He's been really moody lately; I thought he was just going through puberty or something, but this is so much better!" Rangiku laughed.

"Well I'm glad you're amused, but I still need to find a way to keep him here, so he can't go back for at least a little while."

Again Rangiku sobered up, "Well I'm afraid that, that's impossible, we're only here temporarily. Unless…." Rangiku trailed off in thought for a long moment.

Getting impatient, Karin burst out, "Unless WHAT!" she said, slamming her hands on the table.

Rangiku looked at her seriously. "You're going to have to go to Soul Society and petition the Brass, and you're going to have to make it convincing."

"Why do I have to petition the Brass?"

Leaning forward Rangiku stared straight at Karin. "Because after the war the Brass made it mandatory that all humans with excess amount of spiritual power be watched so something like Ichigo never happens again. So naturally you are also being watched being Ichigo's sister. Now with the Menos Grande attack you specifically, and your spiritual powers growing daily, you can ask the brass to have someone stay with you 24/7 to protect and train you."

Karin sat quietly listening to all this, absorbing everything. "Ok I understand all that by why would the brass let a Captain come here?"

Rangiku leaned back on the chair, arms crossed over her chest. "Well therein lays the problem. Normally he wouldn't but since you are Ichigo's sister and the taicho has helped you other times, he might make an exception, but you're going to have to make it very convincing."

Karin sat back in her chair as well, contemplating everything thing that Rangiku had said. Taking a deep breath Karin lifted her head looking at Rangiku.

"Ok, so what do I have to do?"

Rangiku smiled devilishly. "That's the spirit!"

Rangiku jumped from her chair grabbing Karin's arm and dragging her to the door.

"Woah, where are we going Rangiku?" Karin asked stumbling after her.

"We're going to Soul Society of course. I know we can get a few Captains on our side which will hold more weight with the Brass."

Karin's eyes were spinning at the speed at things were moving, while she was scared of what would happen if she went to Soul Society, she was also extremely excited. She was so close to making Toshiro hers for good this time. He wouldn't be able to run away from her any more. It was time he learned that NO ONE walked out on Karin Kurosaki. A smile of her own spreading across her face, Karin eagerly stepped through the special gate allowing her into Soul Society.

Soon, so soon. Karin thought to herself.

Me: Ta-da! End of chapter three! Please Review, as I said my writing may have gotten rusty from disuse so tell me what you think. As I said been having a severe case of writer's block so I hope this turned out ok. I really don't want to re-write it again lol.

Toshiro: How long are you going to make me endure torture?

Me: Hmmm, as long as I want? My story, my rules.

Karin: Hehehehehe this is going to be so much fun!

Toshiro: WHAT IS!

Karin + Me: You'll see XD

Disclaimer: I do not own bleach nor its characters all of those belong to Kubo Tite.