Lucy's POV-

(IN NEW YORK)

"Lucy!" Rachel said running to catch up to me.

"Hey Rach." I smiled as I pulled my suitcases out of the taxi. I rolled them ont the sidewalk and have her a hug.

"Its been too long. How is everything? Hows Owen? Did Sam give you a hard time?" She said as we walked into the lobby and up the elevator to her apartment.

"Good, Owen's good too and no. What about you? How are the kids and this little peanut?" I said rubbing her small belly. She was four months pregnant with her fourth child.

"We're good. They've grown up a lot since you last saw them though." Rachel said opening the door. I put my bags by the door and the kids came running towards me.

"Auntie Lucy!" They all said hugging my legs. There was John Noah who was a six and a spitting image of Finn, then Mia Quinn who was five and looked like the both of them, and Ava Santana who was three and looked like Rachel to te nose, literally.

"Hey guys. You got so big." I said bending down and giving them all a hug and kiss.

"Hey Q-Luce." Finn said stepping foward to give me a hug. He still wasnt used to calling me Lucy. After high school, when Sam and I were getting married I decided to go by it again. It was the name on my marriage certificate and Owens birth cerficate.

"'Sup giant?" I said laughing.

"Nothing much shortie." He said chuckling.

"Are you guys excited for your new little brother or sister?" I said to the kids.

"Oh Luce I forgot to tell you, we're having another boy. We're going to name him Brayden Sam." Rachel said excited.

"Thats great." I said trying to sound enthuastic.

"Hey Finn, why dont you take the kids out for some ice cream? So Luce ca get unpacked and stuff."

"Sure babe. Want the usual?" Finn replied.

"Yes please." She smiled. She gave him a kiss after the kids ran off to get their shoes on.

"Want anything Q-Lucy? Sorry I really am trying. It takes getting used to."

"Its been eight years, and yes peanut butter and vanilla with cookie dough please." I said. Then I stopped and thought back. The last time I had thatwas when I was pregnant with Owen, and before that was when I was pregnant with Beth.

"Okay." Finn said. He got all he kids and they left. Rachel and I walked to the living room and sat on the couch.

"So whats up?" Rachel asked now that we were alone.

"What do you mean?" I said avoiding eye contact.

"Somethings up with you. Like your higing something, you can trust me you know."

"Alright, you promise? Not even Kurt can know."

"Of course. Your my best friend, you the one I tell everything."

"Okay, I slept with Sam."

"Well duh, you guys had Owen so... wait, so you mean recently?" She said understanding what I meant. I put my head down in shame.

"Yes, two nights ago after I dropped Owen off. We got drunk and slept together."

"What about Mercedes?" She whispered.

"I dont know. She wasnt home that night. I left before he woke up, Ive been ignoring his calls. He leaves a message so I know its not an Owen emergency." I explained. Sam had called thirteen times in the past two days, not including the numerous amounts of texts I got.

"Wow. You still love him dont you?"

"Yeah, I never really stopped, and i never wanted a divorce. That was his idea."

"You know he lovesnMercedes?" She pointed out.

"I know. He's marrying her but I cant get over him. Owens keeping me close to him."

"Well hes your only tie, so time will tell how everything will go."

"Yeah." I said quietly. I didnt know if I wanted to get over him.

Author's note: next chapter you'll get to hear about more characters lives and Lucy will get a surprise visit from someone:) please REVIEW