Well, here is chapter three and from here part all ways to the seven endings… and I'd like to say something before this continues…
There are no Yuuka endings… by the time I had this planned I forgot to include her…
Sorry, Yuuka fans…
I might do another fanfiction where they both fight to death but I would need to improve my skill a lot so… for now…
Here it is… Lonely Tenshi Chapter 3
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A goodbye and a possibility for happiness
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Well... Today is the day... The great day...
And I'm still unsure about if this works... Not because I'm afraid but because it might not work... Eirin-san even said that she was not sure...
But still I have to... this is what I want, right?
Because I'm despised, I'm annoying, and I'm ignored...
It would be better if I'm gone, because, I'm just a waste of space…
I'm of no good at all…
I can't help other people…
I can't solve an incident…
I can't start a business…
But...
Iku-san is always watching me on the weekends and Wednesdays...
And Reisen-san was so nice to me when I went to Eientei...
And Rinnosuke-san has been so nice to me, even after so much time...
And even though I just met her, Momiji-san was also really nice...
No, I must ignore them.
"Eldest daughter, if you need something, just ask, don't create disasters".
No, I must ignore them.
"Tenshi-san, I hope Eirin-sama can help you!".
No, I must ignore them.
"Tenshi-chan, good morning, this morning some strawberry-flavored pocky arrived, try it!"
No, I must ignore them.
"Ohhh, so you are Tenshi-san, pleased to meet you...".
NO!
Why…
Why…
Why they had to be nice to me...
It's supposed that I'm hated by everyone…
That I'm ignored…
That nobody cares about me…
But…
They…
They don't care about me, right?
It's part of their jobs and lives...
They don't care...
They mustn't care...
But...
Why am I thinking of these people right now...
I'm going to finish myself off...
I can't have any regrets…
I'm going to die, so…
I can't have regrets…
And if I kill myself today, I'd like to do something before...
I would like to say goodbye to her...
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"Where is she?" I said to no one after two hours of endless search for her...
Did she lose interest? Did she just stop caring?
"I wonder where you went" I said again to no one...
"Who are you looking for... eldest daughter?" Said a voice... Her voice... As I turned I found her... Her beautiful purple hair, her beautiful red eyes and her weird hat and scarf with those cute antennae things...
"Iku-san! I was looking for you... Because I need to tell you something... something important..." I said fearing that she might not want to hear me.
"Sure, what is it?" she said with the same bored look of always...
That damned look... not a smile... again... my last attempt at getting that smile...
"Well, you have always been with me... Taking care of me... Looking after me... And since I really think we are close I'd like to tell you that I... that I..." I tried to continue it... those words... come on... say it...
That I love you and I want you to give me a reason to stay alive, a life with you would be a nice one...
But I started crying knowing that she might not love me...
There are other celestials... Better ones... Happier ones...
So I had to lie for her sake and my sake...
But...
"Why are you crying, eldest daughter? Can't you tell me?" she said while holding my arms with her hands.
So this is another reason I guess...
"I might be gone for a long time in a travel I'm going to realize by myself, so… We might not see each other in some time, Iku-san" I said laughing and crying at the same time... this lie is the one that hurts the most...
"Well, if you don't mind, I can go with you, eldest daughter." she said...
And it hurt even more... Because I don't want to take anybody with me...
"No, I must do this alone, but... thanks anyway, Iku-san" I said then I hugged her and cried a little more in her arms "thanks for everything" I said as I started to walk away…
I think I saw something on Iku-san's face, but… it was just my paranoia for the need of a reason to stay here with her…
Loving her…
Spending our lives together…
But…
It wouldn't happen…
No matter how much I wanted…
No matter how much I needed it…
So as I was already on my way I decided that the place where I would die would be the grass field where Iku-san and I used to spend some time…
Well… more like… me enjoying my time by myself and Iku-san watching me from afar…
But still it was a nice place and…
It would be a nice place to die...
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I'm here... I took the drug two hours ago...
I don't notice any difference at all…
I suppose it's because of Eirin-san abilities…
It would be the perfect time to start…
Right now it's raining... how fitting...
Now I can finish my life the way I want...
And even if this is the coward's way, I choose it...
But even if I go because of all the sad things, I remember the few happy times I had with everyone...
Happy days...
Sweet days...
Even the boring days I spent just being next to them...
It was enough to me to see how beautiful and funny this world can be...
If I hadn't screwed up everything at all, we might have enjoyed them together...
But it's late...
"Thanks, everybody... and... goodbye" I said as I took the dozuki and put it by my neck...
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Wow… that was kind of intense… I must say, when I was writing this I cried a little…
I didn't know that this would be so sad…
It must be luck or something… but…
I don't know guys, what do you say…
Well the puzzle is after the first ending…
So please solve it…
And no…
I'm not going to put the other stories on my account…
I'll create another for those two…
I know it might feel like an Ass Pull or something but… please… bear with me.
Also, thanks for reading and I hope that to this point you had enjoyed this…
Well… until next time…