Disclaimer: Same as always
Status: Unfinished
Chapter: 3
Summary: The rest of the household comes into play
Author's notes: I would like to thank everyone once more for reviewing, I can't thank you enough. I hope this is good enough to satisfy the readers!!!
*Increased Tension
Lucy was lying on Ruthie's bed; her face was smothered in Ruthie's pillow as she cried, when Matt walked in, he sat on Lucy's bed not sure of what to say. She looked up at him, her eyes filled with tears. She turned away and grabbed the teddy bear she had bought for Ruthie's birthday, the same month she had past away.
Matt was about to say something when Lucy began to speak, "I miss her, more then I could possibly show. She had so much spunk and such a loving smile." Lucy gave Matt a smirk as she pictured Ruthie in her mind, " Mary didn't care, now that she found out Ruthie is dead now she misses her. I have missed Ruthie since that very day; Mary didn't even miss her enough to phone. Why did she bother coming back now? She should have just stayed where she was. As far as I m concerned Mary is not part of the Camden family anymore. She's not worthy."
With that, Lucy began to cry again, Matt pulled her into a tight hug and rocked her, like he used to rock Ruthie.
"Give her a chance, she is a Camden and as much as you may not want to admit it, you missed and love her." Matt was shocked at what he just said he had thought that when Mary came back he would just shut her out and forget about her. When he said these words to Lucy, though, he realised that he loved Mary and he always would. He knew that the fond memories of the years him and Mary spent together could never be forgotten.
Lucy stood up angered by the words of his brother, "I don't love Mary, I love you, Simon, the twins and Ruthie." As she walked out she mumbled out of her breath, "Am I the only one who remembers what she did?"
Matt pushed himself off the bed and sighed. He knew exactly where Lucy was coming from. He just wished she would understand where he was coming from.
Mary was still hugging her parents downstairs. They had told her to ignore Lucy's reaction; 'she'll come around' they had told Mary. Simon finally stood from the chair he had been sitting on watching what was going on around him.
"It's nice to see you again, Mary." Simon said.
Mary went to give him a hug but he took a step back and held out his hand, she took it.
"It's nice to see you too." Mary said trying not to show the pain she felt from her siblings reactions.
Simon left and walked into the kitchen where he found Lucy and Robbie sitting in silence. He took a seat beside Robbie and the three sat silently together.
Robbie didn't know what to think about Mary's return, he used to love her. Now he wasn't sure he even liked her as a friend. He did know he loved Ruthie as a little sister, who needs a blood relation when what they had was so much more.
Mary walked into the kitchen, Lucy automatically got up and left, Simon followed her. Robbie sat, not really knowing what he wanted to do.
"I understand if you leave, hating me like everyone else," Mary took the seat that Simon had been occupying.
Robbie took a minute to think of what to say, what came out of his mouth was not what he had been trying to let out, "It's not that I hate you, I just can't talk to you, not now." He left the room and Mary sat there holding back the tears that she could feel in her throat.
Mary lay in her room, finally allowing the tears to fall. She pulled out a paper and a pen she began to write. When she finished what she was doing, she left the room.
She walked into the room that the twins cribs had been moved to and planted a kiss on both of their foreheads.
She walked to Lucy and Ruthie's room to find nobody there; she stood staring at Ruthie's empty bed and proceeded her tour. She had went to everyone's room finding nobody, except for the dog that had been found lying on Simon's bed. She gave him a good rub on the stomach and left.
Mary walked into the washroom and locked the door.
Matt knocked on Mary's door, getting no answer he pushed the door open. Matt was coming into to give her the greeting he felt sorry for not giving Mary in the first place. No one was behind Mary's door; the only thing insight was a piece of paper on the bed. He picked it up and began to read.
I am so sorry for all the pain that I have placed on this family that now wishes I was not apart of their life. I realize that I am not wanted here and that I am better off not staying. There is nowhere for me to go, the past three years I have been doing nothing. I truly wanted to call; I wanted to come back. I was just too scared that you would all be mad at me, I should have got intouch. It seems like my fears were right. I am no longer wanted here and most of the family hates me. I love you all and hope that in the far future when we meet again, we can rejoice as a family, with Ruthie. I have realized that this world is not meant for me and that I am unworthy of life. So just like I took away Ruthie's life I shall take my own. Once again, I m so sorry.
Much Love to All of You
Mary C.
P.S. I left a note this time...
Please read and review, it helps me out a lot to keep going!!!
Author's endnotes: I hope to get the next chapter up soon. I have an idea of what is going to happen next. Hope you enjoyed this chapter.and the others!!! ((((
Author's notes: I would like to thank everyone once more for reviewing, I can't thank you enough. I hope this is good enough to satisfy the readers!!!
*Increased Tension
Lucy was lying on Ruthie's bed; her face was smothered in Ruthie's pillow as she cried, when Matt walked in, he sat on Lucy's bed not sure of what to say. She looked up at him, her eyes filled with tears. She turned away and grabbed the teddy bear she had bought for Ruthie's birthday, the same month she had past away.
Matt was about to say something when Lucy began to speak, "I miss her, more then I could possibly show. She had so much spunk and such a loving smile." Lucy gave Matt a smirk as she pictured Ruthie in her mind, " Mary didn't care, now that she found out Ruthie is dead now she misses her. I have missed Ruthie since that very day; Mary didn't even miss her enough to phone. Why did she bother coming back now? She should have just stayed where she was. As far as I m concerned Mary is not part of the Camden family anymore. She's not worthy."
With that, Lucy began to cry again, Matt pulled her into a tight hug and rocked her, like he used to rock Ruthie.
"Give her a chance, she is a Camden and as much as you may not want to admit it, you missed and love her." Matt was shocked at what he just said he had thought that when Mary came back he would just shut her out and forget about her. When he said these words to Lucy, though, he realised that he loved Mary and he always would. He knew that the fond memories of the years him and Mary spent together could never be forgotten.
Lucy stood up angered by the words of his brother, "I don't love Mary, I love you, Simon, the twins and Ruthie." As she walked out she mumbled out of her breath, "Am I the only one who remembers what she did?"
Matt pushed himself off the bed and sighed. He knew exactly where Lucy was coming from. He just wished she would understand where he was coming from.
Mary was still hugging her parents downstairs. They had told her to ignore Lucy's reaction; 'she'll come around' they had told Mary. Simon finally stood from the chair he had been sitting on watching what was going on around him.
"It's nice to see you again, Mary." Simon said.
Mary went to give him a hug but he took a step back and held out his hand, she took it.
"It's nice to see you too." Mary said trying not to show the pain she felt from her siblings reactions.
Simon left and walked into the kitchen where he found Lucy and Robbie sitting in silence. He took a seat beside Robbie and the three sat silently together.
Robbie didn't know what to think about Mary's return, he used to love her. Now he wasn't sure he even liked her as a friend. He did know he loved Ruthie as a little sister, who needs a blood relation when what they had was so much more.
Mary walked into the kitchen, Lucy automatically got up and left, Simon followed her. Robbie sat, not really knowing what he wanted to do.
"I understand if you leave, hating me like everyone else," Mary took the seat that Simon had been occupying.
Robbie took a minute to think of what to say, what came out of his mouth was not what he had been trying to let out, "It's not that I hate you, I just can't talk to you, not now." He left the room and Mary sat there holding back the tears that she could feel in her throat.
Mary lay in her room, finally allowing the tears to fall. She pulled out a paper and a pen she began to write. When she finished what she was doing, she left the room.
She walked into the room that the twins cribs had been moved to and planted a kiss on both of their foreheads.
She walked to Lucy and Ruthie's room to find nobody there; she stood staring at Ruthie's empty bed and proceeded her tour. She had went to everyone's room finding nobody, except for the dog that had been found lying on Simon's bed. She gave him a good rub on the stomach and left.
Mary walked into the washroom and locked the door.
Matt knocked on Mary's door, getting no answer he pushed the door open. Matt was coming into to give her the greeting he felt sorry for not giving Mary in the first place. No one was behind Mary's door; the only thing insight was a piece of paper on the bed. He picked it up and began to read.
I am so sorry for all the pain that I have placed on this family that now wishes I was not apart of their life. I realize that I am not wanted here and that I am better off not staying. There is nowhere for me to go, the past three years I have been doing nothing. I truly wanted to call; I wanted to come back. I was just too scared that you would all be mad at me, I should have got intouch. It seems like my fears were right. I am no longer wanted here and most of the family hates me. I love you all and hope that in the far future when we meet again, we can rejoice as a family, with Ruthie. I have realized that this world is not meant for me and that I am unworthy of life. So just like I took away Ruthie's life I shall take my own. Once again, I m so sorry.
Much Love to All of You
Mary C.
P.S. I left a note this time...
Please read and review, it helps me out a lot to keep going!!!
Author's endnotes: I hope to get the next chapter up soon. I have an idea of what is going to happen next. Hope you enjoyed this chapter.and the others!!! ((((