"This bird flew overhead and right over this sand hill that I had sat in front of, and in my last ditch attempt of hope I followed it and I'm so glad I did Bellamy because for the first time in what feels like along time my world has filled with colour again" Bellamy heard Clarke give a full and warm chuckle before speaking again.

"I never thought I'd be so happy to see the colour green. No correction I never thought I'd be happier about seeing green than when we first landed on earth but here I am practically worshiping it."

Bellamy smiled as Clarke laughed again and thought for the first time that it felt like years since he last heard that laugh and he supposed thinking about it, it was. Life had widdled away what little joy Clarke had left And had made her into a Rough woman who thought years beyond her age and here she was almost giggling like a child and it was like music to his ears, even if he was tone deaf Bellamy was sure that even Apollo would bask in the sound that emanated through the radio and he made a mental note to ensure that he heard that laugh in person on this new world even if it meant he had to act the fool to do it.

"That's not all" Clarke's voice continued, "I'm not alone, I found this child. She's a little feral sure but she's alive, I'm guessing she must be a nightblood like Lexa was. She won't let me near her, she's to cautious to do that. She's probably watching me right now but Bellamy she's here, it's like when I finally reached rock bottom the world reached out and told me to live, to wait for you….well I'm going to go for now, I can finally wash. Do you know how long it's been since I washed!? I smell worse than Jasper and Monty's botched moonshine.

May we meet again…and we WILL meet again Bellamy."

Bellamy smiled as the message ended and wiped his face of the few tears that managed to escape.

There she is he thought to himself, there was the strongest woman that he knew.

Pride shone evident on his face and if he were not alone, if any one had been watching him they would of seen the smile of an inamoured man.

As the messages went Bellamy began to understand more about what she had faced, how she had survived. Some of the messages were funny leaving him wiping the corner of his eyes with unshed tears of laughter, especially on the days that Madi was determined to be heard just as much as Clarke.

"We went fishing toda—Hey Madi give that back to me right NOW! Don't you dare make me ask again" Clarke's voice echoed through the sound system and what he assumed was a laughing Madi joined the noise.

"Hey Bellamy is skiripa..I mean Octavia really you're sister? It must be so cool having such a bad ass in the family" Bellamy could only laugh at her admiration for his sister from the stories Clarke had been telling her, however he only hoped that admiration was not as strong after actually meeting her.

He also discovered that they had not given up trying to reach the bunker at all, in fact quite the opposite, every other message Clarke mentioned some new plan to try and get them out and honestly he had no idea so many methods could be created to do one job. He had to say he was impressed with her imagination on that part.

However not every radio message was a happy one, although Madi being in her life was definitely what was keeping Clarke alive all this time.

He made another mental note that day to hug the young girl when she finally awoke from cryo.

Clarke still had days were she struggled with her new reality, seeming to slip into a depressive almost self destructive state and it was those days that her new found motherhood was the only thing that seemed to be keeping her sane.

Again, thank you Madi, Bellamy thought sombrely to herself.

It was during one of those radio messages that Bellamy heard a shocking, however not completely unwelcome discovery from Clarke.