A/N: thanks to everyone that reviewed! I LOVE YOU GUYS, hahaha. Anyway…yeah the lyrics in this chapter are from Animal I have become, I'm not sure if the lyrics are right or not, so yeah. Sorry it took so long to put up. Enjoy!
STILL Naruto's P.O.V
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Someone save me from this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see
The darker side of me
No one can ever change this animal I have become
My bare feet padded on the ground as I ran through the woods outside Konoha. My breath came in gasps as my chest constricted with the pressure of running, fore some reason I was running as if my life depended on it.
Something is behind me. I can see the shadow as I run through the seemingly endless woods.
Suddenly the scene changes, I'm young again. I'm running through an open field. I see kids my own age playing soccer. I'm running to join in, it looks like fun. All fear of the shadow is gone.
As I come over all the kids freeze, they turn and glare at me, I slow, then stop.
"Monster." I hear them whisper, all glaring a hatred undeserved. "Go away, we don't want to play with a monster."
The whispers get louder and louder. "Demon, go away. No one wants you. Monster. Freak."
The kids form a line and come closer now whispering again, but whispering vicious threats. Terrified, scared, and hurting I turn to run.
The scene shifts again. I'm in my house pulling a razor arose my wrist, the blood gushed too thick, too much, a deep darkness swallows me, I'm falling back flying in the darkness. Tears come to my eyes, I'm finally free from the hell I was in.
My back hits something hard and the blackness disappears and the world came into focus. I stood up. I was on the edge of the third Hokage's head, looking over the city.
A sound came from behind me. I turned bracing myself for the worst.
At the base of the mountain was Sasuke, he was glaring with the most hatred I had ever seen.
"Sas-Sasuke…" I whispered baking up a little, feet slightly over the edge.
"You stupid dobe." Sasuke whispered taking a step towards me. "I used you and you didn't even know it. I just wanted sex and you gave me it, now I have no need for you."
Tears came to my eyes again. "b-but I-I love you."
I felt a tug at the back of my shirt. Something was pulling me off the cliff.
I yelped as I fell back. I closed my eyes and waited to fall to my welcome death, but there was something pulling in the opposite direction, keeping me in place. I opened my eyes. I way lying in midair.
Sasuke walked to the edge of the cliff and knelt down. I reached my hand out and said, "save me Sasuke."
He smirked and put his hand to my chest. " I don't need you anymore I got what I wanted." he said and pushed. The force that was holding me up, stopped and I fell…down…down…my screams of terror only reaching Sasuke who smiled and turned away.
Xxx--xxX
My eyes flew open. My heart was pounding in terror and agony. Tears streaked down my whiskered face. The room was dark.
I t took a moment for me to realized where I was as the terror left, and the agony of heartbreak took over. I was in my bed, naked, an arm was wrapped around my waist. I looked to the sleeping avenger, equally naked.
The dream seemed so real, and I felt so betrayed.
I slipped out from under his arm. Dressed quickly. Turned the radio on softly. And left. Not knowing where I was going.
A/N: Sorry its so short, i like to try and leave on cliff hangers. Ha, so if you want more, REVEIW, i will only right more if i get so many