The difference between
The things we learn
The things we are born with
The things we die for
Pairings: Krauser x Leon, Chris x Leon
Abuse: Krauser x Chris
Disclaimer: Resident Evil and its characters don´t belong to me
Warning: Yaoi (boy x boy), lemon, abuse
The things we die for
Chris Redfield was dragged to a security room where he had access to a dozen monitors that displayed the most important places in the facility. Some of them were entrances, an office, storage rooms and hallways that led to areas that, on Chris´ eyes, where the places where the experiments took place.
He was tied up to a chair right in front of the monitors and watched Krauser turn up the volume from a screen he hadn´t even noticed. It was some kind of resting area perhaps, with a table in the middle, wooden chairs and some divans around it.
And, sitting in one of them, was a mortified Leon who moved his legs nervously.
-Turn up the volume for that one - ordered Krauser to one of the two thugs who operated the screens
-Aye - answered one and obliged
In that moment nothing could be heard except for a low static, but Krauser was smiling widely.
-I´m going to kill you! - Threatened Chris - Don´t you dare to touch one single hair of Leon!
-Heh - The ex-soldier made sure the ropes that held the brunette were steady and then he left the room without giving a proper answer
Damn him
Chris looked around the room. There wasn´t anything he could use to free himself, and the thugs were keeping an eye on him. If only they got distracted by something…
He started to get way too uncomfortable with their gazes when a loud noise was heard and the three of them looked up at the monitor.
Krauser had just opened the door when Leon readied his Lightning Hawk and pointed at him. The aim dot was steady in the man´s head, and the blonde showed him his teeth as a sign of warning.
-Krauser! - Leon´s voice was worried, and Chris could hear how his tone was shaky -Where is Chris?! You better had not harmed him in any way!
-It´s been such a long time, and this is the way you greet me?
-Cut it off, where is he?! - Demanded the younger, still pointing at him
-He´s fine - answered the taller and sat down in one of the couches.
Leon examined his clothes and noticed Krauser wasn´t armed. He was sure the ex-soldier kept his knife with him, as always, but there was no sign of guns or grenades.
The younger lowered the Magnum, but kept it ready in his hand. His finger was not in the trigger.
-Let´s make this quick. Release Chris and we will go as if nothing happened. There will be no fire, and we will just head back home.
-You know something, Leon? After all this time… you haven´t changed at all. You still think you can demand things from me.
-Just tell me where Chris is! - Leon pointed at him once more - I don´t have time for games
-Why are you so eager to go back to your boyfriend? Is he such a good lover?
-What? - Leon was taken aback from his question and gave one step back - Krauser- what have you done to him? - Asked him in a low growl
-I told you he´s fine - grey eyes closed and he let a low sigh out - there´s just something I want you to do before I let you two go
-What is it? - The younger lowered the gun again
-It´s just a simple question, but you must answer honestly - Krauser pat a place on the couch next to him, telling Leon to sit over there - come on, I don´t bite
Back in the monitor room, Chris bit his lip when he saw Leon taking the place the ex-soldier pointed. Why was Leon doing what he wanted? Didn´t he know it was dangerous? Didn´t he know Krauser was a rapist?! How could the blonde just sit next to him as if they were not enemies?
Chris looked at the thugs. They were curious about the scene in the monitor, but still looked at him from time to time just to make sure he wasn´t trying to free himself. Their eyes traveled back to the screen when Krauser spoke again.
-Do you still love me, Leon? -Asked the big man
Kennedy felt a hole in his stomach growing, a funny feeling in his insides, as if Krauser had just pressed the right buttons to trigger a bunch of emotions he had tried to eradicate the past few years.
-This is ridiculous - answered the younger, with a soft blush in his cheeks - are you really going to have this conversation in this filthy place? Just let Chris go and-
-It´s just a question - interrupted the older and his grey eyes pierced through Leon´s soul - fucking answer it
-I don´t have time for this! - Leon stood up the couch - Stop playing games, Krauser!
The man sitting on the divan looked up at him, and what he did next left Chris with his mouth open.
Krauser stood up and placed himself in front of Leon, he positioned a hand softly in his cheek and then, as if he had the right to do it, claimed Leon´s lips in a tender kiss that would have lasted more if the younger didn´t pull back.
Leon, completely embarrassed, placed a hand over his mouth and raised the other to slap Krauser on the face, but the taller stopped him, grabbing his wrist with fast reflects, and then pulled him again in another kiss, a deeper one, which unleashed a wave of lust in both bodies, remembering previous times when they had been that close.
-Why are you doing this to me? - Asked Leon when Krauser decided to break the kiss, his left wrist still being held by the ex-soldier, and his body so close to the other that he could feel his heat -What do you want, Krauser?
-You - answered the older and caressed Leon´s face - It´s always been you, Leon
The mentioned blushed even more and felt his eyes water just slightly at the thought of the things that could have happened if Umbrella never existed. If things were different and Krauser wasn´t his enemy, but his boyfriend again.
-Jack
Chris shuddered at the sound of that name being pronounced with such intensity. So, that was Krauser´s first name then. He knew it because he saw it written in the paper, but he had forgotten. The way Leon talked was breathtaking. It was as if he actually enjoyed pronouncing the name, and now the brunette frowned his forehead when he saw how Leon dropped his gun and gave himself into Jack, clinging into his neck and kissing him once more. Chris saw Krauser´s arms close in Leon´s body and suddenly, it was if he was watching a movie where the actors were completely in love with each other.
But this wasn´t acting, and one of the guys in the screen was his boyfriend, while the other was his rapist.
It was painful to watch the screen, so he looked at the thugs and surprised himself when he noticed they were completely lost watching the monitor. He looked back up and started moving his hands slowly and quietly. He felt the ropes getting less and less tight.
Krauser was the one who broke the kiss this time because he needed air. Leon kept clinging to his neck, and his eyes were fixed on him, looking at Jack´s so deeply that the older felt as he could see his past in that gaze.
-Do you want me to make love to you, Leon? - Asked the older
Chris almost coughed when he heard that, surprised by the fact that the word love was pronounced by such a cruel and sadist guy.
-Yes
He felt his heart beating fast and his stomach hurt when he heard Leon´s answer. His boyfriend was willingly going to give himself into that monster, and there was nothing he could do to stop it. Because Leon was only doing it because he wanted Krauser to release Chris… right?
Chris didn´t want to give it a deeper thought, because he knew, he was sure, he was wrong.
The brunette looked up again just when the moans started.
Krauser was stripping Leon from his tactical vest along with his weapons, and the blonde was just letting him do it, as if he was completely sure that the other would not hurt him in any way. Apparently, the sole act of being touched and kissed by the ex-soldier was enough for Leon to sigh and moan.
Was he faking it?
No. Chris could never be sure, but Leon wasn´t faking a thing.
Kennedy was lost in pleasure just by the thought of being intimate with his ex-boyfriend, and every osculation between them felt glorious. Soon he was naked, and Krauser didn´t waste any time in kissing every single part of his body, caressing his skin with such patience and care that it seemed that time had just stopped for them to enjoy their bodies.
-I hadn´t forgotten how white and soft you are - commented the older as he grabbed Leon´s waist and pulled him to the couch, where he sat and made Leon stand in front of him, just at the perfect height to take his manhood into his mouth
-Jack… ah… - Leon caressed the other´s hair and then traveled down his back, pulling his sleeveless shirt off to touch Krauser´s strong back, which Leon couldn´t wait to cling to while having him inside - I hadn´t forgotten about you either, it´s… ah… you´re always in my mind, Krauser…
Chris shut his eyes and lowered his head, feeling like if a knife had just stabbed his heart. It hurt to hear Leon declare such statement, and the worst part was that he knew it was true. No matter how his connection with Leon grew, or how much time they spent together, Leon never seemed to belong to him. Yes, he was dedicated and caring, but there was something that didn´t feel as a whole. But in that moment, in the screen, Leon was enjoying himself so much it was the first time Chris could say he looked complete.
-Jack… I´m going to~ stop… - Leon pulled himself away from his mouth and leaned over to kiss him - I don´t want to cum yet. Not until you are inside of me
Krauser nodded and stood up. He removed the rest of his clothes with Leon´s help. Moments later they were both naked and looking at each other´s body.
Leon took the initiative and eliminated the distance, placing his hands in Krauser´s chest, caressing every single scar on it. He directed his mouth to the man´s nipple and sucked on it while his hands traveled to his shaft, not wasting the opportunity to wander around that muscular abdomen.
Meanwhile, Krauser grabbed Leon´s ass and massaged it slowly, caressing the soft flesh he had longed for.
-You are still as hot as the time I took your virginity, back at the camp - commented Krauser
-I could say the same to you
-Heh, it wasn´t my first time
-I know - Leon looked up at him - but you told me you felt as if the other times didn´t matter, that you felt as if it was the first time you made love. Were you lying?
-No - the older grabbed Leon´s face - don´t you think for one second I ever lied when I said I loved you
Leon´s eyes opened in surprise and happily received Krauser´s lips on his when the older launched himself into him, probably too shy to allow for any words to come out of Leon´s mouth in that moment.
Without breaking the kiss, they walked to the couch and Krauser sat on it. Leon sat on his legs and they continued kissing, stroking each other´s length for a little while.
When they finally broke the kiss, Leon hurried to hug Krauser, burying his face in the broad and strong shoulder, wishing to stay on the man´s arms as long as possible. Jack pressed him tighter against himself, both his arms surrounding the smaller body, sharing similar thoughts with Leon.
-Of course I love you, idiot - Leon finally answered his question - How am I not going to love you? I´ve always done it. Since the first time we kissed, since we made our promise. Only with you… only with you I feel happy, Jack…
-Ha, the promise…
-Had you forgotten?
-No, never, I will never - Krauser held him tighter - because I love you more than anything, Leon
-Make love to me, Jack… - Leon broke the hug and cupped his face, forcing the grey eyes into his own - only with you it actually means love, and after all this time, I just don´t want to wait any longer
-Leon, that is exactly what I wanted to hear
Krauser grabbed a tube from his pants and opened it, covering his manhood with lube. He then took a little bit in his fingers and he took one inside of Leon´s entrance. The ex-cop moaned at the feeling and placed his hands in the man´s shoulders. Krauser pushed a second finger inside and felt how Leon´s temperature raised.
-I need you, Jack - Leon´s face was blushing and his eyes were teary - please, fuck me
Krauser felt his dick throb at the sight and sound of Leon, and he decided it was enough preparation. He grabbed his erection in one hand while the other opened Leon´s flesh. It was a matter of seconds before he placed the head in, big enough for the ex-cop to fill a little discomfort and pain.
-Are you all right? Tell me when it´s okay for me to go deeper - Krauser kissed his neck after saying this
-Yeah, just… give me some time… you´re enormous, Jack…
Chris couldn´t believe that was the same guy that had raped him. Just minutes ago, Krauser was ripping up his skin in a horrible violation, where the ex-soldier didn´t give a damn about him. But now, with Leon, it was completely different. Krauser´s worrying and caring for the blonde was genuine, and there was no doubt that his feelings for Leon were true.
A sound caught his attention and he felt disgusted when he saw how one of the thugs opened his zipper and started touching himself. The other looked at him and copied his movements.
Chris took advantage of this and finished liberating himself from the ropes.
The thugs were so lost in pleasure that it was too late when they realized Chris was free. The brunette punched them in the face and knocked them out before they could stop him. He tied them to their chairs, took their handguns and sighed out of exhaustion.
Chris looked once again at the different monitors and located the laboratories. He learned the way to that place and directed his sight to Leon. He then looked in the commands for any kind of auto-destruction program...
Bingo
He set a time of 59 minutes, and the monitor displayed a message that it will give an alarm 5 minutes before the explosion. He turned around and quickly left the room. There were three objectives in his mind: find the sample, fetch Leon and get the hell out of there.
Leon was the one who buried his hips down and took Krauser´s length inside him. Both of them growled in pleasure, and it wasn´t long before their hips moved at the same pace, slowly and cautious.
Jack´s hands in Leon´s back felt good and warm. The ex-cop felt as if Krauser owned him, he felt wanted and safe, and he wished he could save that moment in his memory.
For the taller, things were not too different. Leon was the only person that he actually cared for apart from himself. He had been the first one to teach him about love, and both have discovered that feeling together. Leon´s nails digging in his back were driving him crazy, and he pressed his lips against the other´s to hide his moans.
Leon answered the kiss with the same passion as he was kissed, surrounding the man´s neck with his arms.
Oh, it really felt different for both of them. Only when they were together they could give themselves completely into the other. They were so lost in each other that they could swear nothing else existed in the world.
Yes, that body was better than any other he had taken before, but leaving carnal things aside, Krauser felt something inside of his chest every time he made love to Leon. It was something bigger than anything else. It felt as if they, truly, became one. But it wasn´t weird, it felt like something obsessive and part of himself.
Leon broke the kiss to breath and his legs pressed against Krauser when the man stood up, picking him up from his waist without removing his dick from inside him. The taller laid him down carefully on the wooden floor and then positioned himself on top. His hips moved easier here, and soon the penetrations were fast and deep, making Leon moan and provoking his nails to dig into his back. Krauser loved this, and he found himself sighing in pleasure.
-Hmmn… - moaned the older and pushed himself hard into Leon, pulling his legs up to reach even deeper
-Ahh! Jack! - The blonde moaned loud out of the feeling of Krauser´s cock deep inside him, his weight pressing Leon down, and the strong, built up body covering him completely
-I can´t hold myself anymore…
-Me- neither-
Leon let a loud pleasure scream out and he clanged to Krauser´s back like a castaway would cling to a shore.
Krauser felt Leon´s humidity in his abdomen and he allowed his body to release the accumulated pressure by cuming deep and hard inside of Leon.
Both of them waited a couple of minutes before pulling away, but the truth was that none of them wanted to release the grip. Krauser´s hands lowered Leon´s legs slowly to the ground and then he looked for the blonde´s hands, taking them in his and lacing his fingers.
-Don´t go - said Krauser
-If things were different… - Leon tightened the grip on their hands - if you had not taken this path…
-You can always come with me, Leon. Wesker will always have a place for you
-I can´t. I won´t pretend I agree with what he is doing just to… … - silence
-Just to be with me? Am I not worth it?
-I could tell the same to you
-I´m a criminal, Leon
Krauser finally pulled out of him and he watched his cum dripping out to the floor. He helped Leon get up and then both got dressed, no words were pronounced during this time. Leon couldn´t stop thinking about how much he regretted how things went between them. No matter how many times they fought, Krauser always let him win. He was the only one he could talk to about anything. Only when Jack told him he loved him, he knew he meant it.
-When I can´t do it anymore, I´ll go look for you - said Krauser and handed Leon his weapons
-Do what? - He grabbed them and placed them in his vest
-Stay far from you
Leon stared at him and then looked down.
-You know we won´t be together until this war is over.
-May-
In that moment, the door flew open and Chris entered the room, pointing at Krauser with a handgun in each hand.
-Leon, we have to get the hell out of here! - The brunette got closer to him - Are you okay?
-Yes - answered his partner and moved to his side - what about you?
-I´m fine - his eyes were digging into Krauser´s - we must hurry, this island will auto-explode in less than ten minutes
-What?! - Asked Krauser
-Don´t move! - Ordered the brunette - I got what we came looking for - he told Leon in a whisper - let´s go, I know the way out
-Roger, I just need to… - he looked at Krauser - Jack… don´t forget our promise
He didn´t wait for an answer, and soon both Chris and Leon were running towards the exit of the facility. They made it to the pier and got into a motor boat.
Chris was the one navigating it, and Leon just stared at the island as they moved far from it. He let a loud sigh and caressed his neck, stressed by the incoming explosion.
-You should stay - commented Chris, hiding his eyes under his hair
-What?
-I said you should go, Leon. With him.
The blonde moved closer to him and placed a hand in his shoulder.
-What are you talking about? Our mission is done, we must go back to the HQ
-But you love him
Leon was taken aback from his answer and removed his hand from the other´s shoulder.
Chris knew.
-I do, yes - he sighed once more - but my responsibility is to finish this. Umbrella- Wesker… they have taken many lives. And they will continue to do so unless we bring them to a stop. There are bigger things going on right now that Krauser and I. I won´t be in peace until I make sure the viruses are completely eradicated
-You know that might take years, even longer than our own lives
-Chis - Leon made raise his face and look at him - I´m not going anywhere
-I don´t want us to be over - confessed the brunette - even if your heart doesn´t belong to me, I want to be with you as long as I can
Leon nodded and smiled.
-We´ll be-
In that moment, a group of five helicopters flew above them, heading west. Leon could see Jack in one of them, waving at him.
Just seconds later, a strong explosive wave hit the boat and almost made it turn over, but Chris managed to control it.
They both looked back and covered their eyes with their hands in the moment the island was consumed by a massive explosion.
It was like if a bomb was dropped on the land, and soon the facility disappeared along with everything else, as if it had never existed.
-Do you have the Uroboros sample? - Asked Leon
-Yes. It´s safe here - he placed a hand in a pocket of his vest
-Good. Mission cleared.
Chris smiled and then they continued in silence until they reached the ship.
Once inside, the Captain set the course back to the US mainland, and finally Leon and Chris had time to relax.
They were on the outside deck just watching the sun setting down the horizon.
-I never thought you had such strong feelings for anyone - confessed Chris
-You saw us, didn´t you? How?
-There were cameras - Chris swallowed hard - I didn´t saw it all, but… I heard what you guys said to each other. He really loves you. Quite impressive for a man like him.
-He does - smiled a blushing Leon
-Can I ask you something? - he played with his fingers nervously
-Mmm… yes? What is it? - Leon turned to look at him
-What is the promise you guys made?
The blonde smiled and sighed.
-That we will survive - he looked back at the horizon, his hair moving back and forth because of the breeze, his eyes shining filled with hope - until this is over, and we can finally be together
Chris had never seen Leon like that. He looked happy and strong, as if there was nothing to be worried about, as if he knew everything was going to be just fine.
-I guess… it´s a good motivation to stay alive - he giggled and pat Leon´s shoulder - I´m going to take a shower. See you in half an hour in the kitchen for dinner?
-I´ll meet you there, then - he smiled and turned back to watch the stars that were just appearing in the sky
Chris said no more and then headed back inside the ship. He walked away from the door and leaned on the wall, knowing that Leon would never belong to him. It hurt more than a rape or a shot wound. It was a scar that would never heal.
Back outside, the blonde looked up and tried to locate the moon. There it was, on the opposite side. He walked to that side of the ship and leaned on the rails. He closed his eyes and let his imagination take over his mind.
Krauser walked through the entrance of his apartment, dropped his baggage and ran towards Leon. Both men joined in a deep kiss filled with feelings and happiness. The TV beside them showed pictures of Umbrella´s logo burning down, and now the whole world new the biological war was finally over.
-I can´t wait to spend the rest of my life with you - said Krauser after he broke the kiss and caressed Leon´s hair
-You have always been my only love, Jack - Leon placed his arms around his neck - now that we are free, I know exactly what I want to do with my freedom - he hugged the taller man - I want to scream that I love you, and hear it echoed in the whole universe, and I never want to wait for you again
-You won´t, love - Krauser caressed his back - I will live your days and fight your battles, I´ll kiss you every morning, and it will be life itself who will wait for us now
Leon opened his eyes when he felt how they were tearing up. It seemed so long until that moment could finally be true, so many battles to win, missions to accomplish, lives to take. But it all would be worth it when he could finally be with Krauser. He just needed to keep on fighting and not let the bad guys win.
That future was definitely worth fighting for and being patient. And, oh, there was no one patient than love.
… the things we die for
The end.
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