Hola amigos! Que is you feeling?
(throwing random words in wrong places is my specialty. Admit it, you are impressed.)
I'm in my hotel room and I feel like total shit.
My mom went to a trip and I stayed in bed today.
So I thought why not write something?
I mean, I don't have a phone, and I don't know anyone interesting here...
And everyone speaks Spanish.
and I fuckin'... Don't speak Spanish.
Sigh.
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"mmmn..." I open my eyes slowly.
I must have fallen asleep.
I sit up on the couch, and look around.
Where am I? Oh, right.
"Oi Grimm! Your boyfriend woke up!" I hear an obnoxious shout and wince as it hit my ears.
I look at the source of annoyance and see the bandana guy look at me with a grin.
"mornin'." he says.
I nod because I don't have the power in me to move my vocal cords.
Grimmjow appeared out of the kitchen, glancing over to probably see if I'm actually awake. He grins and asks "hey you wanna eat?"
I get up and walk over to him wobbly "yeah..." I sigh in delight at the thought of food.
He snickered and walked in front of me.
I looked at his back, he has really broad shoulders and slim hips. I like that. It's funny how I randomly became connected to him. When I first saw him I thought he was just some insane guy with blue hair. Well, now that I have interacted with him I feel a lot more comfortable around him, it's like most of my anger and bitterness disappears. And about touching-
I suddenly remembered how I acted moments before falling asleep. My eyes widening in embarrassment. I was practically draping myself all over him, trying to get him to touch me in front of all these people. I felt heat on my cheeks.
No more smoking weed for me.
It's weired how I suddenly didnt mind all the close proximity, and it was ME who tried to continue it.
Was it because of Grimmjow or the drugs?
I felt as though I had no control over my body and that thought is a little uncofortable.
Unsettling even.
I scowled as uneasiness washed over me.
Suddenly I bumped into something hard and snapped out of my thoughts.
Apperantley, it was Grimmjow.
He turned to look at me while raising his eyebrow.
"you okay?" he tilted his head to the side.
I bit my lip and stuffed my hands inside the pockets of my jeans, I looked away from him.
He leaned himself towards me "don't worry, nothing happened." he whispered to me.
I snapped my eyes to him, worried. He had a soft smile on his face.
Although I was supposed to become calm from his words I became even more worried. It sounded like I didn't want him near me.
Yeah, I have a problem with touching, but I don't want him to feel UNWANTED.
if I would have had a problem with it I would say something.
I scowl and run my fingers through my hair "stop it."
I need some space right now.
Burshing through Grimmjow, I walked over to sit next to starrk.
Everyone was talking excitedly while eating as I was deep inside my thoughts.
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"see ya kids, come by next time too." starrk grinned as he practically melted into the doorway.
How can a person be so tired all the time?
Oh right, weed.
"thanks" I smile at him as Grimmjow raised his hand to gesture a goodbye.
He wanted to walk with me before going home.
As we were walking, he sighed "did I do something you didn't like?" he asked sternly.
I stopped on my tracks in shock. I blinked at him as he stopped to look back at me.
"what?" I blurt as a scowl formed on my face.
He shrugged one shoulder "you've been acting upset since you've woken up." It was wierd for me to see him without a smile on his face.
He looked older.
I walked up to him and looked at his troubled face "do you think I don't want you around?" I ask quietly.
He scowled, confused.
I sucked my teeth "I mean, do I make you feel like that?" my eyes became worried.
"well earlier you kinda did." he shrugged again honestly "thats why I asked if I did something wrong."
"I'm sorry." I looked up to him "I know I make things hard for you with this... Problem I have. With, touching..." I look at the ground.
I felt a hand ruffling my hair "pfft, stop worrying about small stuff." he snickered
I looked at him and he had a giant grin on his face.
I sighed in relief and smiled back.
Grimmjow suddenly narrowed his eyes hungrily at me "although it IS hard to keep my hands to myself next to you." he stepped closer to me.
I felt his gaze trail over my body. Suddenly feeling uncomfortable, I changed the subject
"Grimmjow."
He snapped out of his trance and blinked "hm?"
"you... Don't do any other drugs do you?" I wanted to ask him that earlier but didn't have the chance.
"you mean like hard drugs?" he tilted his head in question.
I nod.
He chuckled "no. Haha, you're acting like an old man again. But I have tired crack once." he raised his eyebrows.
I scowled "once?"
He cocked an eyebrow "I'm not a complete idiot Ichigo"
I nod "good. I don't like complete idiots." I smile.
"that means I have a chance?" he smirked playfully, and stepped even closer to me.
I laughed "maybe." I narrowed my eyes at him.
he looked at me with hooded eyes "I'll take my chances." I felt like swooning into his arms, Grimmjow looked at me with his blue eyes and strong jaw.
I can't believe I have such a beautiful person all to myself.
he then grinned "well, bye Ichigo, I gotta get going."
I nodded as he snapped me out of my trance with that.
"bye." I smiled.
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the tension.
THE TENSION!