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I slowly awoke, to find the room was pitch black it still must be night time, I started to sit up when a sharp, burning pain came from my stomach; I clinched the bed sheets into my fist trying to hold back cries of pain I slowly stood to my feet, only to find in my weakened state they weren't strong enough to hold up my petite frame. I fell to the floor with a thud; no longer able to hold it back I let out a cry of pain. Curling up on the floor sobbing, all the while holding onto my lower stomach; I guess he heard my cries as I heard a mumbling coming from across the room. I saw a figure get out of a small cot in the corner of the room, he keep getting closer and closer; when I noticed it was the blonde Deidara walking towards me. Memories of what he had done to me, it was his fault I was here, and undoubtedly his fault I was in so much pain at this very moment.

He stood in front of me, I froze just laying on the floor sobbing, then he bent down I turned away from his touch, but he picked me up carefully trying not to move me too much from my fetal position. He didn't say a word, I looked up at his face it had a look of pain on it.

He carried me to a bathroom attached to the room, he laid me down in the bathtub, he looked me over with a small frown on his pale face, and his exposed eye looked full of worry and sorrow.

He slowly lifted the bottom of my shirt up; I tried to fight him only to be stopped when he spoke;

"How am I supposed to help you if I can't look at the problem, un?"

I stopped fighting him when I realized he just want to help I looked down at my stomach it was bandaged from the top of my belly button down to the start of my shorts. I whimpered in pain as he slowly undid the bandages, I looked down to see the cause of my pain and agony when I saw it 'Deidara' was curved into my lower abdomen a few centimeters below my belly button, I let out a scream in pain from the sight.

"How could you do this to me?" I softly muttered out.

"Huh, I didn't have a choose you heard leader-sama, un" I softly began to cry again.

"Why me? What's so special about me?" I questioned the man who was wiping blood off of my wound.

"You're not like any other girl I've ever met, I can't seem to put my finger on it yet, un" He got more bandages out and began to wrap it in the same fashion as before.

"I don't understand what do you want from me?"

"Hmmm" he looked me in eyes before smiling and saying "I just want your company, un"

I looked back down at my now bandaged stomach it still hurt but the pain was starting to fade slightly, or maybe it was because I was still so tried my body started to just block out the pain.

"Thank you" I quietly muttered. He just looked at me with an eyebrow raised "For what, un"

"For taking care of my wound." He looked at me like I was crazy, I bowed my head down and tried to stand up to walk myself back to the bed.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa, don't move I'll carry you, your still too weak, un" I tried to push his hands away, but when I got up to my feet with the help of the bathroom wall the room had started spinning and I started to wobble, when I felt hands slide around my waist, he whispered into my ear; "If you won't let me carry you I'll just have to help you any way I can, un"

His breath was hot on my ear it sent shivers down my spine and I felt my face start to blush, as my cheeks burned from embarrassment. 'Why did he have this effect on me?' I questioned my body's reaction to him. He guided me back to the bed, laying me down and pulling the cover over me, he bent over kissing me on the forehead, before heading back over to his cot. I heard it creak under his weight, he was trying to get comfortable he continued this for at least another 30 minutes, before I heard him give up and get up and head to the bathroom. When I heard him come back I closed my eyes pretending to be asleep like a little kid who didn't want to be found out by their parents. I heard him walk over to his little make shirt bed, before letting out a sigh and walking over to the bed I was 'sleeping' in. Before I knew it he had climbed over me, my face was a beet red at this point, I just closed my eyes tighter, and he fell on the other side of me closer to the wall. I could feel his back press up against mine he was warm I felt his ribs expand and shrink with every breath he took. Slowly I drifted off to sleep for real this time.

I woke up with his arm wrapped around my waist and his hand resting on my chest. I snapped up only to regret it from a nice pain coming from the sore on my lower stomach I looked over at Deidara, he looked like an angel when he slept his long blonde hair tossed everywhere like someone had come and ruffed it up in his sleep I took one more look at him before I slapped my hand up against his sleeping face.

"What the fuck, un" he sat up looking around like he was confused about what just happened. I was sitting up with my back to him and my arms crossed.

"What the hell did you just hit me for, un"

"Humph" was all I replied with.

"What the fuck, answer me, un"

I sat there quietly for a moment before he turned me around to look at him.

"I said answer me, un"

I was trying to think of how to phase it that he was molesting me in his sleep. His face was starting to look more and more angry by the second. So I just blurted it out

"You had your hand on my…my…chest" He didn't say anything to me so I looked up to look at him to see if he was still mad, what I found was that his face was a nice hue of pink he was looking down embarrassed. He finally managed to mumble out a "Sorry, un"

"It's okay, I guess since you were asleep and all, but how did you get in my bed anyways?" I thought I'd play dumb on this one seeing as how I was supposed to be asleep when he climbed in bed with me.

"Oh yeah, you see this is actually my bed, and I got out that little cot so you wouldn't wake up to find a strange boy sleeping next to you, but it's really uncomfortable, un" His face seemed to get even redder at this little confession.

"I see" Was all I said as I looked over to the little make shift cot, it did look uncomfy, and so I let it go. I turned back to him "So where's the bathroom I would really like to take a shower."

"Right there, un" as he pointed to the door to the left of his 'bed'. I got up and walked over to the bathroom it seemed a lot bigger last night, I looked around the tiny bathroom it wasn't the cleanest but I've seen worst, so I closed the door and turned on the hot water to the shower, waiting for it to warm up, I tested the temperature deciding it was just right I took off my clothes leaving them on the sinks counter, I looked down at my still bandaged stomach before slowly removing it, and stepping in to the now hot water, I closed my eyes letting the hot water run down my body it slightly stung my wound, but I let the water carry me far away from here, back to the Hidden Leaf Village, were I watched as everyone was walking around going about doing their normal everyday tasks, I wondered if anyone missed me, I doubt it. I was snapped out of my imagination when I heard the door creek open, 'damn it why didn't I lock the door?' I grabbed the shower curtain covering the important parts of my body to see who was intruding on my alone time; it was Deidara, he looked at me with a raised eyebrow before stating

"Calm down there I just wanted to give you clean clothes, un" he set the clothes down on the counter after taking my dirty ones, I just stared at him, as he left locking the door behind him.

I climbed out of the shower grabbing a towel drying off my long bleach blonde hair staring at myself in the foggy mirror I asked myself how I had got myself into this but shrugged it off as I blow out my hair making it look decent, and bandaging myself back up. I then grabbed the outfit he left for me it was a kimono that stopped 3 inches above my knees, but the back piece ran down to the floor it was beautiful it was mostly white but had golden orchid flowers as the pattern running though out it. I took one last look in the mirror before heading back out in to the room.

This was the first really time I actually took in the room and I must say it was a mess there were clothes on the pale wood floors, the walls were a bright yellow but in some places there seemed to be burn marks I cocked an eyebrow up turning about to really take in the disaster zone, I noticed there were bits of clay practically everywhere, I looked around expecting Deidara to be sitting around waiting for me, but all I found was the main door was left half way open, so I wondered over to it. Slowly I creped out into the huge hallway there were two ways to go left or right I looked around taking in my surroundings the walls were a deep red and the floors a much darker wood then in Deidaras room, I heard people talking from the left side well it was more like they were fighting over something, but I walked that way hoping to find the one familiar face I knew around here. As I got closer I noticed the voices were coming from down the stairs I was almost there when I felt a pair of hands wrap around my waist, I jumped a little turning around to see who intruded my personal space so much, who I saw was a man with slicked back silver hair and pinkish red eyes, staring at me he had bad intentions written all over his face, a small smirked showing on his face.

"What the fuck are you doing out by yourself?" I tried to answer him or say anything to get me out of this situation, but all that came out was mush just a mumbling of words. His cocky smirk just got bigger as he looked me up and down before saying

"I think I'll have a little fun with you." I tried to back up to get away but I ran myself smack into a wall I swallowed hard, trying to clear the lump from my throat, hoping to scream to do anything just to get someone else up here maybe they'd help me. I tried to yell but all that came out was a few small whimpers. His body was now pressed up against mine my heart was racing I wanted to run but my legs were froze. Then I felt his lips crash down on mine, too hard I felt my head hit the wall with the force he used. His tongue began to run along my bottom lip bagging for entrance into my mouth I slammed my jaw shut, still trying to push him away from me, only to find that every time I pushed against him he would slam his hips into mine. Then he reached for my chin after waiting for me to let him into my mouth he decided if I wasn't going to let him he would force me too. He slightly pulled at my chin causing me to open my lips then he slipped his tongue into my mouth I bit down as fast and hard as I could.

"What the fuck you fucking little bitch ass whore, I'm going to fucking hang you from your fucking intestines for that you fucking whore" I slide down the wall crying as he was standing over me yelling curse after curse at me, then he bent down picking me up by my neck, his grip was tight I felt my feet leave the floor as my airways were closing I tried to scream but nothing came out. When I heard something it sounded like feet running up the stairs, no who am I kidding no one's going to come and save me not this time, I closed my eyes even tighter now waiting for the darkness to take me in waiting for sweet death when...


Hahaha will someone come save her cliff hanger hahaha review if you like, tell me if there's anything I can improve on.