Peace in!
Melanie Swirls!
Title: Hated, Broken, hurt and lied toNow I know what your thinking
"Girl, that poem was hard ass boring unimaginative, unoriginal
Emo poems. Stereotype! Stereotypical! Stereotype!"
Well you're wrong
Emo Kids hate themselves
And I hate everybody
I don't hate myself. How could I?
I think I'm brilliant! It's the rest
Of the entire world I despise. They are the ones
That hurt me so much. They are
The ignorant ones. Not me. Although I'd
Be lying if I told you that I couldn't
Be ignorant. I could be. He showed me that.
He showed me all I could be before leaving me.
It hurt a lot you know.
How could it not? You'd be hurting too
If the man you put all your hopes and dreams in
Left you like mine left me. It's
Like he gave me the books and tools to
Heal myself before stabbing me 37
Times in the chest and leaving my heart
Perfectly intact so id have to suffer through
All of it without anyone to help me
Understand how to use the tools
He gave me in the first place. I remember
Everything he told me though. All the broken
Promises and artificial love
He fed me were still in my memory
"I love you" really means; I want
To see you cry so trust me so I can
Hurt your trust and make you hate yourself.
Ha! I still haven't hated myself
Well not entirely. I hate parts of
Myself, like the one he created
And the one that misses him.
But I kept the bottle close enough
To my lips, their voices are soon
Drowned out from the rest
It really makes you wonder how emotional
You need to be before you no lounger
Count as emotional and you start to
Count as unemotional and detached.
And in case the sorry bastard is reading this
I feel I must say
That Inuyasha, you are not forgiven
Neither will you ever be
You chose Kikyo over me
That was the last mistake you'll ever
Trick me into again.
