Wrath

Wrath- is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury

Without even time to close my mouth he forced his wrist into my mouth letting his blood fall through my throat. I tried pushing him and it felt like I had swallowed a gallon of blood before he let go of me and I knew by the loss of it he was weaker now.

"I hate you!" I shrieked punching him in the chest until he wrapped his arms around me. Tears escaped my eyes as I embraced him and I hated myself for still being in love with this, this monster!

"I really hate you" I stated burying my face in his chest and sobbing as hard as I ever had.

"I know" he whispered with no emotion before pulling away and walking upstairs.

I slid down on the floor holding onto my head and squeezing all the feelings out. I Caroline Forbes was broken in every possible way.

"I HATE YOU!" I screamed wiping away the pathetic tears that seemed to never stop falling. "I really, really do . . ."

After my little show down with Damon we had ignored each other for most of the time. He wasn't alive to me and I wasn't alive for him. Elena and Stefan had questioned me about it earlier but I choose to leave it alone, I really didn't want to relive the scene in my head more then I already did 24/7.

Today was the carwash and I planned to leave Damon in the darkest part in my mind, I didn't need him bothering me as I washed cars in the new bikini I had bought.

Oh I wasn't Caroline so that meant I wasn't going to wear my new bikini, just great NOT! Took me forever just to find it!

I looked through Elena's closet in search of one of her swimsuits and the only one I found as a dull black one that really showed nothing as much as I wanted it to. I Caroline Forbes, even in Elena's body was not going to where this thing!

"Jenna can I use you car?" I asked climbing down the stairs in hope of finding the car keys on the kitchen counter. It seemed luck was with me as I grabbed them and got into the car.

Once buying something worthy enough to be worm I drove towards school. Everyone washing was in bathing suits but they weren't working and Elena was trying her best to get them on task but they seemed to be too excited to listen. Why did I know she would ruin this?

"Hey people you're not here to play around, you're supposed to be working now get to it!" I hollered using my voice instead of Elena's causing some questioning stares.

"GET TO IT!" I yelled using Elena's voice glaring at anyone brave enough to stare at me. "Idiots" I added under my breath.

"My hands are pruny" I whined looking at my ruined manicure.

"For the person who organized this I'd think you've have more fun doing this" Stefan responded smiling.

"Ugh I'm tired" I responded dropping my sponge in my bucket. My head was pounding again and before I even had a chance to speak my legs gave away but lucky Stefan was able to hold me up.

My vision was gone and all I could see was darkness and then a light.

I was no longer at the carwash but far from it. I was in a dark room surrounded by unknown people and I could feel the fear radiate off me like warmth would usually do on a hot summer day.

"Doppelganger" I heard a whisper come from all over the place at a sound that could have made my ears bled.

"What the fu—"

"Caroline wake up" Elena said breaking through my dreaming state.

Doppelganger. Doppelganger. Doppelganger. Doppelganger. Rang in my head causing the worst headache to pound away at my head.

"Doppelganger" I whispered holding my head, cradling it like a mother would with a baby, hoping to ease the pounding.

"What?" everyone around me asked with strange looks. "I, sorry I got lightheaded for a minute. I haven't eaten all day" I lied ignoring Elena and Stefan's worried gaze.

"I'll be right back" I responded getting into Jenna's car. "I don't think you should drive" Stefan stated giving me a fatherly expression.

"I'm alright" I responded closing the door and speeding away towards the boarding house.

I slammed the door open like before and instead of ignoring Damon like he did with me I swallowed my pride and said "Damon" I could see how his back muscles tensed and a murderous glare was send my way.

"What do you want?" he asked never once turning towards me as he drank straight from the wine bottle.

"If you love Elena as much as you say you do, you have to help me save her" I pleaded felling my pride shatter from under me. Damn!

"I just need your help; I can't ask Stefan or Elena because they worry too much. I need you—as in your help" I said feeling the awkwardness drip from my mouth.

I didn't know what I had seen but if I knew one thing it was going too happened and I didn't want that to happen. First because I was in Elena's body and second because no matter how insecure I am, Elena is my friend and I love her.

"What is it?" he asked his voice caked with annoyance.

"What is a doppelganger?" and at that he froze. "Who told you, did Elena—"

"She knows?" I asked feeling the anger bubble up inside f me. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because we were sure you'd do something stupid knowing you were in Elena's body when other psychotic vampires are after ever drop of blood in your system" he responded finally looking at me his smirk never missing a beat.

"What?" I had no idea what was going on but blood and me just didn't mix. "I don't understa—"

"I wouldn't expect you to" he responded a bitter smile on his face. "To break the vampire curse the blood of the Petorva doppelganger is needed and guess what, you're in the doppelgangers body!" he laughed evilly, the alcohol clearly messing with his brain.

"No, what but what about a reverse?" I asked, "It was your job to help find a reversal"

"Why would I do that? So Elena can die and you can live. You're pathetic, shallow and a waste of space. When they come for the doppelganger they'll get you Caroline" he responded laughing again.

"Stefan and Elena won't let this happen!" I responded ignoring the blaring in my ear.

"No they wouldn't but it's too late, I tried finding a reverse but if I couldn't what makes you think they will?" he smirked turning towards me and sneering. "To your pathetic and short lived life Blondie" he cheered raising his wine bottle in the air before taking a graceful sip from it.

"So they knew and they didn't tell me!" I said falling on the floor my knees giving out. Whoa what was with all the falling?

"Wish I could say I will miss you but I'd be lying" he responded standing up and making his way towards my fallen figure before picking me up and taking me up stairs to a different room then I had been in before. His room.

I felt numb; he laid me on his bed and lay down next to me holding me as if I was someone he actually loved. It hurt me to think he had never held me like this when I was in my body, with my face. I was stupid for ever thinking he could have actually loved me during our relationship! I was stupid!

I didn't know when it happened but sometime after the crying, the I hate yous, and his laughing I feel asleep in his arms and I'm sad to say it but I was happy being in his arms.

"So I'm going to die" I stated more then asked my eyes still closed from the deep-sleep I had just woken up from.

"There is no doubt in my mind that you will" he responded again dragging his nose from my jaw to my cheeks and this time I couldn't hind the shivers that went though my betraying body.

Here I was in his arms in nothing but a bikini and very short shorts and I was amazed how I hadn't frozen to death while sleeping. His room was like a refrigerator and I realized the shivers weren't from him but the coldness, at least I hoped they were.

"Please, help me" I whispered hearing how pathetic I sounded.

"No can do" he responded running his hand through my hair yet it was Elena's hair. It was Elena's body that he creased, not mine no matter if I was in it. He was taking abuse of my emotional state to let out the frustration of not being able to hold the real one like this and it angered me.

"Stop touching Elena!" I snapped slapping his hands away from where he had them deep in Elena's hair. "You don't mean that" he said flipping me over so I was no longer in his arms but under him, his legs straddling my hips.

"Stop abusing the situation, I'm not Elena!" I responded trying to push him off yet I was trapped under his body, muscular, sexy—get a hold of yourself Caroline!

"No your not" he agreed planting graceful kisses all over my face and I could feel him on top of me making a blush brighten up my cheeks and neck.

His eyes darkened as he stared down at my lips, Elena's lips. He had never looked at me with so much desire yet I knew it wasn't me he was looking at, it was Elena he had in mind.

"Get off me!" I demanded ignoring the tears that threaten to spill as he finally allowed me to get up. I walked out of his cold room and headed towards the Salvatore library.

I wasn't going to die! Not when my life was just starting! I would do everything I could to find answers to my questions.

I had found nothing, an hour later and I had nothing. Either Elena or I was going to die and neither one made me feel any better.

This is all Elena's fault; nothing would have happened if it wasn't for her! I thought channeling my rage unfairly towards my best friend.

Because of her I was going to possibly die being drained of blood and she was at some stupid charity event with not a care in the world! I hate her and I hate them!

"Care, we've been worried sick!" Elena's voice broke through my thoughts as she came and hugged me ignoring how I tensed in her touch.

"Doppelganger! Drained of blood! There's a possibility that I can die and you didn't tell me!" I screamed pushing her away with a force I didn't know I had. Damon and Stefan quickly came to her aid and Damon glared daggers at me but I didn't care I was too overtook my anger.

"Because of you I wouldn't have those scares on my neck or back!" I screamed pointing at my body, on my body, "I wouldn't be the second pick for everything and I wouldn't be in your body!" I resumed on hollering ignoring Elena's pleading trying to keep me quiet.

"If you would have died that day your parents did nothing would have happened!" I responded trying my best to ignore the broken look on her face as she left the room Stefan right behind her.

"She wanted too tell you but she was overruled by Stefan and I" Damon responded advancing towards me and shaking me like a rag doll until the tears escaped falling on the floor like bullets making a sound that nearly hurt my ears.

"Let me go!" I shouted feeling everything inside me break. If you would have died that day your parents did nothing would have happened!

I had said that! I had said that to my best friend who did nothing but worry about me! This was a new low even for me, the shallow self-absorbed bitch.

For the first time in my life I truly felt sorry.

I think I've made good timing; I already have the next 4 chapters written! I would upload them but I love reviews too much to let them go to waste.

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Mary