Hey, sorry this one took so long
EPOV
I could not believe it. She was here. I was holding her; she was on my shoulder just like the old days. The days that I thought I had I forgotten, yet it seemed I could remember everything about then, about her. They flooded my head to a point that I could not think strait. How could this be? I had seen her die; I told her comforting words, that I would always be there to protect her, till the day that she died. I thought I had, but now I see that I hadn't.
It was so clear to me. She had been so weak so frail, like a paper doll. I had told her stories by her bedside because that had brought her so much joy. I hear her laugh, saw her smile. There had been no one else that I had been so close with in that past life.
She would have told me everything, or at lest I thought she had (I was questioning this now). I had trusted her with secretes I never told anyone else. There had been nothing hidden, nothing under the bed, but now I didn't know what to expect.
There was also the fact that I had this connection with her and I could not tell Bella. I did not have to read her thoughts to know that she was confused and a little concerned. I understood why, but what was I to do? I could not tell her. I had promised that I wouldn't, but how could I comfort Bella and still help my blast from the past?
There where so many things that I couldn't tell her and so much that I myself didn't know. Bella had to know that there was no one who would come between us, especially not this visitor.
I just wish I could tell Bella.
Ok so I know this one is not very long, and it is all just the thoughts of Edward, but I had to show what he was thinking right after he found her. I have started the next chapter, and it is more of a story, but I hope that ya'll like it. Please review!
