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After All This Time
By Waterrain
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
America way laying on her bed and arms rested under the back of her head. Tears silently fell, she mentally cursed herself for being emotional, and it is not like England is gone for forever.
"I'm such a dummy. Getting all worked up over England deciding to be nicer to France. It is not like she's not here with me because of France or anyone." America whispered harshly to herself and lips were bleeding to keep from sobbing.
She sat up and shook her head fiercely erasing the thought of England being with someone else.
"I really am paranoid. After all England is not the type to cheat and she is often busy with her work. It is not like I can't visit England." She commented softly and took a deep breath. America roughly wiped away the tears, forced herself to smile, and she decided to clean up the blood from her lips.
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
She held her cell phone close to herself and wondered when England will call.
"I don't want to bug her or seem needy." America muttered and she tried to smile, but no one was around and there was no point in smiling.
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
America woke up and she frowned to herself for England was not there.
"I can't believe she left me." America commented in a low voice and her blue eyes were lowered. "After all we watched scary movies and cuddled."
To be honest she has no plans of going all the way with England for America felt frightened at what if she left her after having sex.
"I can't risk it. I'm perfectly fine without ever experiencing sex and I'm not curious about it. I just don't want to risk her leaving me afterwards and I'm afraid." America whispered softly and she hugged her big dark blue pillow with little white stars.
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
"America, I have to go back to my home." England commented smoothly and she looked away from America's silently pleading blue eyes. "I can't stay here with you. My people need me and I must go."
England walked away her brilliant green eyes were determined for it is true that she can't stay at America's home for there is too much work to be done. America watched as she walked out the door, softly closing it, and that was when her tears quietly fell from those wide blue eyes.
Do you see how much I need you right now
"Hey, England. Do you want to see a movie together?" America asked happily and England shook her head.
"No." England commented dryly and she was hugged tightly by America.
"You know I love you." America whispered into her right ear and she kissed England on the left cheek.
"Honestly, You are always so bloody clingy. We are in public." England stated firmly and she missed the hurt expression in America's blue eyes which lasted for a moment.
"Okay, That's cool. I'll just go back home and finish some paperwork." America managed to say calmly and she released England.
America walked away quickly, she bite down on her lips, and calmed down. England blinked in confusion at America's words and she wondered what had happened.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
America clenched her chest and looked at the photo of England in a punkish outfit she had hanging up on the wall. Of course she always made sure to take it down and roll it up before letting England inside her bedroom.
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
"Hey, England. When do you think you can visit me?" America asked cheerfully over the phone and she has not seen England in about a week.
"When I can find the time, love." England replied calmly and she added. "You can visit me."
We were made for each other
Out here forever
"England, I love you." America said happily as she hugged England closely and had her chin on top of England's head.
"I love you too, America." England commented smoothly and she felt America's chin move from the top of her head.
"The stars are really pretty, but not as pretty as you." America told her calmly and England kissed her briefly on the lips.
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
"America, What is wrong?" England asked in a worried voice and she felt America's cheeks that were damp.
"Nothing, darling." America replied happily, her smile was bright, but those puffy eyes gave her away completely. "Let's go watch some scary movies. I have a few that I haven't watched yet."
"I'm here with you now, love." England whispered softly as she wrapped her arms around America's hips and held her close.
"Jeez, I know that England." America commented calmly and then she kissed England on the tip of her nose. "Let's watch those scary movies now."
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